Time

[serloco]

When I first started on the path of sorcery I read about intent and will from Carlos' book. I badly wanted to learn everything i could on the subject and so i followed dj's advice and simply intended to see the source of existence. I set my intent and did my best to abandon myself to it. About two weeks later i was rewarded greatly. I had ordered online some different power plants to aid my in my journies and so ingested some amanita muscaria, which is called the soma of the gods. It is reported to give warriors great power and visions of God. So that day I took some and freaked out on it. I got really scared as reality started blacking out on me and so i went to a friends house in the city i was in. Noone was home and so i let myself in. I ended up crawling up into their attic when i blacked out comepltely. I woke up in a dark empty void with no body. I scanned around me and saw many points of dull lignt behind me, and pass around me to form one light. This light was directly in front of me. As I watched it the light came closer to me, or i came closer to the light, it was difficult to tell which. As it approached I hesitated for a second fearing it, but a voice spoke in my mind saying "It is what you want", and so i scanned it with my energy body and felt that it was beautiful. My energy body then jumped into the light on its own accord. I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now. These explosions would hit me and fill me with this complete awareness, and then leave me bodyless again in the void, untill the next light slammed into me again. And that is exactly what they were doing, slamming into me. Like the rolling force of the Eagle. Every time i would explode with awareness, then it would be gone again. over and over until i finally came to in the attic again. Sitting in the dark and hovering between this awareness i realized i needed to get out of the attic, and so i opened the door to leave. As i was leaving the upstairs i found my two friends in the house. They were surprised to see me and asked where i had come from. I couldn't answer them because my awareness was still being slammed by this force, and so i walked outside. Unable to get a hold of reality i was hovering between the force and the people. They started beating me. With every hit i would come to, and then fade away again to the light. After awhile i realized that this light had given me great power of will, and with it need not be beaten any longer, and so i decided that the beating would end. When i made that realization the people flew back from me as if i had struck them. They fell back and went into their house again. I learned much more later about this force of life and death that i call the source, but for now i think that will suffice.

[serloco]

One of the greatest lessons i have gleamed from time is that the manifestation of the world takes places right now, in the here and now moment. Not in the past where you think it would be created, but everything is unfolding as it happens. Before you venture to the city you are traveling to that city does not exist yet until you are there. Now i am not saying that the city is not there, because in your awareness it is. But try to realize that it is not there at all, and that reality is not made until you are there yourself, you can shift that awareness into a new creation and watch as reality unfolds before your very eyes. Once i was traveling in a new city and i didnt want to be bothered with changing my awareness to this new state so i closed my eyes so i could not see it manifesting as i watched. I took a small peek into the world from behind my closed lids and saw a building called peek a boo place! It was reality's way of showing me that it was just being created right now. Thats the kicker too, is that reality is alive and aware of you, right here and now. With the proper awareness one can custom make their world right here and now. All the maps disappear and you are traveling into your mindscape. I do that with my daily awareness.

[serloco]

NagualHuman wrote:That is all just justification of solid position,
I am dead;- fluid.
Given to my destiny unfolding and all stakes hapening.
I feel no emotions nor need to bind myself
or confirming mind-projected measuring systems,
made from the boredom or need to validate one's self.
thus I can only live from the moment to moment,
without anything I ever had in my life,
only with silent pridel,
that I am beign a channel for Spirit.
Just a few things worth mentioning. Death is the extinguishing of awareness not the fluidity gained through suspending the tonal. It is also worth mentioning that too much fluidity is a bad thing. People need a ground base to work from, we need a tonal. No, it isnot good to become fixated to a single inventory but also it is bad to have none. We need somewhere to work from.

It is also the goal of stalking to enhance awareness, not to ignore it. Sorcerer's study the tonal because it has a wealth of knowledge and awareness that has been cultivated for centuries. It has much gold within it to find. So when you decide to stalk what is time be prepared to uncover what scores of people before us have found, some have gotten pretty  far, and some are just regurgitating other peoples finds. Either way time itself is a very deep concept with much awareness within it. So my point being that when i am stalking time i am not as you say binding myself with trivialties, i am instead gaining awareness of time.

