Fear

[serloco]

Now I remember long ago reading in a shamanic book that many apprentices are lead in dreaming to face their fears. To challange them and tame them. I so badly wanted to be a shaman then and set my intent to align with the teachings. Over time I grew into a powerful and dangerous position of awareness. I knew that my every thought was active and generating reality. Every thought would come and be ready to jump out of my head and manifest. I fell into a position of awareness that was called "active fears'. This is where your thoughts run through all your fears and makes you manifest them. It is soooooooooo scary. Brutal. Over time I would be able to control my active fear position and suspend the fears from manifesting. However from time to time I fell into it and had to face my fears. Face my terror. It was very insane to witness so many fears, one after another, manifesting in your face. I had to grow to control my fears. I had to use my cotnrolled foly to draw strength from my fears. I grew to call on my fears myself. I had challenged fear itself and brought on the position. I learned there how to contorl them and how to not let them control me and manifest. I learned to control and guide the active awareness, the aignment that is reality. No longer could a fearful thought control me and guide me into hell. I learned to say no to my fears and stop them in their tracks. I learned trust. I still challenge my fears. I look them hovering before me, ready to pounce. The thing is I am safe because of what I empower. All my danger and trouble was from investing in a positon, or rather positions, of awareness and allowing them to encompass me. I got lost in them and formed great cohesion in them. I got rigid in the second attention making me always actively dreaming for years. Just one thought could manifest after another after another. I learned to handle power in motion, ready to blow up in yoour face. I learned to tame it. Over the years I earned what to empower and what to dismess and learned that the choice is mine. I began cutting away the position of active awareness and removed the activity from the fluid flow I was used to and stood my ground. I learned to examine awareness while it was a choice to activate or not, and them decide. No longer were thoughts jumping from my mind and manifesting. I stopped the fire. I controlled the decision what to empower. I empower my choice and my trust in the unknown. I trust my alliance with my allies and my reality. I am strong and blessed to have, and have had, the life I have now. Nothing can hurt me. NOthing can move me unless I want to be moved. Tellers and commands and all the old awareness that used to contorl me and my dream is deactivated and dead. I a no longer controlled. I am unmovable and firm. I stand my ground while others push and shove and try every trick in the book to move me and I am still. I gave my stregnth to my allies and they move only to my choice and theirs. I face my fears everyday. They keep me alert and ready to decide. The best thing I ever did is invest power, and move power. to my choice.

[Guest]

Interesting, isn't it?

Within an uncontrolled mind, a well-placed fear can coil completely around an individual's awareness. The entity must either develop some ability to control one's mind, or perish. Either outcome is a win. It also doesn't even have to be a lie, the real beauty is that the truth didn't have to be manipulated--only shared.

As to you standing your ground and remaining still against all odds--that's untrue, Serloco. You have not remained immobile. You've been pushed, faltered, and fallen. As have I. Everyone experiences the bottom. It's useful to think of oneself as a God, but not when building the foundation of self. I was with you, all the way up to that point where you began making claims of being unmovable and firm. Fluidity can't grow from that.

I notice you use many references to yourself and your successes when instructing how to control the mind. I'm uncertain if you've considered this, but it is entirely possible to offer objective insight and instruction. In fact, it may be helpful to point out the trick to controlling thoughts is meditation. Not the guided or object-based versions of meditation. Not even the non-judgement level of meditation. It's within the land of gamma wave meditations where mental and spiritual power collide. Just because people meditate doesn't ensure any sort of thought-control success. Mental fortitude comes from consistency, but also an adherence to quality of thought.

What is a quality thought?

[serloco]

Yeah sure but stalking is the control of your motion and direction. You must be unmovable when you do not agree to move. I am firm. I am unmovable when I do not wish to be moved. I have been practicing holding my position firmly and I am doing it successfully. I do get pushed but I do not move nor empower awareness that I do not agree to.

Fluidity is useful sure, nd i agree you can not grow while being immobile however fluidity must be controlled, directed. I am not unmovable, I can be persuaded and I can move willingly into some position I agree to. My point is that if someone wants to force or shove me around I do not move anymore. I can move to the things I want to move to and remain still to things I disagree with. I am not fluidly out of control and open to just any idea or position. Cohesion is as important as fluidity. You must ground yourself and learn how to stay put in the new position. I am not immobile. I move to positive ideas and directions. I can decide and control my motion.

[rosygyro]

I try to split the polarities and align the world of the beast at the same time.That is some scary %!!$.we know that the world of the beast taints personal powerbut also that the nature of beast on our world has changed since the times of ancient sorcery.today there is a hole where extinction exists and a spire of flesh where the unevolved farm animals are reared without natural selection.the world of the beast itself is a moving split between civilisational made death and civilisational made control of all things organic.the beastly violence of the werewolf is a savage lack of control and a return to beastly primal survival and savagery.the beastly sexual violence of the habitual assemblage point as seen in criminal and perverted society is also a partial
alignment with the world of the beast.and so i choose to see counterflows to the habitual position but also a %%+$# of light on the world of the beastas it cleaves potential between man and beastas the beast cleaves potential in man.
The first question is usually. What happens to my fillings as my fangs grow.. are they ejected.. do my teeth heal over.do my scars remain, does a knitted bone in a man become a knitted bone in a newly mutated beast?
It would be so %!!$ to wake up naked in a forest and realise all my fillings from my teeth had gone but the teeth still had holes in.
awoooooo'

[rosygyro]

that second work was CH....IN...KS  of light?

