Death Defying

[serloco]

Death is personal to you. It lives inside of you. Don Juan says he sits beside you watching, but it is more then that. He sits inside of you listening to your every thought. You have intended him, and made your appointments with him. The very first time someone told you about death he was there, taking form from the formless potential. And since then every time you have accepted something dangerous and stupid he was there taking notes. It is not his fault you see, you intend him in his forms and thus he has no choice in the matter. Death is a puppet on strongs dancing to the designs we set for it. The problem is you werent given the strings. No, one by one all your life pthers have fed you their ideas and experiences of what death is. How it comes, what is after if anything. All this you now intend upon yourself. There is something you need to understand. Awareness intends. It does so automatically. If you have awareness that you heart can stop and you will die as result then you are intending that result. That outcome, death now watches your heart and all the knowledge you apply to it. All the awareness you posssess about death will cast it to you in the forms you set up and accept. And who is to blame? You are killing yourself. We are not taught to intend immortality to ourselves, to command our deaths design. We are given all the tools to create, to dream, to imagine and to will, but we are force fed our existence, and tod it is the only way thus leaving us intending only one possibility, one outcome to the totality of our lives, death. Everyone has accepted it. Everyone intends it upon themselves. They intend to age at the very least, and old age will kill you. Turn your skin wrinkly and make you senile and slow. You will degenerate and become decrepid. It will become harder to move, and you will grow tired. You intend this upon yourself the moment youa ccept your lot as a human. The moment you accept that youa re the same as everyone else. The moment you trusted that you too will grow old just like your elders. Now you intend old age upon your form. They all do. It is automatic now. Set in stone. Yet the moment is fluid no? You can shift yourself, and your inner awareness of this very moent and watch as you shift along the new lines you have set for your body and self. And for your death too. You can stalk power in yourself, and in your death too. Death can be an ally, and not an enemy, and with awareness you can set solutions for all the traps you have been herded into. Solutions. Solutions, solutions, solutions. Say it to yourself!!! Give yourself a chance to live. You are giving life to death you know and so like an ally you ust dole out the food you feed it, the form it takes is within you, and it watches you intently. It is in fact as one with you. It moves with you. LIke a shadow you are casting. Ask yourself what will happen if your heart stops? Ask yourself if you can simply stay awake with no heart beat... If you have found even for a moment real power, and infinity you will know that anything is possible in this reality. You must find your power to choose for yourself through being aware of your choices. ALl the choices you make add up t the design you are casting now. Every choice is setting the way. When someone tells you a peoce of knowledge about something that can kill you and others do you immediately accept it, or do you know that you can reform its essence right then and there and shape the design of the casting. Free flow. Solutions. Can you itend the problem? MOst of you already are. Now can you intend a solution and believe it? That is all it takes.

[serloco]

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Nice post !

[Finwe]

Most wise and beautiful on death is, that it meets all the same.

[serloco]

Thank you Nagual Lonewolf.. it is good to see ya here again, i dont know you too well but your reputation proceeds you, and some of your people i have seen have longed for your company again. Someday i am going to dig u your old posts and learn of some of what you possess, or perhaps what possess you if you allow it. I guess i mean to say what moves you, the knowledge you chose to be active for yourself in your positions.

[serloco]

Finwe wrote:Most wise and beautiful on death is, that it meets all the same.
Are you actually trying to counter my words in y post and intend the same death onto everyone the same?? are you a fool dude? YOu will only intend your own reality of death and in the process lose all the life in your world that you have had. Yet in another position not even far away a different outcome will have unfolded, and in another a different one too.. EVery possible outcome exists in my creation and i have the choice to choose which one is mine.. yes a great gift indeed. a beautiful position of powerful awareness.. and yet you come in and try to group herd everyone in your world into one unescapable death? why? are you that sorry and miserable that you would actually intend everyone to your own death and not even give them real life of their own.  Because i can tell you that you are not seeing death if that is what you think. Do you know what real life is? It is diverse buddy as i tried to tell you before, it perpetuates infinity, and this fact always eludes you and i wonder know if it is by a choice you make to deny this fact. Infinity is limitless no matter what you say of it, and people have different awareness of death and life no matter what you say of it too.. You are making me laugh Finwe and i had higher hopes for you too, so why so blue??? Didnt you just a few moments ago try to take one of my greatest positions of power and proclaim yourself in the position of my own awareness and demand yourself as the Earth Nagual?? Now you are trying to tell me you would herd the earth and all of its people to die your death with you. You really think an Earth Nagual would do something like that to his people? Not me and i have been the earth nagual in my world for a long time too. I dont often stretch myself to spread my awareness globally unless i am intending to travel but sure enough they are there and they are set in my own awareness of life, yup, and in my own awareness of death too, but that awareness is not an evil wish, nor a demand, no it is a freedom and a power, and a blessing on the road to immortality and commanding your own death as your ally, to your own ends and means. My awareness of life and death is set in a choice for them to make for themselves, for the most part and all enemies of course aside, and I try to give them gifts of power and bring my people into freedom. You know that is what a nagual does for his party and for His people, he brings them perfectly into freedom and into the unknown.. yes you can call death the great and perfect unknown too and you can trust it too, and give it faith as well and know you will be safe and that what you want to happen will happen for you even if it is beyond what you now know. Oh yes intent and awareness is everything..  You should smarten up Finwe.. take off those evil clothes and put something more befitting on..