If you were adept at reaching fluidity as you claim to be then you can surely glide to various positions of time, and give detailed description of time from various awareness points. Instead you self importantly proclaim it all to be worthless endevours of foolish people. I suggest you recheck you power placement and intent before you venture to far into this world you describe.

I learned a while back that our judgements reflect our reality. What this means is that when you judge someone as being foolish or worthless, you attract, or form this experience with your intent and will. You are effectively moving reality into the role that you judge it it to be. This is a very powerful tool, a blessing we have and a curse. If you are aware of people being self-important worthless trash then that is the world you fixate yourself into. Speaking of time, time holds every possible configuration of reality within its completeness, and so when you align to your judgements you align to that time, or dimension. It has the potential to become everything, and yet when you hold to your standard judgements of humanity you miss our on the potential. There are worlds like this one where everyone is a powerful being with vast awareness. Yet you wouldnt even know it because your head is so far up your ass all you can see is ****.

Talk about self pity ruining the parade!

[serloco]

When I first started on the path of sorcery I read about intent and will from Carlos' book. I badly wanted to learn everything i could on the subject and so i followed dj's advice and simply intended to see the source of existence. I set my intent and did my best to abandon myself to it. About two weeks later i was rewarded greatly. I had ordered online some different power plants to aid my in my journies and so ingested some amanita muscaria, which is called the soma of the gods. It is reported to give warriors great power and visions of God. So that day I took some and freaked out on it. I got really scared as reality started blacking out on me and so i went to a friends house in the city i was in. Noone was home and so i let myself in. I ended up crawling up into their attic when i blacked out comepltely. I woke up in a dark empty void with no body. I scanned around me and saw many points of dull lignt behind me, and pass around me to form one light. This light was directly in front of me. As I watched it the light came closer to me, or i came closer to the light, it was difficult to tell which. As it approached I hesitated for a second fearing it, but a voice spoke in my mind saying "It is what you want", and so i scanned it with my energy body and felt that it was beautiful. My energy body then jumped into the light on its own accord. I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now. These explosions would hit me and fill me with this complete awareness, and then leave me bodyless again in the void, untill the next light slammed into me again. And that is exactly what they were doing, slamming into me. Like the rolling force of the Eagle. Every time i would explode with awareness, then it would be gone again. over and over until i finally came to in the attic again. Sitting in the dark and hovering between this awareness i realized i needed to get out of the attic, and so i opened the door to leave. As i was leaving the upstairs i found my two friends in the house. They were surprised to see me and asked where i had come from. I couldn't answer them because my awareness was still being slammed by this force, and so i walked outside. Unable to get a hold of reality i was hovering between the force and the people. They started beating me. With every hit i would come to, and then fade away again to the light. After awhile i realized that this light had given me great power of will, and with it need not be beaten any longer, and so i decided that the beating would end. When i made that realization the people flew back from me as if i had struck them. They fell back and went into their house again. I learned much more later about this force of life and death that i call the source, but for now i think that will suffice.

[serloco]

One of the greatest lessons i have gleamed from time is that the manifestation of the world takes places right now, in the here and now moment. Not in the past where you think it would be created, but everything is unfolding as it happens. Before you venture to the city you are traveling to that city does not exist yet until you are there. Now i am not saying that the city is not there, because in your awareness it is. But try to realize that it is not there at all, and that reality is not made until you are there yourself, you can shift that awareness into a new creation and watch as reality unfolds before your very eyes. Once i was traveling in a new city and i didnt want to be bothered with changing my awareness to this new state so i closed my eyes so i could not see it manifesting as i watched. I took a small peek into the world from behind my closed lids and saw a building called peek a boo place! It was reality's way of showing me that it was just being created right now. Thats the kicker too, is that reality is alive and aware of you, right here and now. With the proper awareness one can custom make their world right here and now. All the maps disappear and you are traveling into your mindscape. I do that with my daily awareness.

[serloco]

NagualHuman wrote:That is all just justification of solid position,
I am dead;- fluid.
Given to my destiny unfolding and all stakes hapening.
I feel no emotions nor need to bind myself
or confirming mind-projected measuring systems,
made from the boredom or need to validate one's self.
thus I can only live from the moment to moment,
without anything I ever had in my life,
only with silent pridel,
that I am beign a channel for Spirit.
Just a few things worth mentioning. Death is the extinguishing of awareness not the fluidity gained through suspending the tonal. It is also worth mentioning that too much fluidity is a bad thing. People need a ground base to work from, we need a tonal. No, it isnot good to become fixated to a single inventory but also it is bad to have none. We need somewhere to work from.