[messengerpidgeon]

Try this drink the entire suffering of the world
Then reach upwards and see what to do about What your heart saw
Then tell me whatever gets in the way for that one moment takes precedence
Or that you'll sit on your ass

[rosygyro]

warriors path you mean?
if thats what you mean.. then of course.
I frequently wish to stay initiated into the warriors path.
to be honest it is a truth of my recapitulation.
a truth of my intent.
a truth of my position of power.

Of course there is still petty tyrants and energetic attchemnt to deal with.
warriors path.

[DoktorGreen]

Serlco these are some awesome claims you are making. They don't happen without a drastic commitment to efficiency and power. And we're talking about a significant length of time. Can you share the ways you hunt and save? Do you hunt in the social world? Is your accrual the result of efficiency in interactions? Actions? Thoughts? How do you store and access the personal power? What is the intrinsic nature of your manifestation process? How has your life and the lives of those around you changed?

I like your writing and directness. At some point the discipline will not be necessary. You will be saturated with the Intent of the nahual and act as the source.

Dok

[serloco]

Well thank you Dok. It's been quite a journey. Hunting power to begin with requires eyes that can see power and consequence. You must look at a piece of knowledge carefully before activating it, and you must see what the result will be. If this is satisfactory then you accept it. Hunting power is rather simple. Power must be claimed and then placed where you want it. Some ideas are weak and shallow while some ideas are strong and powerful. Surely you Chuck away all the weak garbage and embrace the best our mind has to offer. "Power always finds a way" = powerful knowledge. You want to search high and low for the best and most powerful pieces of knowledge you can find. Is belief something real and tangible? Does belief manifest always? Is it your knowingness that is real and manifests? For some people the power of belief is extremely powerful but for some it is often incorrect and wrong. It all depends what you empower. Where and how you stand. What you have activated in your position. The answer is awareness. To be aware. You must seek out the best ideas and activate them in your tonal. Intent to find power and success is the intent you want. Storing power happens naturally. You just intend for your power to rally and aid you. When you pause to think whether or not you can achieve something it is your power that answers yes. If something tells you no you must find the answer yes and believe in it. Your power answers and if you have success often enough you develop a knowingness. Your power pushes you to victory.

What is manifestation process? Well there are many ways to manifest. Knowingness.. belief.. thoughts formed in specific ways.. etc.. but the choice is up to you. What causes manifestation? Activity. Where there is a will there is a way. Your will is manifesting, your intent.

Well now how do I hunt power? Let's give an example of some shoddy and weak commonly acceptable form oh knowledge. "You can't always get what you want" Right? Do you intend this form of knowledge? Do you agree? If so then you begin to intend it. It becomes email wedded in your awareness position. I refuse and intend to get all I want and ever more so. I believe infinity is limitless and from this form I draw power. To intend what I want is as easy as Intending whAt I don't want and so why not be very selective. Intent must be guided and formed willfully, with awareness. Choice. Point being that the knowledge we accept is the form we are intending. Careful control is needed. And alignment happens s right in the present, right now. It's never to late.

[serloco]

Well thank you Dok. It's been quite a journey. Hunting power to begin with requires eyes that can see power and consequence. You must look at a piece of knowledge carefully before activating it, and you must see what the result will be. If this is satisfactory then you accept it. Hunting power is rather simple. Power must be claimed and then placed where you want it. Some ideas are weak and shallow while some ideas are strong and powerful. Surely you Chuck away all the weak garbage and embrace the best our mind has to offer. "Power always finds a way" = powerful knowledge. You want to search high and low for the best and most powerful pieces of knowledge you can find. Is belief something real and tangible? Does belief manifest always? Is it your knowingness that is real and manifests? For some people the power of belief is extremely powerful but for some it is often incorrect and wrong. It all depends what you empower. Where and how you stand. What you have activated in your position. The answer is awareness. To be aware. You must seek out the best ideas and activate them in your tonal. Intent to find power and success is the intent you want. Storing power happens naturally. You just intend for your power to rally and aid you. When you pause to think whether or not you can achieve something it is your power that answers yes. If something tells you no you must find the answer yes and believe in it. Your power answers and if you have success often enough you develop a knowingness. Your power pushes you to victory.

What is manifestation process? Well there are many ways to manifest. Knowingness.. belief.. thoughts formed in specific ways.. etc.. but the choice is up to you. What causes manifestation? Activity. Where there is a will there is a way. Your will is manifesting, your intent.

Well now how do I hunt power? Let's give an example of some shoddy and weak commonly acceptable form oh knowledge. "You can't always get what you want" Right? Do you intend this form of knowledge? Do you agree? If so then you begin to intend it. It becomes email wedded in your awareness position. I refuse and intend to get all I want and ever more so. I believe infinity is limitless and from this form I draw power. To intend what I want is as easy as Intending whAt I don't want and so why not be very selective. Intent must be guided and formed willfully, with awareness. Choice. Point being that the knowledge we accept is the form we are intending. Careful control is needed. And alignment happens s right in the present, right now. It's never to late.

[Guest]