08-11-2009, 12:00 AM
I like what you write here docta lee, it's like a shift of your ap point back to that time, it is a strong recapitulation. I think it' cool that you
find it important to stay in touch with your/the wheel of time.
Detachment is a weird thing, for some it seems to mean comming to a point where you don't feel emotions, to me it's more like getting a warmer heart
and not overdramatizing creating false emotions( or notice with awareness when you are). I think cool-hearted detachment is a defence mechanism from fear of
the pain of existance, as far as that goes, so is the dramatizing. Those overblown emotions seem easier than the deep pain that living in this narrow
pinch-world engenders until they really **** your life with their miserable behaviors or start to bore you till you struck numb, then your luck and your
life begins again when you begin continue to realize what they are doing, they sound like flyers, huh? Recognize and grieve deep, then you can laugh, flyers
flee from the deep tear(s) and the rumbling laughter, at least that's what I've been finding here and there, i still have a lot of foot prints to go
though.
Maybe I went on too long about that but real tears are so under-rated, releasing them frees up energy.
I don't think not being normal or not being concerned with daily tedium is being too detached but it is good to question yourself about whats going on
inside you. Spirit is moving you and it is changing your perspective, maybe it can help you simplify your life so you spend less time with the tedium. I am
moved to say that it might be good to find some nearby friends who aren't
over-spooked by fellow brothers and sisters spiritual paths--- lol, kick it with a bunch of weirdos doc--lol, you probably already do--sure are some around
here! I can say that cause I have some cool mystic dropout friends over in the next town and going for a visit now and agin and comming here strengthen my
path.
Everyone walks their own path though docta, just sharing part of mine here, you know whether or not anything I said here is true for you.
find it important to stay in touch with your/the wheel of time.
Detachment is a weird thing, for some it seems to mean comming to a point where you don't feel emotions, to me it's more like getting a warmer heart
and not overdramatizing creating false emotions( or notice with awareness when you are). I think cool-hearted detachment is a defence mechanism from fear of
the pain of existance, as far as that goes, so is the dramatizing. Those overblown emotions seem easier than the deep pain that living in this narrow
pinch-world engenders until they really **** your life with their miserable behaviors or start to bore you till you struck numb, then your luck and your
life begins again when you begin continue to realize what they are doing, they sound like flyers, huh? Recognize and grieve deep, then you can laugh, flyers
flee from the deep tear(s) and the rumbling laughter, at least that's what I've been finding here and there, i still have a lot of foot prints to go
though.
Maybe I went on too long about that but real tears are so under-rated, releasing them frees up energy.
I don't think not being normal or not being concerned with daily tedium is being too detached but it is good to question yourself about whats going on
inside you. Spirit is moving you and it is changing your perspective, maybe it can help you simplify your life so you spend less time with the tedium. I am
moved to say that it might be good to find some nearby friends who aren't
over-spooked by fellow brothers and sisters spiritual paths--- lol, kick it with a bunch of weirdos doc--lol, you probably already do--sure are some around
here! I can say that cause I have some cool mystic dropout friends over in the next town and going for a visit now and agin and comming here strengthen my
path.
Everyone walks their own path though docta, just sharing part of mine here, you know whether or not anything I said here is true for you.