Trapped

[serloco]

Julian has spent years in the iob world, trapped with his lover. He could not, after that, free his awareness from their world. I fear the same has happened to me.

I learned, right off the hop, how to jump into their world with my physical body. They taught me right away how to move people and iobs with my eyes, my body, and my command. I spent years mastering this art. They taught me how to not distinguish between iob and human, and so the lines got blurry for me. My iobs most often took the form of humans and thus humans and iobs appeared the same to me. My awareness now is strange. I move people in the same ways i moved iobs.

My "movers" (eyes, body and command) were difficult to get off. After intending to be in the average world (earth again) it took me some time to stop moving people. My "maker" (ability to possess people) kept on moving people as well. I am afraud it still is to some degree. It difficult, and i shudder to use that word, to take off after so long of using it.

My problem is that in the iob world they fought to keep me. They fought my every move towards freedom and perfection. They fought most of everything i sough except what they could command and control and use for themselves. It was, after giving the iobs so much power, hard to come home.

I would often leave the iob world to create my own world. My own people, cities, knowledge and powers. The iobs were quick to invade and steal this from me. Over the years of battle my people grew to hate the iobs and sought to raise me up as their leader, their creater and their true King. Over these years i learned from the iobs how to shift people (humans) into ally forms (iob forms), just like the tenent and the old death defiers. I too took these forms myself. The trick here was that often my people became iobs, and my iobs became human forms. MOre confusion for myself. Sure, my people hated iobs, and did not want this shift to happen but my awareness was so emberdded in the iob world that it happened many times.

So now I have been in the average human world, and have evaded iob forms for some time. My people here, and in my worlds, still hate the iobs, and fortify themselves against them.

My awareness of the old iobs split into two worlds. The "old iobs" and the "new iobs".. The old ones are bad and mean, cold, and tricky, don Juan's iobs. The new iobs are worthy allies and friends, they even fight the old iobs. They teach you anything you want` to learn including freedom, which th eold iobs never would budge without force. The new iobs even fight to work against the old iobs.

See iobs are your awareness of them and so by controlling that awareness you can control the forms they take. So I controlled the forms of iobs and made two branches of them. The old ones are, now, almost wiped out. They lack in power and control. They are hated and fought against by all my people, new iobs and allies. They dont stand a chance.

Yet I wonder, if this is just some scheme of theirs. A trick to get me again to love iobs and let go of the old world of old iobs. A "last chance'' to save me and themselves. I wonder too if all this time trying to get home again to earth and my own worlds if it all the while was a captive in the iob world? IObs posing as humans and new worlds within their own. Sure I know I break free, I mean i intend it fully and do create my own people. But still I wonder having my awareness of people and iobs so similar, if that I am still trapped, even partially, in the iob world?

Any ideas?

[serloco]

[rosygyro]

I think you need to consider "where inorganic beings" exist.
 the universe is animal .vegetable and mineral
where engaged in natural behaviour nimal is organic, vegetable is organic and mineral is organic.

If our world had never partaken of the logical mind... humans would be organic, if the vegetation had never partaken of artificial ratios of poison and nutrient they would be organic.
if the iron ore had stayed as rust and the clay had stayed as wet strata, if the oil had never been formed to plastic all minerals would be orgainic. 

in-organic beings occupy a "parralel" world to mankind
a world inversely linked to human awarness but also dangerously polarised from the organic itself.

It is not just inorganic beings which occupy a parralel dimension but also the evolution of artificial intelligence, the evolution of the machine. the IN-ORGANIC evolution of the animal, the vegetable and the mineral.

The natural organic earth is a beautiful thing, the inorganic pressures mankind makes upon it are not.. and even though space travel and solar panels, wind energy and water splitting clean burn engines, free electricity are all INORGANIC.. they are far outweighed by the mindless manipulation of dna , the poisoning of the land and water supplies and the enslavement of people.the inorganic beings that exist in parralel to those effects mankind makes.

the inorganic world is largely inhabied across the spectrum of its effects
and you will notice that the industries which house the worst inorganic beings are also full of the most rigidly habitual assemblage positions.

take that and...

[serloco]

rosygyro wrote:
I think you need to consider "where inorganic beings" exist.
 the universe is animal .vegetable and mineral
where engaged in natural behaviour nimal is organic, vegetable is organic and mineral is organic.

If our world had never partaken of the logical mind... humans would be organic, if the vegetation had never partaken of artificial ratios of poison and nutrient they would be organic.
if the iron ore had stayed as rust and the clay had stayed as wet strata, if the oil had never been formed to plastic all minerals would be orgainic. 

in-organic beings occupy a "parralel" world to mankind
a world inversely linked to human awarness but also dangerously polarised from the organic itself.

It is not just inorganic beings which occupy a parralel dimension but also the evolution of artificial intelligence, the evolution of the machine. the IN-ORGANIC evolution of the animal, the vegetable and the mineral.

