I am bowing out

[serloco]

You said it alright. My power was so amazingly strong, but it got way out of hand and i could not control it. FOr years I had spent time in fluid activity where almost anything i would think would manifest. I learned long ago to control my mind so bad %#%+ wouldnt happen but i lost that control and my reality got hurt. So I have been reforming my power and taking down many of my old positions. Some of that power also landed in the wrong hands and so we battled. It seems things are going well again but I will be very careful from now on. Lucky for me I had the awareness to place power and replace it where it should be. I am not at my strongest point yet but I see blue skies in my future.

Thanks MS.

[rosygyro]

My advice Serge is to try to make a trap for power.The type of will you have been using has been the type a great majoritywould tap into if they had the keys to do so.The type of lesson with power you are reaping is the type a great majorityavoid awakening so as to remain in the Habitual assemblage position and sleep.
NOW- you know these countless numbers want to express this power in a certain way but lack thefear trail that needs to be passed you know they want to avoid its corresponding force.
You can if you choose weave your way back into the great workby cultivating a riddle with your knowledge.
personally i dont go against race, colour creed or finacial status, political status, musical taste, clothes etc..
i stand against the energetic record of sexual abuse ..i stand for the mandatory recapitualtion of events by abusers in the face of reflection.
if you can get some power crazed people to begin to be hunted by the naguali think you may be able to justify your decades long "mistake" as preparation of an arena.
once you have made the arena, the golden rule is you shoudl only be able to cross its boundary, fringes or fenceswith your immpeccability..  a portion of you must always remain within the net.

[serloco]

Lets get something straight here! Serloco is always great and there is no exception to this rule. I wouldnt go so far as to say i lived a decades long mistake. My time has been glorious, wondrous and well spent. I may have put aside some of my positions of power, but I have reformed most of it into my choice. This way I am not all over the place but have better stalking ability, better control over my activity.

[rosygyro]

I was just trying to make room for your sadistic streak.
You obviously have had a sadistic streak over the years, i was just demarcating a way you could create a teaching arena and so justify it as controlled folly.+!@*- i have done nothing but be honest in this forum for over a decade-- and what?
are you going to say i have some sort of negative intent?, some sort of deliberate syntaxual disregard?No mate..you have spent ten years under the assumption that deceit is a form of stalking..spent ten years believing "somehow" that it is immpeccable to react energeticly using arenas of power your adversaries arnt even aware of.
has the point of no pity taught you nothing..THEY ARE THE SAME POSITION.it is not possible for you to not meet someone in the midst of their folly during the point of no pity.thats why the sacrificial priests used it in the first place.

[rosygyro]

... I don't Cheat..

[serloco]

You are mistaken. The ideas you have about me are akin to the ideas you have of your reality. They are wrong. I am not sadistic nor have I been. I told you many times, to your ears that do not hear so well, that I have only ever harmed people who were harming me or others. I take pleasure in harming evil. I fight evil with evil. I am also very honest and not deceitful. Your perception of me is way off. But hey I couldnt care less, tell yourself what you want to make yourself feel better. Tell me why it is ok for you to curse people and not ok for me? Hypocrite. And besides I dont curse people anymore. YOu actually beliee that you are not negative, meanwhile I dont even read your posts anymore because I know you will be dumping your craap all over the world. People are this, people are that, all negative to you. Blah.

[rosygyro]

I dont try and curse peoplei try to get them to practice forebearancethe byproduct of which is initiation into the warriors path.the byproduct of which is the ability to hold the totality of the selfonce the shackles of the body are gone.
i dont curse people i advocate the splitting of the polarities between east and westpast and future..so that that which holds true as "direction" with the spirit can serveas compass once the body and hormonal mind is gone.
the vast majority of my work has been subjective to the eastwhat this means is that i summoned in the force of spaceto deliberatly challange my preconceptions and comfort of the self.i did this because "the death of the old" is a force we face every dayand once we are dead actually the same force will inturn us aponthe earth resistence and we will be swallowed whole by the rebirthing prison planet.at least if i can plot a mote of the east through the forces of space and deaththen i may ....ahh your not reading anyway..your the type of guy who congratulates himself when people around him do great things.has no idea what to make of people who destroy themselves quicker than their death.
whipcrackwentthesnappytail..and the beast was done...be you angels?.. roink.