It is also the goal of stalking to enhance awareness, not to ignore it. Sorcerer's study the tonal because it has a wealth of knowledge and awareness that has been cultivated for centuries. It has much gold within it to find. So when you decide to stalk what is time be prepared to uncover what scores of people before us have found, some have gotten pretty  far, and some are just regurgitating other peoples finds. Either way time itself is a very deep concept with much awareness within it. So my point being that when i am stalking time i am not as you say binding myself with trivialties, i am instead gaining awareness of time.

If you were adept at reaching fluidity as you claim to be then you can surely glide to various positions of time, and give detailed description of time from various awareness points. Instead you self importantly proclaim it all to be worthless endevours of foolish people. I suggest you recheck you power placement and intent before you venture to far into this world you describe.

I learned a while back that our judgements reflect our reality. What this means is that when you judge someone as being foolish or worthless, you attract, or form this experience with your intent and will. You are effectively moving reality into the role that you judge it it to be. This is a very powerful tool, a blessing we have and a curse. If you are aware of people being self-important worthless trash then that is the world you fixate yourself into. Speaking of time, time holds every possible configuration of reality within its completeness, and so when you align to your judgements you align to that time, or dimension. It has the potential to become everything, and yet when you hold to your standard judgements of humanity you miss our on the potential. There are worlds like this one where everyone is a powerful being with vast awareness. Yet you wouldnt even know it because your head is so far up your ass all you can see is ****.

Talk about self pity ruining the parade!

[serloco]

When I first started on the path of sorcery I read about intent and will from Carlos' book. I badly wanted to learn everything i could on the subject and so i followed dj's advice and simply intended to see the source of existence. I set my intent and did my best to abandon myself to it. About two weeks later i was rewarded greatly. I had ordered online some different power plants to aid my in my journies and so ingested some amanita muscaria, which is called the soma of the gods. It is reported to give warriors great power and visions of God. So that day I took some and freaked out on it. I got really scared as reality started blacking out on me and so i went to a friends house in the city i was in. Noone was home and so i let myself in. I ended up crawling up into their attic when i blacked out comepltely. I woke up in a dark empty void with no body. I scanned around me and saw many points of dull lignt behind me, and pass around me to form one light. This light was directly in front of me. As I watched it the light came closer to me, or i came closer to the light, it was difficult to tell which. As it approached I hesitated for a second fearing it, but a voice spoke in my mind saying "It is what you want", and so i scanned it with my energy body and felt that it was beautiful. My energy body then jumped into the light on its own accord. I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now. These explosions would hit me and fill me with this complete awareness, and then leave me bodyless again in the void, untill the next light slammed into me again. And that is exactly what they were doing, slamming into me. Like the rolling force of the Eagle. Every time i would explode with awareness, then it would be gone again. over and over until i finally came to in the attic again. Sitting in the dark and hovering between this awareness i realized i needed to get out of the attic, and so i opened the door to leave. As i was leaving the upstairs i found my two friends in the house. They were surprised to see me and asked where i had come from. I couldn't answer them because my awareness was still being slammed by this force, and so i walked outside. Unable to get a hold of reality i was hovering between the force and the people. They started beating me. With every hit i would come to, and then fade away again to the light. After awhile i realized that this light had given me great power of will, and with it need not be beaten any longer, and so i decided that the beating would end. When i made that realization the people flew back from me as if i had struck them. They fell back and went into their house again. I learned much more later about this force of life and death that i call the source, but for now i think that will suffice.

