Regained some energy.

[warfcat]

Just recently regained some energy from an event that happened not to long ago. I can feel it in my bones. Its so weird, I literally felt lifeless and dreary, until I noticed that I got it back suddenly. I felt rejuvinated and a little antsy. Which is good. It gives me the necessary drive to do things again. Thank you all for your wisdom. I am paying attention to the omens again. And working with a few spirits. I hope to remain posting on this board as it is sounding for spiritual events in my life. I have done a lot of work and come so far, But I am still in need of guidance, especially from fellow warriors.

[Mornings Son]

Good to hear that it is helpful for you to be here ))))
Looking forward to hear more from you warfcat!

What kind of work have you done?

[warfcat]

Well I have probably done less then i think I have, But I have gained a lot of detachment, buoyancy when I have energy. And the ability to be aware of shadow intent. And am now able to live outside the social construct. My intent is strong, but i currently cant feel anything. I have recently suffered a break up, that has left me depressed and lacking energy. I am trying to be honest with myself but I cant really determine the emotions that are in my being. I dont know how I feel about it still. But I got an email from the person and I regained a bit of energy. I really dont have a lot of experience with relationships so its hard for me. I think in some instances I forsake god, but I am trying to find him again. I was really let down the other night when I realised that no one had replied to my profile online, but it makes sense because regular people dont make sense to me anymore.

[serloco]

C'mon talk to me, dont be shy! You said you needed guidance and direction and I just happen to be a teacher.

I would start examining yoru current knowledge of how you lose energy. I woudl systematicaly erradicate that knowdge and exmine the power of infinity along with it. Yuo dont need to intend any lose to your energy or leaks or anything. Infinity is limitless and all powerful, it can do anything. WIth that in mind i would begin drawing from that base and forming solutions to any flawed forms of knowledge.

[warfcat]

thanks serloco, there are old agreements I have made which keep me bound to loosing energy. If i dont actively seek it out myself, or replenish it. then i Loose it. I just dont have the drive to keep obtaining it anymore.

[serloco]

All you need do is voice your intent to stop fueling those old agreements. The energy, or rather the intent still in the works, will return. Best to keep things simple as they can be, especially important things. Good luck man.

[rosygyro]

warcraft -are you a satanist? spazzz"

[warfcat]

Lol no. Why are you asking that.

[WolfLivesMatter]

cat-kin-chan, I believe you just had a hangover as you were too tempted by human desires. Maybe one day you will seperate yourself from such disgusting metaphysical vices and be more like an enlighted individual eagle with the second attention achieved.

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[find dharma girl]

WolfLivesMatter  "cat-kin-chan, I believe you just had a hangover as you were too tempted by human desires. Maybe one day you will seperate yourself from such disgusting metaphysical vices and be more like an enlighted individual eagle with the second attention achieved."

Sure sounds like words derived from personal experience in the first attention.  WolfLivesMatter... Heh?  akin to BlackLivesMatter, BlueLivesMatter, AllLivesMatter, LatinoLivesMatter.....

Don't believe a word of what you hear (unless it's from me).

Warfcat, you are basement dwelling wannabe derelict.  Keep up your laziness.

[warfcat]

what the hell is going on here, lol. I guess maybe i should make this more clear as to keep from being harassed. The old agreements are just agreements that keep me low on energy, like the four agreements. not being impeccable, etc. obtaining energy and saving it is hard to do for me, Its almost as if i spend it as soon as i get it. As well as doing recaps and such. I dont know why im getting such hate from all of you.

[Guest]