11-23-2017, 12:00 AM
I shant sleep where I sh*t . . . also, I can't think of any string I want to pull. Haven't I pulled enough? You want MORE? You fucking masochist.
[/quote]It's been pleasant so far. I've got a whole "spiritual pain is beauty" thing happening.
You know what? For some reason, you remind me of my first serious girlfriend. We were together about 6 months and then her ex-fiancé died of a heroin overdose. It turned out, in the course of events, that she's always believed that they would get back together again, like actually believed this even though it was crazy because he was already with someone else. (As was she, I might add.) She believed this to the point that she still carried the engagement ring in her purse, because she knew, she just knew, that someday he'd come to take her back, and when he did the ring would be there, in her purse. So when we went out, that ring was there. I used to *** her with that guy's engagement ring like 10ft away and I had no idea... until he died.
So then my girlfriend, my first serious girlfriend, is just CRUSHED. Her life was just over then, all the dreams she knew would come true could never come true anymore. Because her ex-fiancé had overdosed on heroin. And she was so sad, so sad they could never get married like she always knew they would. And there I am... her boyfriend. And I'm supposed to "be there" for her, to support her through this crisis.
I broke up with her instead.
And I missed her. A lot.
[/quote]It's been pleasant so far. I've got a whole "spiritual pain is beauty" thing happening.
You know what? For some reason, you remind me of my first serious girlfriend. We were together about 6 months and then her ex-fiancé died of a heroin overdose. It turned out, in the course of events, that she's always believed that they would get back together again, like actually believed this even though it was crazy because he was already with someone else. (As was she, I might add.) She believed this to the point that she still carried the engagement ring in her purse, because she knew, she just knew, that someday he'd come to take her back, and when he did the ring would be there, in her purse. So when we went out, that ring was there. I used to *** her with that guy's engagement ring like 10ft away and I had no idea... until he died.
So then my girlfriend, my first serious girlfriend, is just CRUSHED. Her life was just over then, all the dreams she knew would come true could never come true anymore. Because her ex-fiancé had overdosed on heroin. And she was so sad, so sad they could never get married like she always knew they would. And there I am... her boyfriend. And I'm supposed to "be there" for her, to support her through this crisis.
I broke up with her instead.
And I missed her. A lot.