how close was I?

[Eilias123]

Maybe i was just High. But being back on the warriors path i sought the help of a substance to shift my perception somewhat. I noticed Tonal concerns meant nothing. I tried movies, video games. Tho fun it wasn't what i was seeking. so i went to my room to lay down with a blanket over my head.
Instantly I was able to shut off my thoughts. I began to notice that i couldn't tell wether i had my eyes open or not. Suddenly some part of myself split into, or was being pulled apart by some force. Both part i couldn't see anything. I shifted my attention to the part being pulled to the left. All was silent in my thoughts but fear pulled me back to myself. I then got up to continue my night.
I have no Idea what happened. wether i did something in sorcery or i was just really high????

[Aranno Way]

Eilias123, good going and congratulations.
What happened is that you is that you split your awareness from your tonal island and had a glimpse of your left side awareness into the second attention and the best thing as I would recommend is do it all the time if you can and after a while you will not need any help of any substance to attain the second attention.
The worst thing that can happen is shifting to far into the left side of awareness but with a little experience you will find that you will have more control of your perception than not going through the steps of our totality by being stuck in your tonal mindset.

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