[serloco]

One of the greatest lessons i have gleamed from time is that the manifestation of the world takes places right now, in the here and now moment. Not in the past where you think it would be created, but everything is unfolding as it happens. Before you venture to the city you are traveling to that city does not exist yet until you are there. Now i am not saying that the city is not there, because in your awareness it is. But try to realize that it is not there at all, and that reality is not made until you are there yourself, you can shift that awareness into a new creation and watch as reality unfolds before your very eyes. Once i was traveling in a new city and i didnt want to be bothered with changing my awareness to this new state so i closed my eyes so i could not see it manifesting as i watched. I took a small peek into the world from behind my closed lids and saw a building called peek a boo place! It was reality's way of showing me that it was just being created right now. Thats the kicker too, is that reality is alive and aware of you, right here and now. With the proper awareness one can custom make their world right here and now. All the maps disappear and you are traveling into your mindscape. I do that with my daily awareness.

[serloco]

NagualHuman wrote:That is all just justification of solid position,
I am dead;- fluid.
Given to my destiny unfolding and all stakes hapening.
I feel no emotions nor need to bind myself
or confirming mind-projected measuring systems,
made from the boredom or need to validate one's self.
thus I can only live from the moment to moment,
without anything I ever had in my life,
only with silent pridel,
that I am beign a channel for Spirit.
Just a few things worth mentioning. Death is the extinguishing of awareness not the fluidity gained through suspending the tonal. It is also worth mentioning that too much fluidity is a bad thing. People need a ground base to work from, we need a tonal. No, it isnot good to become fixated to a single inventory but also it is bad to have none. We need somewhere to work from.

It is also the goal of stalking to enhance awareness, not to ignore it. Sorcerer's study the tonal because it has a wealth of knowledge and awareness that has been cultivated for centuries. It has much gold within it to find. So when you decide to stalk what is time be prepared to uncover what scores of people before us have found, some have gotten pretty  far, and some are just regurgitating other peoples finds. Either way time itself is a very deep concept with much awareness within it. So my point being that when i am stalking time i am not as you say binding myself with trivialties, i am instead gaining awareness of time.

If you were adept at reaching fluidity as you claim to be then you can surely glide to various positions of time, and give detailed description of time from various awareness points. Instead you self importantly proclaim it all to be worthless endevours of foolish people. I suggest you recheck you power placement and intent before you venture to far into this world you describe.

I learned a while back that our judgements reflect our reality. What this means is that when you judge someone as being foolish or worthless, you attract, or form this experience with your intent and will. You are effectively moving reality into the role that you judge it it to be. This is a very powerful tool, a blessing we have and a curse. If you are aware of people being self-important worthless trash then that is the world you fixate yourself into. Speaking of time, time holds every possible configuration of reality within its completeness, and so when you align to your judgements you align to that time, or dimension. It has the potential to become everything, and yet when you hold to your standard judgements of humanity you miss our on the potential. There are worlds like this one where everyone is a powerful being with vast awareness. Yet you wouldnt even know it because your head is so far up your ass all you can see is ****.

Talk about self pity ruining the parade!

[serloco]

When I first started on the path of sorcery I read about intent and will from Carlos' book. I badly wanted to learn everything i could on the subject and so i followed dj's advice and simply intended to see the source of existence. I set my intent and did my best to abandon myself to it. About two weeks later i was rewarded greatly. I had ordered online some different power plants to aid my in my journies and so ingested some amanita muscaria, which is called the soma of the gods. It is reported to give warriors great power and visions of God. So that day I took some and freaked out on it. I got really scared as reality started blacking out on me and so i went to a friends house in the city i was in. Noone was home and so i let myself in. I ended up crawling up into their attic when i blacked out comepltely. I woke up in a dark empty void with no body. I scanned around me and saw many points of dull lignt behind me, and pass around me to form one light. This light was directly in front of me. As I watched it the light came closer to me, or i came closer to the light, it was difficult to tell which. As it approached I hesitated for a second fearing it, but a voice spoke in my mind saying "It is what you want", and so i scanned it with my energy body and felt that it was beautiful. My energy body then jumped into the light on its own accord. I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now. These explosions would hit me and fill me with this complete awareness, and then leave me bodyless again in the void, untill the next light slammed into me again. And that is exactly what they were doing, slamming into me. Like the rolling force of the Eagle. Every time i would explode with awareness, then it would be gone again. over and over until i finally came to in the attic again. Sitting in the dark and hovering between this awareness i realized i needed to get out of the attic, and so i opened the door to leave. As i was leaving the upstairs i found my two friends in the house. They were surprised to see me and asked where i had come from. I couldn't answer them because my awareness was still being slammed by this force, and so i walked outside. Unable to get a hold of reality i was hovering between the force and the people. They started beating me. With every hit i would come to, and then fade away again to the light. After awhile i realized that this light had given me great power of will, and with it need not be beaten any longer, and so i decided that the beating would end. When i made that realization the people flew back from me as if i had struck them. They fell back and went into their house again. I learned much more later about this force of life and death that i call the source, but for now i think that will suffice.

