01-10-2018, 12:00 AM
Then there was the time i started to drown in a river and having become exhausted i found myself holding onto another swimmer to save myself.
I was instinctivly trying to save myself and in so doing risking them.
I LET GO.
I am always proud of that because at the moment i let go i not only proved i have some integrity
but also i "saw" the rivers fate and where its ultimate destination some 120miles downstream was the ocean.
to see the sea in a rural riverbend..
of course i didnt drown...
but had i had to be punched in the face to stop me from dragging someone else down before not actually drowning.. i would have been ashamed.
the riddle of death is in part a test of integrity.
the integrity not to drag others down.
the integrity to assure that "foreign fibres" ejected are actually "foreign" and
not our own unwanted disease.
I was instinctivly trying to save myself and in so doing risking them.
I LET GO.
I am always proud of that because at the moment i let go i not only proved i have some integrity
but also i "saw" the rivers fate and where its ultimate destination some 120miles downstream was the ocean.
to see the sea in a rural riverbend..
of course i didnt drown...
but had i had to be punched in the face to stop me from dragging someone else down before not actually drowning.. i would have been ashamed.
the riddle of death is in part a test of integrity.
the integrity not to drag others down.
the integrity to assure that "foreign fibres" ejected are actually "foreign" and
not our own unwanted disease.