[Finwe]

Said was, it meets beings and that is upon it's seeing seen, we own nothing to it and it to us, it is here from beginning to the end, innevitable, inexperienciable. Death is only the threshold, you fool, life life cannot have for tool.

[serloco]

Nah yer the fool who just intended his death never to leave you until your end. personally i know that you can shed your death completely and stop intending it's forms you do not want.

[serloco]

Now this next one is a beauty.. it is rare to find in creation and only a few have been so blessed with it.. you can only find it from God or from a really powerful and perfect ally. Since the ally is everything and knows of everything then yes it can teach it to you... I had God teach it to me and he ut in the form of a flame of consciousness for me, it is called in this form the flame of resurrection. Oh yes if you can find this ability you can live forever indeed. If ever you are in danger and die you can ask your perfect God to resurrect again perfectly safe and sound and whole again.. and you can set up an ally to keep a watch over you and perform this feat if ever you should need it.. I have used it many times myself and when i first got it i used it in a bloody battle with the evil iob world at which time many of my iobs and theirs as well were killed in war.. every time i brought my people back from the dead, and perfectly in tact. Now it is not a special form of knowledge you can simply apply unfortunately for their are no steps to it to perform but the act itself with a perfect intent to perform what you set out to do. The way to do it is to merely know you can do it for yourself, or to have faith in your ally or your God to do it for you. Yes you can set up your death in this fashion also and carefully define death in the appropriate fashion so that your awareness and knowledge of death actually intends you to be resurrected instead. I have used it on myself many times and in different ways and forms too.. i take that back because you do not need God nor an ally, but you need a perfect intent and the power to succeed. not a lot really, any action is no greater then the next one and even a great and perfect resurrection can easily be applied to your death and to the form and abilities of your allies. I have resurrected many being in my day from simple spirits, to iobs and my allies, and to even forms of dead humans that i wanted to again see and so intended and knew i would see them again with a perfect command. I got mine from God but before that i was already doing it in various other ways.. I had set up my death to remove me form the world and leave my spirit form in a parallel dimension that appeared like the real world but was actually a mirror position of reality and then i merely intended my spirit form back into healthy body again while i slept because i had a two dimensional spirit body that time when i died. and then when i woke up i intended that i cross back over and back into the world that had killed me the night before. I had intended that death just like i had intended all of my death's forms. it didnt compare tho to the perfect and instant resurrection that my God gave me for myself.. with a resurrection formed ally, or with Gods perfect blessing you never need even fer your death for you can resurrect every single time. I don't now how many ties i have died but it is over 10 now. All you really need to do is control your death and command him in the forms you set for him to have, and that is all. If you say this will happen if you die or that will happen when you die then you are intending that form of death. I recommend intending deaths that still leave you living in some way shape or form, and to plan your knowledge of death very carefully for it is a powerful event and great things may be applied to its form. Make solutions and intend them and let them go and be.. Remember you reap what you sow in this dark field of creation.

[Finwe]

Comparing anything mystery dissolves.

[serloco]

[serloco]

It never stops, it never ends
there is no death that I intend
now say it with me friend
"there is no death that I intend"
there is fact whatever we say
and after the night
begins a New Day
take the choice and make it yours
and if someone else says what must be so
give it them as their own seed to sow
for themselves alone
for death is personal

and not set in stone
the fluid waters of creation

where death is always
on hold

postponed

[serloco]

They don't call it the reaper of the harvest for no reason.. Indeed the seeds you sow in life you shall reap, and the seeds you have sown inn death so shall you also reap.. So make the jump, make the leap, right through your death, for your life to keep.