[serloco]

One of the greatest lessons i have gleamed from time is that the manifestation of the world takes places right now, in the here and now moment. Not in the past where you think it would be created, but everything is unfolding as it happens. Before you venture to the city you are traveling to that city does not exist yet until you are there. Now i am not saying that the city is not there, because in your awareness it is. But try to realize that it is not there at all, and that reality is not made until you are there yourself, you can shift that awareness into a new creation and watch as reality unfolds before your very eyes. Once i was traveling in a new city and i didnt want to be bothered with changing my awareness to this new state so i closed my eyes so i could not see it manifesting as i watched. I took a small peek into the world from behind my closed lids and saw a building called peek a boo place! It was reality's way of showing me that it was just being created right now. Thats the kicker too, is that reality is alive and aware of you, right here and now. With the proper awareness one can custom make their world right here and now. All the maps disappear and you are traveling into your mindscape. I do that with my daily awareness.

[serloco]

NagualHuman wrote:That is all just justification of solid position,
I am dead;- fluid.
Given to my destiny unfolding and all stakes hapening.
I feel no emotions nor need to bind myself
or confirming mind-projected measuring systems,
made from the boredom or need to validate one's self.
thus I can only live from the moment to moment,
without anything I ever had in my life,
only with silent pridel,
that I am beign a channel for Spirit.
Just a few things worth mentioning. Death is the extinguishing of awareness not the fluidity gained through suspending the tonal. It is also worth mentioning that too much fluidity is a bad thing. People need a ground base to work from, we need a tonal. No, it isnot good to become fixated to a single inventory but also it is bad to have none. We need somewhere to work from.

It is also the goal of stalking to enhance awareness, not to ignore it. Sorcerer's study the tonal because it has a wealth of knowledge and awareness that has been cultivated for centuries. It has much gold within it to find. So when you decide to stalk what is time be prepared to uncover what scores of people before us have found, some have gotten pretty  far, and some are just regurgitating other peoples finds. Either way time itself is a very deep concept with much awareness within it. So my point being that when i am stalking time i am not as you say binding myself with trivialties, i am instead gaining awareness of time.

If you were adept at reaching fluidity as you claim to be then you can surely glide to various positions of time, and give detailed description of time from various awareness points. Instead you self importantly proclaim it all to be worthless endevours of foolish people. I suggest you recheck you power placement and intent before you venture to far into this world you describe.

I learned a while back that our judgements reflect our reality. What this means is that when you judge someone as being foolish or worthless, you attract, or form this experience with your intent and will. You are effectively moving reality into the role that you judge it it to be. This is a very powerful tool, a blessing we have and a curse. If you are aware of people being self-important worthless trash then that is the world you fixate yourself into. Speaking of time, time holds every possible configuration of reality within its completeness, and so when you align to your judgements you align to that time, or dimension. It has the potential to become everything, and yet when you hold to your standard judgements of humanity you miss our on the potential. There are worlds like this one where everyone is a powerful being with vast awareness. Yet you wouldnt even know it because your head is so far up your ass all you can see is ****.

Talk about self pity ruining the parade!

[serloco]

