Making a gourd for your ally..

[serloco]

Don Juan didn't go into any details about making your ally a gourd. Or making many gourds for many allies. I have a knack for uncovering the truth and exact lessons from the lineage from the Spirit, or from the Silent Knowledge. There is not uch to it, but usualy you are aking a gourd for an ally without volition. This mens you must set the volition of the ally. Allies wont enter into just any old gourd wilingly, you must entice them. The gourd must be hollowed out first.. I know you are thinking you must carve out a piece of fruit but that is not the case here. A gourd is symbolic. The real home you  make for your aly is fied with knowledge. For example there once was a sorcerer who believed in God, he would always give power to his God, and He imagined the form his God could take.. He had a very big idea of what God was for Him.. Then that actually left a beautiful gourd for an ally to enter into. The ally saw  the gourd and started talking to the sorcerer as if he were God. Now you have to understand an ally can take any form that you carve for it. Once the sorcerer accepted that he was talking to God the ally had accepted and entered into the God taking on the sorcerer's idea of the reality he had carved. There are many different positions of awareness to carve a good gourd out of. Not just a God. Shapeshifters, and even entire worlds can be carved out and offered to the ally world. It is not hard for a sorcerer to attain an ally, but usually the gourd has to hold some importance, some semblence of being special in some way.. NOw gourdds are often made without the sorcerer realizing it. For example if you have a belief that people are a certain way contrary to popular beleif, and that way holds power, or mystery, or something special you may find allies entering into your world in the forms you have carved out for your people.  A good gouc offers a good role for the allies to take, a form from the formless essence. It can be individual forms, or it can be entire worlds. I will possibly list some of the gourds I have carved for my allies for examples in a bit.

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the first gourd I developed was from listening to don Juan... He stated that allies take emotional energy from you in exchange for power. He stated that the sorcerer feeds the allies, doling out their fears, and in exchange your allies will teach you dreaming and stalking feats of power.. My allies would meet me on the street corners in any city i was in, and begin making me fear the power of infinity and my gap would open and feel as if i could die from that point. something i corrected long ago, however that is another gourd and not this. the one don Juan carved for us is simple and ok, but is rather starter gourd.

the next gourd i carved for my allies was the form of my personal death.. it was very scary and resulted from the allies feeding from my fears. however death gave me tons and tons of power and made my every choice coupled with the power of my death.. i learned so uch about death by calling my allies death.. the mirrored for e everything i knew about my death so i could see it clearly and stop it and learn how to use it for power. they later taught me how to take it off and not believe in it, but alas they taught me that death i for everyone, and thru death is immortality.

the next gourd i would carve for myelf and my allies is the form of everything. an ally is everything, and anything and thus i started to recap all the knowledge i could find about sorcery, and take these lessons into myself directly and xactly as they were for the sorcerers of ancient lineages. Sure silent knowedge works wonders but i did not have that then and so i used the forms of the allies that come from everything and know everything. a big gourd yes, and alles love it too. you have to kno the form of your gourd, which means you must believe it.. the energy and form of the gourd coes form your own awareness, and so you must enter into the awareness and believe it for it to hold your ally's form.

the next form i got was given to me by meeting my ally everywhere i went.. see it was everything and nothing, and so i could place my ally inside of anyone i met and they would become my allies. Much like the matrix agents. my allies would also show me they were my allies but shapechanging the form and reminding me of all the other people i have met them within. hehehe i have some allies here with me saying I WANT IT!! but alas that is not my form for right now. I remember getting every woman i wanted to do whatever i wanted with that form. I learned to feed the ally lust and make them go crazy for it.. they would do anything for it.

more to come as i recap..

