07-25-2013, 12:00 AM
RG, you said;"
I once decided to die!I set out in search of death and for 2 weeks i wondered
the streets without sleep or bed or friends or family with only
a pathway to death in my intent!
I eventually hit the city of london and decided to die on the streets somehow
i went down to the london underground/subway and stood on the platform
awaiting a train to take me to be murdered under abridge somewhere
I STOPPED IN TIME
and had a vision of the next 20 days all in a line, all mayan signs..suicide can be quick , it can be slow..
slow is best to see what you become as it completes.
anyway after the vision i thought i would carry it home again..
so i got on a train heading west back to south wales
and curled up in bed for several months trying to recover from the shock
of seeing THE VISION without becoming dead!"
///////////////I want to ask why, but will first say that your experience is indeed a tale of power. There are few who have the courage to abandon all that they are accustomed to, and fewer still who seek death to do it. Detachment. Perhaps even the dissatisfaction of the soul, in it's depth, with the mediocrity of the "everyday" norm.
So you Saw the next 20 days... prophetic. Have you always had such visions?///////////////////
I once decided to die!I set out in search of death and for 2 weeks i wondered
the streets without sleep or bed or friends or family with only
a pathway to death in my intent!
I eventually hit the city of london and decided to die on the streets somehow
i went down to the london underground/subway and stood on the platform
awaiting a train to take me to be murdered under abridge somewhere
I STOPPED IN TIME
and had a vision of the next 20 days all in a line, all mayan signs..suicide can be quick , it can be slow..
slow is best to see what you become as it completes.
anyway after the vision i thought i would carry it home again..
so i got on a train heading west back to south wales
and curled up in bed for several months trying to recover from the shock
of seeing THE VISION without becoming dead!"
///////////////I want to ask why, but will first say that your experience is indeed a tale of power. There are few who have the courage to abandon all that they are accustomed to, and fewer still who seek death to do it. Detachment. Perhaps even the dissatisfaction of the soul, in it's depth, with the mediocrity of the "everyday" norm.
So you Saw the next 20 days... prophetic. Have you always had such visions?///////////////////