When I first started on the path of sorcery I read about intent and will from Carlos' book. I badly wanted to learn everything i could on the subject and so i followed dj's advice and simply intended to see the source of existence. I set my intent and did my best to abandon myself to it. About two weeks later i was rewarded greatly. I had ordered online some different power plants to aid my in my journies and so ingested some amanita muscaria, which is called the soma of the gods. It is reported to give warriors great power and visions of God. So that day I took some and freaked out on it. I got really scared as reality started blacking out on me and so i went to a friends house in the city i was in. Noone was home and so i let myself in. I ended up crawling up into their attic when i blacked out comepltely. I woke up in a dark empty void with no body. I scanned around me and saw many points of dull lignt behind me, and pass around me to form one light. This light was directly in front of me. As I watched it the light came closer to me, or i came closer to the light, it was difficult to tell which. As it approached I hesitated for a second fearing it, but a voice spoke in my mind saying "It is what you want", and so i scanned it with my energy body and felt that it was beautiful. My energy body then jumped into the light on its own accord. I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now. These explosions would hit me and fill me with this complete awareness, and then leave me bodyless again in the void, untill the next light slammed into me again. And that is exactly what they were doing, slamming into me. Like the rolling force of the Eagle. Every time i would explode with awareness, then it would be gone again. over and over until i finally came to in the attic again. Sitting in the dark and hovering between this awareness i realized i needed to get out of the attic, and so i opened the door to leave. As i was leaving the upstairs i found my two friends in the house. They were surprised to see me and asked where i had come from. I couldn't answer them because my awareness was still being slammed by this force, and so i walked outside. Unable to get a hold of reality i was hovering between the force and the people. They started beating me. With every hit i would come to, and then fade away again to the light. After awhile i realized that this light had given me great power of will, and with it need not be beaten any longer, and so i decided that the beating would end. When i made that realization the people flew back from me as if i had struck them. They fell back and went into their house again. I learned much more later about this force of life and death that i call the source, but for now i think that will suffice.

[serloco]

One of the greatest lessons i have gleamed from time is that the manifestation of the world takes places right now, in the here and now moment. Not in the past where you think it would be created, but everything is unfolding as it happens. Before you venture to the city you are traveling to that city does not exist yet until you are there. Now i am not saying that the city is not there, because in your awareness it is. But try to realize that it is not there at all, and that reality is not made until you are there yourself, you can shift that awareness into a new creation and watch as reality unfolds before your very eyes. Once i was traveling in a new city and i didnt want to be bothered with changing my awareness to this new state so i closed my eyes so i could not see it manifesting as i watched. I took a small peek into the world from behind my closed lids and saw a building called peek a boo place! It was reality's way of showing me that it was just being created right now. Thats the kicker too, is that reality is alive and aware of you, right here and now. With the proper awareness one can custom make their world right here and now. All the maps disappear and you are traveling into your mindscape. I do that with my daily awareness.

[serloco]

NagualHuman wrote:That is all just justification of solid position,
I am dead;- fluid.
Given to my destiny unfolding and all stakes hapening.
I feel no emotions nor need to bind myself
or confirming mind-projected measuring systems,
made from the boredom or need to validate one's self.
thus I can only live from the moment to moment,
without anything I ever had in my life,
only with silent pridel,
that I am beign a channel for Spirit.
Just a few things worth mentioning. Death is the extinguishing of awareness not the fluidity gained through suspending the tonal. It is also worth mentioning that too much fluidity is a bad thing. People need a ground base to work from, we need a tonal. No, it isnot good to become fixated to a single inventory but also it is bad to have none. We need somewhere to work from.

It is also the goal of stalking to enhance awareness, not to ignore it. Sorcerer's study the tonal because it has a wealth of knowledge and awareness that has been cultivated for centuries. It has much gold within it to find. So when you decide to stalk what is time be prepared to uncover what scores of people before us have found, some have gotten pretty  far, and some are just regurgitating other peoples finds. Either way time itself is a very deep concept with much awareness within it. So my point being that when i am stalking time i am not as you say binding myself with trivialties, i am instead gaining awareness of time.

If you were adept at reaching fluidity as you claim to be then you can surely glide to various positions of time, and give detailed description of time from various awareness points. Instead you self importantly proclaim it all to be worthless endevours of foolish people. I suggest you recheck you power placement and intent before you venture to far into this world you describe.

I learned a while back that our judgements reflect our reality. What this means is that when you judge someone as being foolish or worthless, you attract, or form this experience with your intent and will. You are effectively moving reality into the role that you judge it it to be. This is a very powerful tool, a blessing we have and a curse. If you are aware of people being self-important worthless trash then that is the world you fixate yourself into. Speaking of time, time holds every possible configuration of reality within its completeness, and so when you align to your judgements you align to that time, or dimension. It has the potential to become everything, and yet when you hold to your standard judgements of humanity you miss our on the potential. There are worlds like this one where everyone is a powerful being with vast awareness. Yet you wouldnt even know it because your head is so far up your ass all you can see is ****.

