10-21-2013, 12:00 AM
Oh Hi Dan,
I suppose I am being melodramatic, no big deal. I stopped writing my dreams down a while ago! the one positive thing about this is that I used to really enjoy reading and writing my dreams down and I think it is actually true that we have some kind of internal subterfuge that wants us not to make the effort to write them down. I am quite disciplined in some ways but I have the same feeling I do about dreaming as I have about shintaido, Shintaido is a chinease movement class I go to and even though I remember that every time I do the class it re energize me and makes me feel fantastic but right before every class I actually do not want to do it and if I allow my mind to run it will make all kinds of excuses about why not to go! as if I actually do not want to and yet I know that I do? very strange : )
I suppose I am being melodramatic, no big deal. I stopped writing my dreams down a while ago! the one positive thing about this is that I used to really enjoy reading and writing my dreams down and I think it is actually true that we have some kind of internal subterfuge that wants us not to make the effort to write them down. I am quite disciplined in some ways but I have the same feeling I do about dreaming as I have about shintaido, Shintaido is a chinease movement class I go to and even though I remember that every time I do the class it re energize me and makes me feel fantastic but right before every class I actually do not want to do it and if I allow my mind to run it will make all kinds of excuses about why not to go! as if I actually do not want to and yet I know that I do? very strange : )