11-09-2017, 12:00 AM
This is old stuff. We are talking self-abasement here. St Theresa was the paragon of this genre. The 'rule' was to acknowledge just how truly worthless one is, such that their existing was incongruous to all beings & 'God.' These persons who did it 'right' assimilated one LSD trip after another. They melted, they were enraptured, they GOT OFF. Not only that, but likely carried the silent 'high' at all times. The more disrespected and abased the better the highs.
I am an expert on this sort of negation. It is very sexy.
I have moved to another stage, so I don't practice this now, but I can attain to the undercurrent of soft caressing abasement at will to seduce myself with chemicals such as serotonin and dopamine.
Now that I think of it, this is an art form imperative for 'flipping' negative emotions into positive. You give me a 'tragic' negative and it becomes a thing of beauty.
I am an expert on this sort of negation. It is very sexy.
I have moved to another stage, so I don't practice this now, but I can attain to the undercurrent of soft caressing abasement at will to seduce myself with chemicals such as serotonin and dopamine.
Now that I think of it, this is an art form imperative for 'flipping' negative emotions into positive. You give me a 'tragic' negative and it becomes a thing of beauty.