12-02-2017, 12:02 AM
glance left wrote:
I saw a little jumping spider on my wall today and walked up to it...and asked it if it wanted to stay inside or go outside. I said "turn right if you want to stay inside...turn left if you wa..." It promptly turned right.
I think you're seeing more facets than me. I only saw the one aspect in which a brightly lit luminous fulcrum moved along an abysmal plane drawing together two luminous curtain-like swaths of gossamer plasma and pulled them toward itself, bind/weaving them together as it moved along...and then, behind it, whatever was bound together unraveled and was separated...like a zipper moving along, zipping together something from in front of it and unzipping it from behind. And I could feel what was happening within myself as I saw it.
But, yeah...it makes sense that there is a multiplicity of singularities out there, all being zipped and unzipped.
And, yeah....fractal mazes on the right...going nowhere, really....but at least the illusion that you're making progress by navigating through. On the left...yeah....inert awareness filling empty space. It's nice to touch base with that inert meaninglessness though....at least for me. It seem to lighten the mood for maze-walking, somehow
I drive a 20tonne refuse truck around a rural road system from 5am. The road has a lot of rabbits, pigeons and pheasants and even field mice and shrews- tiny little rodents dart across the roads.
when i run something over, i immediatly assess two aspects of my energy form.. the part that wanted to steer into the impact. (tends to be a very orange stream of deeper subconsious will) and the part of me which was tending toward "i swerve to avoid animals" (a very thin translucent lightblue atmospheric feeling).
only last week.. TWO rabbits ran out at the same distace apoart as the front wheelbase of the truck.. If i hadnt put on the brakes it would have been a double KO for sure and so i do consider how much the animals "want" to run headlong into the illuminated mechanical unknown versus the wear and tear of a hedgerow existence.
When it comes to animals i have a few beliefs-
animals are playing a game. i.e. my cat brings in dead mice because it wants me to combine them with its kibble as an experiment.. Wether it wants me to put its kibble where it put the mouse, or put its mouse in with where i put the kibble is the question.
the moment an animal dies their awarness becomes part of that genus pool immediatly.. so living cat becomes no less catty, just ceasess to have a body or "node" of life.. so in much the same way as the mouse kibble game i wonder wether they run out in front of trucks in order to put a dead animal in a partcular place and somehow empower the genus core as the collctive retracts its awarness.
much the same as humans and their dreamers.. which will apon the death of an individual retract their awarness ..
with humans though the individual awarness is temporarily locked in the machinations of its behaviour under free will within its awarness totality.. and a second awarness move exists.. or jump to infinity.
natural animals an dwhere they choose to die..
sorcerers and where they choose to die.
waffling now. so let me tell you about this LOG.
Yesterday i ran out of wood but not coal and the fire was a deep red flameless foreboading thing and so i went outside to find a log from the garden.
i eventually found this one covered in lichen and heavily wet inside..
I figured it would hiss for a while but burn eventually and so i took it inside.
feeling a pang of tragedy for the Lichen still living and growing on its surface.
Did the Lichen want to burn...?
Did it make me its agent or am i just some phillestine to it?
did it appreciate the death of millions of its nodes or is lichen so mute in its awarness level that it could translate
to within the life of fire and its "genus"?
i.e perhaps the "genus core" of the most basic things actually has liminal breaches.. ELEMENTAL CORES.
hmmm thinky pinky.
i
I saw a little jumping spider on my wall today and walked up to it...and asked it if it wanted to stay inside or go outside. I said "turn right if you want to stay inside...turn left if you wa..." It promptly turned right.
I think you're seeing more facets than me. I only saw the one aspect in which a brightly lit luminous fulcrum moved along an abysmal plane drawing together two luminous curtain-like swaths of gossamer plasma and pulled them toward itself, bind/weaving them together as it moved along...and then, behind it, whatever was bound together unraveled and was separated...like a zipper moving along, zipping together something from in front of it and unzipping it from behind. And I could feel what was happening within myself as I saw it.
But, yeah...it makes sense that there is a multiplicity of singularities out there, all being zipped and unzipped.
And, yeah....fractal mazes on the right...going nowhere, really....but at least the illusion that you're making progress by navigating through. On the left...yeah....inert awareness filling empty space. It's nice to touch base with that inert meaninglessness though....at least for me. It seem to lighten the mood for maze-walking, somehow
I drive a 20tonne refuse truck around a rural road system from 5am. The road has a lot of rabbits, pigeons and pheasants and even field mice and shrews- tiny little rodents dart across the roads.
when i run something over, i immediatly assess two aspects of my energy form.. the part that wanted to steer into the impact. (tends to be a very orange stream of deeper subconsious will) and the part of me which was tending toward "i swerve to avoid animals" (a very thin translucent lightblue atmospheric feeling).
only last week.. TWO rabbits ran out at the same distace apoart as the front wheelbase of the truck.. If i hadnt put on the brakes it would have been a double KO for sure and so i do consider how much the animals "want" to run headlong into the illuminated mechanical unknown versus the wear and tear of a hedgerow existence.
When it comes to animals i have a few beliefs-
animals are playing a game. i.e. my cat brings in dead mice because it wants me to combine them with its kibble as an experiment.. Wether it wants me to put its kibble where it put the mouse, or put its mouse in with where i put the kibble is the question.
the moment an animal dies their awarness becomes part of that genus pool immediatly.. so living cat becomes no less catty, just ceasess to have a body or "node" of life.. so in much the same way as the mouse kibble game i wonder wether they run out in front of trucks in order to put a dead animal in a partcular place and somehow empower the genus core as the collctive retracts its awarness.
much the same as humans and their dreamers.. which will apon the death of an individual retract their awarness ..
with humans though the individual awarness is temporarily locked in the machinations of its behaviour under free will within its awarness totality.. and a second awarness move exists.. or jump to infinity.
natural animals an dwhere they choose to die..
sorcerers and where they choose to die.
waffling now. so let me tell you about this LOG.
Yesterday i ran out of wood but not coal and the fire was a deep red flameless foreboading thing and so i went outside to find a log from the garden.
i eventually found this one covered in lichen and heavily wet inside..
I figured it would hiss for a while but burn eventually and so i took it inside.
feeling a pang of tragedy for the Lichen still living and growing on its surface.
Did the Lichen want to burn...?
Did it make me its agent or am i just some phillestine to it?
did it appreciate the death of millions of its nodes or is lichen so mute in its awarness level that it could translate
to within the life of fire and its "genus"?
i.e perhaps the "genus core" of the most basic things actually has liminal breaches.. ELEMENTAL CORES.
hmmm thinky pinky.
i