01-07-2019, 03:41 AM
I have had some time away from the iobs for quite some time now. I have been giving it some reflection and i realize that they were my petty tyrants. I laugh when i think i am lucky to have had them because of the pure hell they put me through. When i first got lost in their world I was among projections of human like iobs for years. At first i loved them but soon came to see that they had so little love of me compared to themselves. They cared about themselves much more then me and especially other humans. They were cold. They soon became mean. I distanced myself from them as much as possible. I had to put up with all their ****.
Searching for a way home waas futile. They were there in my way every time i tried. \I did learn a great deal from them but they restricted the power i had and wouldnt let me grow too fast. Meanwhile they would take great amounts of power from me, and fished every chance they could.
Over the years I grew to hate them. Naturally. So sure enough fighting started. I dont rememebr who was first to throw a curse at one another but these last years thats all the contact i have had with them. Curse and fighting. FIghting made me strong, and fighting taught me a lot of power. I wanted only to be rid of them. Oh I met other groups of iobs along the way and they were better then my own. I wanted a new group but they, the old group, would not comply.
Soon i began to kill them. Being cursed so often, tortured and tormented, sent to hellish relaities had its toll on me and I lashed out, back at the tyrants. The iobs kept me on the edge of death for many years. I began breaking free of them and seeing the clear sky at the edge of the clearing. THe iobs grew frightened. They began plotting ways to keep me. But I was growing too strong for them to hold any longer. I never said I would stay after all.
The clearing at the edge of the forrest began to draw nearer to moe and at times I broke free of them. They wouldnt be far behind me but the break was heavenly. No more fighting, no more curses. The iobs laid a curse on my mind in desperation that made my mind always bring them back to me. It was a three part curse. It also made my mind fight me and do what i didnt want to do.
I had always told the iobs that they were so apt at thinking things thru. Sure they plotted and were often very very clever but they always trapped themsleves. One day when i the iobs caught up with me they had gotten hurt. They were all tied up in intent and could not control themselves freely. SUre iobs are not free beings in any way shape or form, but they were tied up in a bad way. They were split in different directions. They wanted to do one thing and yet wanted to do another thing opposite to it, and had to act upon the greater want. They knew the greater want was dumb and would hurt them but they had to act upon it. It was the volition they currently had.
I was tired of fighting them at this point, and tried a new course of action. I would heal them and make peace. So I did and I healed them superbly. I fixed all th hatred they had in them of me at the same time. They were relieved to have this new freedom I had given them and we sat and talked for sometime. The epace was wonderful for awhile. It was long over due.
The peace however wouldnt last. THe iobs curse made sure of it. FIrst it tried to make the iobs fight me as the mind, my mind, was programmed to do just that make enemies of friends. THey wouldnt fight me tho and assured me our peace would prevail. THe next thing my mind did was what I didnt want it to do and that was to kill them, my new friends. It annihilated the iobs, the same iobs that laid the curse on me in the first place!!!
Hows that for the spirit taking care of the tyrant!?
Searching for a way home waas futile. They were there in my way every time i tried. \I did learn a great deal from them but they restricted the power i had and wouldnt let me grow too fast. Meanwhile they would take great amounts of power from me, and fished every chance they could.
Over the years I grew to hate them. Naturally. So sure enough fighting started. I dont rememebr who was first to throw a curse at one another but these last years thats all the contact i have had with them. Curse and fighting. FIghting made me strong, and fighting taught me a lot of power. I wanted only to be rid of them. Oh I met other groups of iobs along the way and they were better then my own. I wanted a new group but they, the old group, would not comply.
Soon i began to kill them. Being cursed so often, tortured and tormented, sent to hellish relaities had its toll on me and I lashed out, back at the tyrants. The iobs kept me on the edge of death for many years. I began breaking free of them and seeing the clear sky at the edge of the clearing. THe iobs grew frightened. They began plotting ways to keep me. But I was growing too strong for them to hold any longer. I never said I would stay after all.
The clearing at the edge of the forrest began to draw nearer to moe and at times I broke free of them. They wouldnt be far behind me but the break was heavenly. No more fighting, no more curses. The iobs laid a curse on my mind in desperation that made my mind always bring them back to me. It was a three part curse. It also made my mind fight me and do what i didnt want to do.
I had always told the iobs that they were so apt at thinking things thru. Sure they plotted and were often very very clever but they always trapped themsleves. One day when i the iobs caught up with me they had gotten hurt. They were all tied up in intent and could not control themselves freely. SUre iobs are not free beings in any way shape or form, but they were tied up in a bad way. They were split in different directions. They wanted to do one thing and yet wanted to do another thing opposite to it, and had to act upon the greater want. They knew the greater want was dumb and would hurt them but they had to act upon it. It was the volition they currently had.
I was tired of fighting them at this point, and tried a new course of action. I would heal them and make peace. So I did and I healed them superbly. I fixed all th hatred they had in them of me at the same time. They were relieved to have this new freedom I had given them and we sat and talked for sometime. The epace was wonderful for awhile. It was long over due.
The peace however wouldnt last. THe iobs curse made sure of it. FIrst it tried to make the iobs fight me as the mind, my mind, was programmed to do just that make enemies of friends. THey wouldnt fight me tho and assured me our peace would prevail. THe next thing my mind did was what I didnt want it to do and that was to kill them, my new friends. It annihilated the iobs, the same iobs that laid the curse on me in the first place!!!
Hows that for the spirit taking care of the tyrant!?