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the next gourd i carved was by listening to allies speak.. this is a commanding gourd of power.. i saw that my allies would alays tell me what i knew, and ht i knew was what the world was/is. my allies could only speak of what i knew the world to be because that was/is the world as it is. so when i was shifting my awareness of what the world was/is they would always fly in around me and begin telling me what i already knew, confirming to me that indeed the world is what i was presently thinking it was. it reinforced my awareness of the shifting world around me.. and so whenever i stopped the world and changed something in my awareness my allies would manifest a for of someone around me and begin telling me that the orld is what i know know of it to be. this gourd made the people in my world recognize that i was like a god, controlling aand forming the world.. and my alies were also holding much power because i was listening nd believing in their words. their words held the energy of commanding as well. this gourd made mh alies fly into my world around me whenever i was shifting or telling the world what to be, they would manifest instantly around me.

more to come..

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the next gourd i will discuss is called "next", made form a gourd called "play fare".. play fare is an acting gourd made from my last post. the allies around me would manifest into the roles i assigned to my world.. so if i thought peace was being made between two countries my alllies would jump into my world and begin casually talking about the news cast, or the tv would begin talking about peace treaties. it was called play fare because it offered the orld roles to play, like a stage being set. allies are superb actors and will, and can fill the roles needed to enact your current state of awareness. whatever you are thinking about, the world, the people, allies will become that world for you.

now next is made because my awareness began seeing this and i saw that if i held my awareness a certain way i could control what ould hapen in the next scene. the next fluid moment. i could think of asking someone for money, and i could say people are generous and giving, and thus the roles were assigned. i would get the money.. i could think and act inside myself and play out hat would happen, and if i came to a "yes" or a "no" inside myself as answer to my question before i got there, then they would act out what i had set previously in my scan.. i began always scanning what would happen and then it would happen. big gourd again for it controls time as it unfolds. i began manipulating my awareness to control the slip stream and i would say "next" and so it would happen and force the roles to be played in the fashion i had scanned for.. with practice i began controlling my scans and in real time telling everything what to do and what to be and what to say and what to make reality.

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the next gourd i attained from hearing people bicker and fight and call names.. see my allies were still looking for fear and emotion at this time, and so they would say this person died, and that person gets sick.. i got this gourd fro being an angel and fixing the problems in the world. the allies would come to me with problems and i would quickly assign a solution. i hated this gourd because it made me feel sad, and made many problems come to me when i knew we didnt need them. the allies got a lil out of control and learned they could kill and and cast diseases onto people ust by speaking about it around me. something i later would take off and give to myself. a quick scan could take off the destruction cast by my allies, and a simple choice to say no.. that erson is alive and well. etc etc.. but for a long time they held power over me with their worlds and could break bones with a simple phrase. so i began controling their words as i can do and began telling my allies to speak of my enemies and thus the destruction caused by my allies would be cast onto my enemies. my allies love this gourd for it is full of evil power.. enemies beware.

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now this next gourd is very good for people who want to leave the world and go into the ally world.. you simmply meet an ally on the streeta nd know that tthe ally world is formless and can be made into any form.. now you simply chat with your ally about the condition of the world, and know that the ally is making this world for you, because your awareness of the world is what makes it form. if you have a great form with your ally then you can let your ally make things too in the world you are setting, but do not give this power to an ally unless you really trust him/her/it. when you are done speaking to your ally the world will be fluidly changed into the form you have woven with your ally.. you may now enter the world you have drawn, carved, and/or enter into the ally you have drawn.. you do not need to enter into the ally and can enter into the form of the world you cast instead, but a good ally can become a host world for you, and surround you with its presence, and so you can enter into the world as your ally. here everything in the world is your ally. the one you have been working with.

