Building the Motherfucker

[funnyguy]

So I've been strengthening my mind immensely and raising above the odds. I've bee reforming it and crafting new pathways. Subjecting my body to intense cold and extreme physical exertion putting myself into tough situations so I can grow and learn. I've been actively and consciously building the motherfucker I'm becoming with each breath I inhale.

I've been feeding on the negativity I hold and showing myself that it can't affect me neither can people around me. I don't go with the ups or downs of the world or with my own for that matter as I set the direction in which I move towards. Facing my self and my **** and flaws and turning them around.

I dive deep in my dark side and I make those who want to have a schadenfreude like feeling towards me feel weaker than me. As they go on and live their comfortable lives and they think about how I jump into the fire they've been through already where they were telling themselves that they hurt and want to give up I fucking smile in their face and I tell them I don't mind where I am at and I'm fucking stronger than you are. I will take your soul. I am growing mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually.

I'm fucking uncomfortable but it's okay, I can be scared but it's okay, I may not love the ache in my body but it's okay, I don't enjoy sitting in the cold but it's okay. I am learning to control my nervous system with my mind I am becoming more aware and I know why I'm doing all this work. I'm not looking for anything I'm not a seeker or on a path I'm not following in someones footsteps I employ methods I've learned from others true but I know where the *** I'm going and why.

The way we tell ourselves we are and the things we identify with craft the experience of our life. We can run on autopilot and be hamsters in a wheel or take the reigns and move ourselves towards our vision. There's an undeniable correlation between our thoughts, emotions, and how we consciously act or unconsciously react and the limitations that we place on or lift from ourselves. Agreeing is an act that should be executed with awareness and conscious decisions. Be wise about what you align in your reality and about yourself the amount of work is the same we either make ourselves miserable or we make ourselves strong.

[funnyguy]

I AM HUNGRY!

We spend an equal amount of time in both cases. Working towards balance, equanimity, and strength or misery, pity, and excuses. What makes the first look harder is the already adopted habits, triggers, and subconscious bullshit that one holds and executes with perfection.

The trick is in what one emphasizes. In order to get out of laziness and complacency and move towards clarity and awareness all that has to be done is take the first step to get out of your comfort zone. It doesn't happen all at once. One takes small steps one after the other and persists and repeats and repeats until new habits are formed. New ways of thinking bring new ways of feeling which in turn brings new ways of experiencing your being.

*** motivation it's not what's needed one needs drive, hunger. Motivation comes and goes drive takes root in the core and pushes the *** out of you until it breaks through and you make the change. Drive settles in when you consciously decide that this is it when you say to yourself "*** this **** I'm not taking this anymore!". Then comes the moment when you realize you have to change, when you realize that the pain and discomfort of being the same is more than the pain you will endure while changing and what that is worth.

[funnyguy]

It's easy to induce a shift in your state of being in the blink of an eye it's just as easy to stay where you are at. Our body is an amazing tool that can move our mind and vice versa which brings about a shift in our states.

When you're in a negative state what do you do?
What triggers that state?
What do you do while you are in that state in order to maintain it for as long as it lasts?
What are the thoughts going through your mind at that time?
What is the posture of your body in that moment?

Can you in this negative state or this very moment remember a good state?
What triggered that state?
What did you do when you were in that state in order to maintain it for as long as it lasted?
What were the thoughts going through your mind at that time?
What was the posture of your body in that moment?

Can you change your thoughts that you're having when you're in a negative state?
Can you change your body posture when you're in a negative state?
Can you spot what triggered the negative state?
Can you overcome this trigger?

Change the way you think and the answers to those questions if they don't serve you and notice the effects.
Turn the negative into positive and *** destiny you are in full control unless you like being pushed around by your god damn self and others.

[funnyguy]

[funnyguy]

Everybody's got a plan until they get hit in the mouth.
Don't go out looking for an easy life, go and acquire the strength necessary to go through a difficult one.

[Guest]