07-26-2013, 12:00 AM
All i can say is that i was trying to find the true unknown..
I wasnt just trying to find my death! I was also trying to
incrementally shift my assemblage into an unknown position as it drew near.
although there are areas of fluidity unknown to the human assemblage position
mass city living has created areas of unknown within the convergence of human energy fields
which are as much a mystery as escaping all other human life.
this is not climbing inside lots of peoples energy behind the scenes.
this is not living inside the rubbish and sewage people will not look at
it was not an attempt to escape human perception by becoming too obscure
but was an attempt to "walk off the edge of the world"
not toward the wildnerness, the wild...
still off the edge of civilisation BUT in the absolute opposite direction to the norm!
was very complicated..
I did find a
RING of POWER
wrapped around a river as it flowed..
like a bridge above the water spanning the sides but also down below and through the earth and stone
i.e. a ring.. through which the water flowed one way.
when i found this ring..and made it thin to its closest archetype to power
It became something horribly terrifying.
The Other climbed out of the woodwork
and one afternoon.. i understood what it is that mad homeless people talk to, run from, become trapped by.
horribly ZEN mirror of inorganic life... making slaves of homeless..
we say normal people are enslaved.. but until you see a man set up in a cage of terror by the otherworld
who has given up the rest of his lifes freedom just to have a bit of peace from the madness of awarness
it takes on new meaning.
normal men in the sorcerers world are not directly in cages of fear
but walk to the edges of human extent.. and there are people there who could go no further..
and they as humans are the cage.. but also the closest thing to liberation the human assemblage TOTAL gets!
I have always had a vision to work with.. never tried to collect a bunch of them,,
CURRENTLY-
although i am aware of the four directions and the different types of men and women..
the vision i use is one of FAMILY.
im trying to make a template which maps the relationships within families...
but which includes an understanding of how the template self cleans as members of a family die..
eventually i will use the template to curse areas of the known where sexual abuse is uncontrolled
and i will curse them to find the Ring of the river......
I wasnt just trying to find my death! I was also trying to
incrementally shift my assemblage into an unknown position as it drew near.
although there are areas of fluidity unknown to the human assemblage position
mass city living has created areas of unknown within the convergence of human energy fields
which are as much a mystery as escaping all other human life.
this is not climbing inside lots of peoples energy behind the scenes.
this is not living inside the rubbish and sewage people will not look at
it was not an attempt to escape human perception by becoming too obscure
but was an attempt to "walk off the edge of the world"
not toward the wildnerness, the wild...
still off the edge of civilisation BUT in the absolute opposite direction to the norm!
was very complicated..
I did find a
RING of POWER
wrapped around a river as it flowed..
like a bridge above the water spanning the sides but also down below and through the earth and stone
i.e. a ring.. through which the water flowed one way.
when i found this ring..and made it thin to its closest archetype to power
It became something horribly terrifying.
The Other climbed out of the woodwork
and one afternoon.. i understood what it is that mad homeless people talk to, run from, become trapped by.
horribly ZEN mirror of inorganic life... making slaves of homeless..
we say normal people are enslaved.. but until you see a man set up in a cage of terror by the otherworld
who has given up the rest of his lifes freedom just to have a bit of peace from the madness of awarness
it takes on new meaning.
normal men in the sorcerers world are not directly in cages of fear
but walk to the edges of human extent.. and there are people there who could go no further..
and they as humans are the cage.. but also the closest thing to liberation the human assemblage TOTAL gets!
I have always had a vision to work with.. never tried to collect a bunch of them,,
CURRENTLY-
although i am aware of the four directions and the different types of men and women..
the vision i use is one of FAMILY.
im trying to make a template which maps the relationships within families...
but which includes an understanding of how the template self cleans as members of a family die..
eventually i will use the template to curse areas of the known where sexual abuse is uncontrolled
and i will curse them to find the Ring of the river......