08-29-2010, 12:00 AM
Sure wounded people who don't see the wound might sense it at some level(it is amazing though how much defenses can obscure one's view) but that is not what I mean by see. I mean bring it out to the light of day, I mean examine it, i mean work with it, i mean accept it so one can grieve it and move beyond it, I mean become more compassionate because you are intimate with it, because you have taken the time and space to listen to your heart who is the record keeper of wounds and the dispenser of compassion elixir, the unpatentable Milk of the Heart.
So for me these wounds have been the path to my heart, the doorkeeper at the gate of the enlightenments I have experienced. I didn't get here by an out of the blue change of perception, I got here by effort and grace. This is not the victim mentality, this is an important part of my path with a heart. I acknowledge I was victimized at a time when I was too young to stop it, I acknowledge I absorbed faulty patterns and acted from those, I let myself remember and release the pain, I began to see possibilities for change and moving on, I move on: I forgive myself and my wounded parents and others, then forgotten friends come more clearly into view, the parts of my being that were held in check: the energies=faculties of Will, Imagination, Creativity, Love, Spiritual presence, Play, Joie De Vivre...
I do not feel like a victim on most days, I feel like a participant in the Utmost Mystery, even as my wounded heart beats(my Champion). I see her Presence in Smiling: my friend's soft face, I taste her in my Salsa, I laugh at her when I laugh at my Complaints, I Sing her in the Bathtub, I hear beautiful sounds when she Plops from my Bottom Parts : D
When I look around at this world I see also the results and further actions of wounds that aren't receiving the healing elixir from a personal heart which must be the fractal or shadow of a Larger Heart. In my two cents we can all benefit from this Milk if we begin where we are at which for many is a lot of unhealed wounding. If more were to do this work there would be less and less of these evidences of unhealed wounds: water boarding, hoarding, sexual abusings, thief of your life usings, globaldomdamnationings, time taking trivialationings...insults, paranoias, better than you'ems etc.
I don't consider myself enlightened, say I am on the enlightening path which is the path with a heart in my experience through my realitytunneling which is different to varying degrees from every other individuals perceptions of our Omnipresentness. I am not fully recapped either I still have work!
You speak from your reality tunnel at this place in time and I speak from mine.
So for me these wounds have been the path to my heart, the doorkeeper at the gate of the enlightenments I have experienced. I didn't get here by an out of the blue change of perception, I got here by effort and grace. This is not the victim mentality, this is an important part of my path with a heart. I acknowledge I was victimized at a time when I was too young to stop it, I acknowledge I absorbed faulty patterns and acted from those, I let myself remember and release the pain, I began to see possibilities for change and moving on, I move on: I forgive myself and my wounded parents and others, then forgotten friends come more clearly into view, the parts of my being that were held in check: the energies=faculties of Will, Imagination, Creativity, Love, Spiritual presence, Play, Joie De Vivre...
I do not feel like a victim on most days, I feel like a participant in the Utmost Mystery, even as my wounded heart beats(my Champion). I see her Presence in Smiling: my friend's soft face, I taste her in my Salsa, I laugh at her when I laugh at my Complaints, I Sing her in the Bathtub, I hear beautiful sounds when she Plops from my Bottom Parts : D
When I look around at this world I see also the results and further actions of wounds that aren't receiving the healing elixir from a personal heart which must be the fractal or shadow of a Larger Heart. In my two cents we can all benefit from this Milk if we begin where we are at which for many is a lot of unhealed wounding. If more were to do this work there would be less and less of these evidences of unhealed wounds: water boarding, hoarding, sexual abusings, thief of your life usings, globaldomdamnationings, time taking trivialationings...insults, paranoias, better than you'ems etc.
I don't consider myself enlightened, say I am on the enlightening path which is the path with a heart in my experience through my realitytunneling which is different to varying degrees from every other individuals perceptions of our Omnipresentness. I am not fully recapped either I still have work!
You speak from your reality tunnel at this place in time and I speak from mine.