The natural organic earth is a beautiful thing, the inorganic pressures mankind makes upon it are not.. and even though space travel and solar panels, wind energy and water splitting clean burn engines, free electricity are all INORGANIC.. they are far outweighed by the mindless manipulation of dna , the poisoning of the land and water supplies and the enslavement of people.the inorganic beings that exist in parralel to those effects mankind makes.

the inorganic world is largely inhabied across the spectrum of its effects
and you will notice that the industries which house the worst inorganic beings are also full of the most rigidly habitual assemblage positions.

take that and...

So it seems as if your limited view and experience with iobs have left you with a limited view based mostly on your average tonal perspective. Iobs do inhabits parallel dimension to earth but not only. Parallel means it coincides with earth however many dimension are nothing like earth.

[serloco]

[rosygyro]

serloco wrote:

So it seems as if your limited view and experience with iobs have left you with a limited view based mostly on your average tonal perspective. Iobs do inhabits parallel dimension to earth but not only. Parallel means it coincides with earth however many dimension are nothing like earth. 

The future world of humanity has the inorganic world running in parralel.
The issue really is one of potential energy
and if there is any need for the "alternate" dimensions of the inorganic
in terms of humanities future?

parralel dimensions- share facets of our world and are parralel because they have parralel effects.
alternate dimensions have different facets to our world and are alternate because they are not the same.

a "pure parralel" dimension cannot really exist as it is identical to our own and hence no different
a "pure alternate" dimension cannot be percieved as there is no language of accord or reference.

all worlds fall into varying degrees of parralel and alternate as a ratio in comparison to our own.

...............

[Mornings Son]

My thoughts are first...
Do you have a metode to see energy, so that you can distinguish human and iobs from plants, animals,  humans? 
There is also many kinds of spirits and entities, which also is not physical or organic - can you see there different energy?

Its sounds you been merging your energy and awareness with them, the one or two kinds, a lot and now you need to get clear of or separated from them. 

Maybe going more into the topic of  'command of the Eagle' and alignment with Spirit/Power would be good?

[rosygyro]

Mornings Son wrote:
My thoughts are first...
Do you have a metode to see energy, so that you can distinguish human and iobs from plants, animals,  humans? 
There is also many kinds of spirits and entities, which also is not physical or organic - can you see there different energy?

Its sounds you been merging your energy and awareness with them, the one or two kinds, a lot and now you need to get clear of or separated from them. 

Maybe going more into the topic of  'command of the Eagle' and alignment with Spirit/Power would be good?

The jewel of immpeccability exists as an ideal for all streams of life
it doesnt matter if we are talking about inorganics, pixies, goblins, faeries, humans or bunnyrabbits.

I appreciate that there are as many different types of inorganic being as there are grains of sand
that there are literally thousands of mental forms that can be made to access literally thousands of different angles
on the inorganic world or the worlds of the fae etc..

The truth is however that when you take the two componants of the evolving future
i.e. POTENTIAL energy and IMMPECCABILITY
you actually get quite a narrow bandwidth of available inorganic or organic perception to relate to.
this narrow bandwidth is in no means a handicap or disability in terms of totality
as it is potential energy and the revealing of immpeccability within evolving awareness which
safeguards organic awareness into the future.

once again there is a marked difference between a leap to infinity which runs in "parralel" to the sustenance of life and the sucess of a civilisation
and a leap to infinity which abandons life in order to breach the veil of death and find infinity that way.

I guess its a matter of personal preference
but it should be very clear that to distort or choose through will particular allies or styles of awarness
that do not have the pre-requisite of supporting evolving awareness and potential immpecability
is by default the pathway to the veil of death.

[watergaze]

nice post rosy. I have also noticed some time ago that things are narrowing not expanding in terms of where to go when the following Impeccability. Options and paths narrow down but there is still a lot in there. 
And if one wants something that is to the side then well your choice anyway....

[serloco]

Yeah I wish I developed a method to distinguish between them.. I used to be able to tell the difference but my awareness got blurred and now I cant tell anymore. Truth is the iob''s projections got better and so they appear like normal people to me. That and my people are often in a position of pure seeing. I am surroudned by iob projections everyday and some I like and some I dont.

[serloco]

I know this is an inorganic reality and I want to go home! |I know for sure it is. Everyone I meet is a pure awareness form. They see everythign about me and know every lil detail of my life and actions. I cant hide. Its a sham pretend game and its wearing thin. For exampe I catch the people everyday with lil actions, like speaking to the people driving by in my head and saying they hear me and know me. I will talk to them and their expressions answer my thoughts and voice perfectly everytime. And yet if i, in the middle of that expression, say they dont hear me, or dont like me, then it changes mid stream. Like a holographic projection cutting instantly between contradictory expressions. 

I dont think everyone sees me all the time tho, because i can go into the grocery store and hand the woman some change and say in my mind "I beat off recently gross" and the woman will recoil her hand. I know they dont see me all the time because I didnt beat off at all and she still recoiled. Yet the whole time they pretend that they dont see my thoughts and dont hear my voice. Well most of the time they pretend. Sometimes I get them to be honest and then they act like they always see me. So WTF!!! How do I hide, and how do I get home?

