04-14-2011, 12:00 AM
Recently, i've been searching for a teacher, someone that could guide me on my quest for knowledge and power, but I have not found one in ordinary reality. I have searched tirelessly for a way to heal myself from an energetic intrusion that I got from my first lucid dream experience, an astral projection or out of body experience that left me virtually paralyzed, spiritually at least. Since then, i've been on the quest to become a shaman-sorcerer, for through the writings of Carlos Castaneda and through my interaction with the sacred Cholq'ij calendar of the ancient Maya and the Tonalpohualli of the Mexica, as well as through other practices such as Palo Mayombe and Santeria, core shamanism, Traditional Mexican Brujeria, Curanderismo, and of course, through dreaming and shamanic journeying.
I have Old Seer tendancies and associate my paradigm with more second-cycle influences. I don't feel right to call myself a Nagual in the Castanedian sense, but I can call myself a Chalchiuhtotolin Nahualli in a more personal way. I've been called by dreams and visions to heal through energy manipulation, through its conservation. I do believe in the Great Aztec Powers and the Nine Underworlds of Mictlan. I was banned the other day from nagual.yuku.com for some reason and cannot go back. Do I have a place here. I promise to study your posts and delve deeper into your paradigms and models so that I could deepen in knowledge, for my goal is to become a man of knowledge, but by other means. I do use ritual and do invoke spirits. I worship the old gods. I am allies with hierba buena and the wolf. My patron god is Chalchiuhtotolin. And i'm really happy with that.
Yours in the struggle,
--Teopiltzin
I have Old Seer tendancies and associate my paradigm with more second-cycle influences. I don't feel right to call myself a Nagual in the Castanedian sense, but I can call myself a Chalchiuhtotolin Nahualli in a more personal way. I've been called by dreams and visions to heal through energy manipulation, through its conservation. I do believe in the Great Aztec Powers and the Nine Underworlds of Mictlan. I was banned the other day from nagual.yuku.com for some reason and cannot go back. Do I have a place here. I promise to study your posts and delve deeper into your paradigms and models so that I could deepen in knowledge, for my goal is to become a man of knowledge, but by other means. I do use ritual and do invoke spirits. I worship the old gods. I am allies with hierba buena and the wolf. My patron god is Chalchiuhtotolin. And i'm really happy with that.
Yours in the struggle,
--Teopiltzin