01-22-2017, 12:00 AM
Morning Son wanted me to describe the world/dimension I came from and so I will describe the first journey I went on. It all started with a Carlos Castaneda book. A book that was very different then the books Carlos wrote in this dimension. I was searching for magic and tried wicca. But that didnt get me very far at all. The world had no magic in it and what I read relied on rituals and amulets that carried no weight, no real value to understand the how. I wanted awareness, knowledge. As it turns out a book fell into my lap one day, Journey to Ixtlan. The book was simliar to the one Carlos wrote in this dimension. I immediately read it and jumped right into his works. He described a world of judgements to me and active attention. Active attention shifts mean you are shifting your reality around you with the contents of your attention. I began examining my attention and found that it was true. Any fluxuation in my attention resulted in a shift, or a change of my reality. It wasnt long till i began controlling the contents of my attention and thus controling the world around me. I began shifting reality all the time and every day I would go out into the city to stalk people and to control them. I found quite quickly that I was shifting through dimensions of reality. I got lost very quicky and found myself in a world I didnt know and with people I didnt know of. Everyday I would make friends and shift their awareness' as a nagual does. ANd everyday my friends would forget about me. No one was able to remember who I was. I intended to be able to go home again to my family and girlfriend but was soon unable to find them. Oh I had my home and family and old friends but they were not the same anymore. I entered a reality where everyone could see and they al knew my mind and what I was thinking. I entered a telepathic dimension. It was very alienating for me because these beings saw everything so clearly. Soon enough i began contorllling what people could remember about me. Much like Silvio my people would not remember me. I coulld make them forget but it was very difficult to make them remember me or the things we discovered together.
I saw very cleearly that my reality was my judgements manifest. I cried one day because I felt like people didnt know what I knew and all they had to do was control their judgements and the world would be a better place. In my dimension war was strife and violence was everywhere. I saw people judgeing everything as a helish world. SO one night as I cried I prayed to God. I thought to myself since all this magic and power is real then there must be a God as well. I prayed to God during a large thunderstorm and asked to the help to help my people see how to contorl their active judgements and their active will. That night I died from a drug overdose. A shamanic drug designed to bring you to God. That is the night I found what I called the source of reality. I saw that every dimension of life is possible and in existence. Every possible outcome of creation/reality has been created and it all boils down to a choice. I saw the perfect balance of life and death. Everything lives and everything dies and is brought to the same place in time. WHen you die you dont really die but your awareness lives on, past the old activity. SO in a way you die but you are free because your old awareness is obsolete. It has been collected and added to the source of infinity. I saw that everything is and everything is not. COmplete totality of life and totality of death. Everything succeeds and also fails. IN this balance creation and destruction are made and used, with the choice, what ti make active ad what to make inactive. I saw that I could retain my life and so I did and I came back to my reality. It was very difficult to gaze the Eagle and remain alive. My awareness kept going back and forth to the Eagle and to my body. It took a group of people to beat me in order to keep me cohesive in the world. Once I knew I was stabel enough to live again in the world I forced the people to stop beating me with a raw blast of my choice. I saw that I could just decide not to be beaten anymore and so I said NO MORE! and they were blown away, falling back into their house.
After that I went through many dimensions of humanity and animals. The Carlos books I read taught me how to travel through the dimesnions of animals and humans. It wasnt long until I voiced my intent to meet the iobs. I, like Julian, voiced my intent to be taken hat shoes and all bodily into their realm.
The world I came from was destroyed by natural disasters. The sky turned to fire and the oceans dried up and the people were all set free. Well mmost of them were. It was the apocalypse. ONe by one all the sign came true and Jesus and Satan were even on the TV fighting for control of the world. Many followed and were tricked by the entity called Satan. He was so clever he pretended to be Jesus and many didnt know who was who. But if you listened closely to the teachings you could see the evil in them or for Jesus, the good. After the world was gone I found myself outside of time. I was surrounded by a void in all directions that was not yet created. I knew that by venturing out into this pre-time state that the world would mannifest around me. And so I began crafting cities and conjurinng life forms to hang around with. I made my own people. My people soon found greed and lust and disease and so they turned their back on me to seek their evil passions. So I asked God to bring me home again to a world siilar to the one i left behind. He told me to take a bus back home to my hometown and so He manifested a bus for me. I was the sole passenger on that trip.
I will describe some of the differences in the dimensions i roamed later.
I saw very cleearly that my reality was my judgements manifest. I cried one day because I felt like people didnt know what I knew and all they had to do was control their judgements and the world would be a better place. In my dimension war was strife and violence was everywhere. I saw people judgeing everything as a helish world. SO one night as I cried I prayed to God. I thought to myself since all this magic and power is real then there must be a God as well. I prayed to God during a large thunderstorm and asked to the help to help my people see how to contorl their active judgements and their active will. That night I died from a drug overdose. A shamanic drug designed to bring you to God. That is the night I found what I called the source of reality. I saw that every dimension of life is possible and in existence. Every possible outcome of creation/reality has been created and it all boils down to a choice. I saw the perfect balance of life and death. Everything lives and everything dies and is brought to the same place in time. WHen you die you dont really die but your awareness lives on, past the old activity. SO in a way you die but you are free because your old awareness is obsolete. It has been collected and added to the source of infinity. I saw that everything is and everything is not. COmplete totality of life and totality of death. Everything succeeds and also fails. IN this balance creation and destruction are made and used, with the choice, what ti make active ad what to make inactive. I saw that I could retain my life and so I did and I came back to my reality. It was very difficult to gaze the Eagle and remain alive. My awareness kept going back and forth to the Eagle and to my body. It took a group of people to beat me in order to keep me cohesive in the world. Once I knew I was stabel enough to live again in the world I forced the people to stop beating me with a raw blast of my choice. I saw that I could just decide not to be beaten anymore and so I said NO MORE! and they were blown away, falling back into their house.
After that I went through many dimensions of humanity and animals. The Carlos books I read taught me how to travel through the dimesnions of animals and humans. It wasnt long until I voiced my intent to meet the iobs. I, like Julian, voiced my intent to be taken hat shoes and all bodily into their realm.
The world I came from was destroyed by natural disasters. The sky turned to fire and the oceans dried up and the people were all set free. Well mmost of them were. It was the apocalypse. ONe by one all the sign came true and Jesus and Satan were even on the TV fighting for control of the world. Many followed and were tricked by the entity called Satan. He was so clever he pretended to be Jesus and many didnt know who was who. But if you listened closely to the teachings you could see the evil in them or for Jesus, the good. After the world was gone I found myself outside of time. I was surrounded by a void in all directions that was not yet created. I knew that by venturing out into this pre-time state that the world would mannifest around me. And so I began crafting cities and conjurinng life forms to hang around with. I made my own people. My people soon found greed and lust and disease and so they turned their back on me to seek their evil passions. So I asked God to bring me home again to a world siilar to the one i left behind. He told me to take a bus back home to my hometown and so He manifested a bus for me. I was the sole passenger on that trip.
I will describe some of the differences in the dimensions i roamed later.