I like this forum because I have always perceived it as earth and earthlings doing the warrior's way. I could tap into this place from the iob worlds, or my own worlds but I still dont know if its a sham. I think it is. I see you guys. You move. IOBS move. I see you seeing me sometimes. I AM WATCHING YOU!!!! Take me home. 

Another thing that confuses me is that my music sees me too. You know I make my own music with my allies, and my knowldge right? Well yeah the thing is even the historic songs I conjured in the past, from my NOW, are songs that see me purely, like iobs. Songs that I have known for my whole life. Songs that couldnt have been iobs because I didnt know of iobs back then. Sure I make my historic music (past music) from my future and yet my future (now) is tainted with iob awareness. I mean sorry to use the word tainted iobs. I like you better now. Its just that my past with iobs has been so bad for the most part. We have a better realtionship now and I appreciate that a lot, but i am still mad at you guys.  

So what gives?

[serloco]

[serloco]

So after that last song I went to the bar thinking IOBS like me, and want me to stay and be happy here. I got to the bar and everyoen wanted to be my friend. They all were amazed that I accepted that it was an iob world. They catered to my every move and even the sexy bartender was all over me. Catering. Hmmm I could get used to this.

[rosygyro]

serloco wrote:
Yeah I wish I developed a method to distinguish between them.. I used to be able to tell the difference but my awareness got blurred and now I cant tell anymore. Truth is the iob''s projections got better and so they appear like normal people to me. That and my people are often in a position of pure seeing. I am surroudned by iob projections everyday and some I like and some I dont. 

i am of the belief that if the human assemblage position of this planet can move.
that if we as a people can evolve beyond simple issues of sexual consent/
that the inorganic beings world aligned is also different.

i believe that if the habitual assemblage point itself is shifted
that the bedrock of awarnesss change will be shifted
as all sorceric awarness is relative to the human root of our recapitulation.
the human root shifts and so does the available inorganic world/

by this i mean there are essentially two potential streams of acessible inorgainc
those in parralel to the continued current global habitual.
and those in parralel to the more advanced global habitual as it dawns.

with regards the ancient sorcerers.
it is vital to see that some leaps to infinity do not require
a change in the global habitual.
meaning as our world progresses
such sorcerers will close to this dimension with the closing portion of the now
westerly inorganic world.

[rosygyro]

Imagine it like this...

scenario-

100,000 years ago as solitary shaman in a cave took a lot of mushrooms and sat back to dream.
once the oily sludge had passed he began to see images of modern day cogs and spindles
schematics for engineering principles and the eventually obselecence of paper as media.

This shaman was contacting the easterly force of potential to its extreme
and seeing a portion of his energy collide with an UNKNOWN made of the intelligence of machines and eventual digital media.

at this point  the seer was plunged into unmitigated darkness and the vision was lost.

Now come to PRESENT DAY.
and realise that had there been TWO shaman having the same vision 100,000 years ago.

that TODAY as we stand on the threshold of anihillation
that the vision is equally true wether we as a species become extinct imminently
or if we as a species transmogrify our inherent awarness and slide into a new orientation.
...

There is a twixt between making one of the early shaman a dying stream of intent
and bringing the other to the fore with us as we progress.

but really as it is the same vision.. and BOTH the shaman are dead.
It is actually a matter of putting the dead to rest.

[serloco]

So its true, I am trapped in an lie. An iob world pretending to be human. I have forged my people and taught to hate iobs. I stand there now and so I will stay. My parents became iobs when I attacked an iob trying to hurt me. I cast hurt on all iobs and my parents reacted. They became old ones. It was horrifying. I controlled the situation and reset my commands not to harm good life forms. However I have the iobs telling me the truth now, because I made them. I am defeating the old ones quite easily. I found out my real parents think I am dead and gone. I will leave this world soon I think. I want to find my real parents. My old lover.I wish i never sought the iobs. I made a big mistake. I am confused, and I hope me and my trusted allies will help me home.

[serloco]

Sorcery is the mastery of perception and the ability to place power where you want. The ability to use petty tyrants and worthy opponents. I dont know what youve been reading but sorcery is ever stalking all aspects of the tonal. Duh. WAKE UP!

[rosygyro]

serloco wrote:
Sorcery is the mastery of perception and the ability to place power where you want. The ability to use petty tyrants and worthy opponents. I dont know what youve been reading but sorcery is ever stalking all aspects of the tonal. Duh. WAKE UP!

i don't understand why you wont dis personify the inorganic beings.
The easterly quarter of the inorganic world is the jewel of impeccability.
the inorganic beings are as tied up in human survival as we are
and just as our impeccable east can be quite prescriptive if accessed
so too does orienting the inorganic world with the east
dis personify and un characterise the inorganic beings within an environment
of potential.

doo dat man.

[serloco]

Hey rosy thanks for the advice. I know I will make it thru.

[serloco]

It was all in my mind. I was silly. My parents are great and supporting me perfectly.

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