Talk about self pity ruining the parade!

[serloco]

When I first started on the path of sorcery I read about intent and will from Carlos' book. I badly wanted to learn everything i could on the subject and so i followed dj's advice and simply intended to see the source of existence. I set my intent and did my best to abandon myself to it. About two weeks later i was rewarded greatly. I had ordered online some different power plants to aid my in my journies and so ingested some amanita muscaria, which is called the soma of the gods. It is reported to give warriors great power and visions of God. So that day I took some and freaked out on it. I got really scared as reality started blacking out on me and so i went to a friends house in the city i was in. Noone was home and so i let myself in. I ended up crawling up into their attic when i blacked out comepltely. I woke up in a dark empty void with no body. I scanned around me and saw many points of dull lignt behind me, and pass around me to form one light. This light was directly in front of me. As I watched it the light came closer to me, or i came closer to the light, it was difficult to tell which. As it approached I hesitated for a second fearing it, but a voice spoke in my mind saying "It is what you want", and so i scanned it with my energy body and felt that it was beautiful. My energy body then jumped into the light on its own accord. I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now. These explosions would hit me and fill me with this complete awareness, and then leave me bodyless again in the void, untill the next light slammed into me again. And that is exactly what they were doing, slamming into me. Like the rolling force of the Eagle. Every time i would explode with awareness, then it would be gone again. over and over until i finally came to in the attic again. Sitting in the dark and hovering between this awareness i realized i needed to get out of the attic, and so i opened the door to leave. As i was leaving the upstairs i found my two friends in the house. They were surprised to see me and asked where i had come from. I couldn't answer them because my awareness was still being slammed by this force, and so i walked outside. Unable to get a hold of reality i was hovering between the force and the people. They started beating me. With every hit i would come to, and then fade away again to the light. After awhile i realized that this light had given me great power of will, and with it need not be beaten any longer, and so i decided that the beating would end. When i made that realization the people flew back from me as if i had struck them. They fell back and went into their house again. I learned much more later about this force of life and death that i call the source, but for now i think that will suffice.

[serloco]

One of the greatest lessons i have gleamed from time is that the manifestation of the world takes places right now, in the here and now moment. Not in the past where you think it would be created, but everything is unfolding as it happens. Before you venture to the city you are traveling to that city does not exist yet until you are there. Now i am not saying that the city is not there, because in your awareness it is. But try to realize that it is not there at all, and that reality is not made until you are there yourself, you can shift that awareness into a new creation and watch as reality unfolds before your very eyes. Once i was traveling in a new city and i didnt want to be bothered with changing my awareness to this new state so i closed my eyes so i could not see it manifesting as i watched. I took a small peek into the world from behind my closed lids and saw a building called peek a boo place! It was reality's way of showing me that it was just being created right now. Thats the kicker too, is that reality is alive and aware of you, right here and now. With the proper awareness one can custom make their world right here and now. All the maps disappear and you are traveling into your mindscape. I do that with my daily awareness.

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm

[shamanka]

I then felt the most intense experience of my life as i exploded into infinity. I became aware that time, or life, had created every single psosible reality, and at the saem time every reality had failed and died. Everything in the world had succeeded and at the same time failed. Everything had lived completely to its fullness, and had also died at the same time. I saw that all these realities are being created right now, as i am typing, and have already been created since time began. I saw that this death collects us, and every being in existence and brings us together at the end, to reunite with the source. It brings every point in time to the same place at the same time. A multi-singularity. All from one, and all to one. I saw that we have the power to will any of these existences to us at any given moment, right now. And it is all happening right now

thank you for this articulate description of the experience..the first one that i have been able to resonate my own experience with... appreciated you posting it serloco.

as for time..i have often used future aspect to instruct present aspect on what the hell to do next..hehe. and recapping imo is about connecting with past aspects in order to create future aspects, known in the now...anyone tried recapping their future aspect, that exists but isn't existent yet?..well it does but you know what i mean..recapping the idea of destiny/fate...hmmmm