[serloco]

here is one of my songs, with one of my allies, right through death I leapt many times, and kept, my loves my dreams

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[serloco]

[serloco]

that last song sings of the position of living death, the vampire position.. take away the life in another and fill that life with your own, you own it now, and you control it now, it echos form within you, like myself, as myself in you... you could say it is to place my awareness inside of you.. to place your awareness inside of another.. it drains away the form present and leave the field of the harvest empty and clear.. a world of darkness awaits for you to fill with the fruits of your own field to plant. your own seeds to sow, your own reflection, like a bat echoing and fullfilling the unfilled potential of that field that death has just cleared for you... yes you are living death and he is your companion, your friend.

[serloco]

Yes yes yes!!!! Drain away the death within you, and make it yours, claim it as yours, and you will be the life of your death, the form you give life to will take you into the empty, full, night and whatever you shall name it to be so it shall be because that is the life within you.. Embrace your death, drain it, and dance with it into the night!!!

[serloco]

[serloco]

and on and on and on it goes, my hollow reflection shining the way, making the path..

[serloco]

I weep, alone in my folly, this illusion, this masquerade.

[serloco]

[serloco]

the only thing i disagree with in that video is that there is no neutral exchange, because one can be neutral and totally detached..

[Finwe]

As Eagle above clouds, rising without external motion.

[serloco]

I remember one of the first times I died I had become a prophet and cod redict or rather command the nature of time, in this case the future.. I was upset and stated that the next girl i liked would blow my brains out of my head with a gun and I commanded my body to survive the blow. I intended that my spirit body would exist past the blow and travel into an alternate world parallel with the one I was in, identical in nearly every way. Then my body would regain cohesion and then pass back into the material world I was in. The trick here is to command that nature of your death and what occurs when you die. If you say this will happen or that will happen then that is the intent you are commanding.. SUre enough the next girl I found and liked jumped up the oment I said inside myself that i liked her and she said aloud " it is me!". SOmehow she puled out a gun and walked behind me and blew my brains out of my head. I felt every sensation but no pain and it was actually quite enjyable and very intense. I got up after and walked to the mirror and saw that my body was two dimensional image of light. I did what I intended next and went to sleep and intended to awake back into the normal world again upon waking and with a normal body again too. ANd so I did.

[serloco]

I remember another time I got shot through the brain.. I was a monster then, a being of evil and darkness. It had consumed me and I projected darkness onto everything and everyone in my world. I was being hunted by iobs who were trying to kill me.. I would never yield to death in any form and always commanded what would happen to my body. I had taken on a supernatura form then of the werewolf. However I had command over my cycle and could retain my wolf form for as long as i desired. It was such a ruler of the night and of dark energy that i took that form most of the time then. During my alchemical studies I ad learned the power of silver and dreaded it. I had believed along with many others that a silver bullet through my head could possibly kill me. I could also hear the iobs steam of consciosuness as they intended to shoot me with one to end my wolf reign. SIlver was not just a metal for me it had enchantments all over it and even the thought of silver was a danger to me because my thoughts fuel reality. and thought forms can manifest easily for me, especially then and there. I was walking through town when I heard the iobs coming near me with their bullets. Their silver. I quickly stated my intent to death saying i would live through the shot once again and rematerialize myself. I had done it before and used that reference point as a power spot to recollect my power and reintend the same outcome. Nearly the same outcome. Well they found me and shot me through my brain with the silver and this time it was painful, the silver brned through my mind as the bulet basted through my brain and my body collpasped to the earth. It did not collapse in the physical sense for my body was gone as soon as i died and my bodies' energy slumped down with gravity. My body was mush energy. I was stuck on the earth for a time and could not move untill i intended my energy to rise again. My body had been dissolved. My mid was in a ruin of fiery pain. I managed to focus on rising again and my body rose into the night to about the level i would take if i had a body. I then intended to begin walking again and thus i did. I imagined my body as forming naturally under me and so it did. I went back int the hell of the night i was in and fought many angels and their flames as heaven tried to end my existence as being a monster of the night. Eventually I yielded to heaven and took on a new form, one form y past they named "little Derek". they had fragmented my soul and captured part of y past in one of them and offered it to me in exchange for Big Monster Derek. I compromised and kept much of big derek and merged the good stuff with little derek and kept my allies and my power. It was a gruesome battle too, but I, in the end, feel I won.