[serloco]

You say you dont curse people but you lie. The below statement is your own from the thread evil sorcery.

"my roomamate is oldee than i and spends all day sleeping. He is studying archeology and has metal detecting finds all around his side of the room.
The other day he told me he was going to steal my dreaming power..
so i stole some of his metalk detecting finds and melted them down in my crucible furnace
and made a little metal phallus out of them..
I put it under his pillow..
he doesnt realise its made out of his own stuff and just thinks its something of mine..

hahha.
when he tries to do magic on me with it
it will rape him with his own intent.

wot a penis."

The next words are my own.. Do tell me what you mean when you say that I say stalking is deceit? I am always honest. Also to add to your negative mess that i apparently didnt read you shouldnt say ''we'' and ''us'' for we are not with YOU. I am far removed from your negative ideas dude. I am not the type of person that congratulates himself for other's deed unless I am the one making those people be successful. Again your perceptions of me are askew. However you are the type of person who is so self-important he thinks he can group everyone into his own idea and subject the entire world of people to his ideas alone thinking he is always right. I am one who shars freely with my people and lets them be free to think for themselves and escape reality as I do.

[serloco]

Actually if you want the truth I spent years in actual hell fighting demons who had every bit of power and even more then myself. You see I used to have awareness that projected my knowldge out into the minds of everyone i met. They would not only see me clearly because I raised their awareness so high, but they would see how to do everything I knew how to do. I would sit for hours teaching in this way. I crafted my power to show people and teach them in seconds flat how to do any feat I could do. WHen I got tter.o hell I nearly destroyed myself because of my awareness that showed them how. So you are again wrong. I do not hold back my power from my advesaries. Well these days I do. WHy should some %*%#% loser who is self-important and cruel be entitled to all my power, all my knowldge, and all my hard work? Answer that! But no, you prolly wil avoid the hard questions. I will leave it God's word, as he said it perfectly. "Do not feed dogs and swine your precious food, for they wil eat it all then devour you right after".

[rosygyro]

I did the same path.I would in hindsight phrase it thusly-
i Used to look at peoples potential to become creatures of powerwith that potential came the power but also all the ugly cruelty with it.it was a reflection of intent of my own bid for poweras  being human i too had these potentials.over time as my potential changedso did the relative potential of those around me.of course they and all people still have the potential to be power
and to be cruel about it, but i do not.
the story you highlighted above was of course a lie.it was intended to be in your style..the roomate objective story.my rendition was actually overlayed upon a memoryof when i was a virgin of 16 and a girl I very much loveddecided to take off her top and exposed her brazzierre as she changed
from gym slip to mufti cloth.i nearly fell over my feet, went red and stammered.she knew she had killed me. (Or her father had)ah well..
"Mufti
Day is so named," it said, "because it was inspired by the practice of
General Mufti, who found that sagging morale in the British Army was
boosted by the policy of allowing the men to wear civilian clothing
instead of uniforms on certain days of the year."

Well... Certainly "mufti" is a military and colonial expression. The OED
records it as early as 1816, in Grand Master by "Quiz", a book which
introduced readers to the flavour of British India. The hero takes off
his "mufti" and puts on his "red": in those days uniforms came in bright
colours to give the enemy a sporting chance.

A 'mufti' is a Muslim priest or Islamic judge. Apparently, British
officers thought their off-duty dressing gown, smoking cap and slippers
made them resemble Eastern religious leaders, or at least those they'd
seen in Aladdin and Ali Baba.

[serloco]

So you admit you are liar! Why would yo ulie about your curse? Then you have audacity to claim me as being deceitful? You didnt answer my question either as to why you call me deceitful? How many other times do you lie?

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