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For example there once was a sorcerer who believed in God, he would always give power to his God, and He imagined the form his God could take.. He had a very big idea of what God was for Him.. Then that actually left a beautiful gourd for an ally to enter into. The ally saw  the gourd and started talking to the sorcerer as if he were God. Now you have to understand an ally can take any form that you carve for it. Once the sorcerer accepted that he was talking to God the ally had accepted and entered into the God taking on the sorcerer's idea of the reality he had carved. 
i carved the gourd of Holy Guardian Angel for my ally, the form of a guide, guardian, watcher, and a conduit for God's will, my ally became my Holy Guardian Angel and speaks to me as a messenger of God, we write music together as well. my ally inspires me to write and to create.
the next gourd i carved for my allies was the form of my personal death.. it was very scary and resulted from the allies feeding from my fears. however death gave me tons and tons of power and made my every choice coupled with the power of my death.. i learned so uch about death by calling my allies death.. the mirrored for e everything i knew about my death so i could see it clearly and stop it and learn how to use it for power. they later taught me how to take it off and not believe in it, but alas they taught me that death i for everyone, and thru death is immortality. 
for me i would place emphasis on defeating fear, or at least finding how to act strong and well (impeccably) in spite of fear, made me stronger in many ways. learning healing, serloco once described as learning the art of immortality, is also something i started to learn from this experience, and having allies teaching me to heal myself was the catalyst for beginning to learn to use my energy body to deal with what i call phantom projections that appear as a result of conditioning and having accepted bad knowledge in the past - and making my conditioned thoughts active - something i am now getting better at catching before it happens.
the next gourd i would carve for myelf and my allies is the form of everything. an ally is everything, and anything and thus i started to recap all the knowledge i could find about sorcery, and take these lessons into myself directly and xactly as they were for the sorcerers of ancient lineages. Sure silent knowedge works wonders but i did not have that then and so i used the forms of the allies that come from everything and know everything. a big gourd yes, and alles love it too. you have to kno the form of your gourd, which means you must believe it.. the energy and form of the gourd coes form your own awareness, and so you must enter into the awareness and believe it for it to hold your ally's form.
Serloco taught me the Spirit of All Awareness, and i find this is beautiful and one of the most profound teaching. In an old post Serloco mentioned the first step of Sorcery is having the student created a teacher, fashioning a perfect teacher (the gourd) from infinity, using the Spirit of All Awareness brings me connection to Spirit for one and second teaches me anything i want to learn, as Spirit of All Awareness can become any awareness for example, Einstein's. I saw that with this gourd i tapped Silent Knowledge, as inner silence accrued.

[serloco]

Yeah for sure, and thanks for the input.. The Spirit of all awareness can be seen and applied s a gourd, but is a connection to the source of life and death, and the moment of pure fludity being harnessed by your intent and awarenes, and thus being beckoned to the channels that you re scanning/looking/seeing for, to align.

WHat is even better then being fearful and yet strong is being fearless. The position of fearless for yself is a state that is so strong that you can charge in head first to your biggest fears and be immortal to them and not allow them to manifest.. A great position of the shaman apprentice is to challenge and face your biggest fears head first.. It is to overcome fear itself and thus in an active reality you have nothing to fear because you have defeated fear. Many beings and events will play on fear, and some beings absorb this fear and use it to control you, but alas to the shaman sorcerer who has defeated his fears there is nothing to hold over your head or make you turn back. Being fearless for myself has made me champion over my fears. I give up and stop running away and simply let them manifest and I take everyone of them and defeat them. I will have nothing to make me stop my progress and make me turn away. That doesnt mean you should create every outcome you are scared of because that woul be stupid but you can learn that there is nothing to fear and you will be ok despite the possiblity of having meet your greatest fears. There is not much i fear anymore and sometimes, when I am brave, and i usually am, I tell my allies to manifest my fears, and try to make me hurt, or make me defeated or whatever it is I fear and one by one i defeat them and I win. ANd in doing so I learn further the art of immortality.. Because my allies all know what i fear and they have great power too, and not even them can get me and i defeat my enemies head on.

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The spirit of all awareness, being a connection to the source, can be made to flow into you as well, and not just allies.. In this way the art of stalking another great master can flow into you to receive the awareness directly into you and you can become the great masters individually or merged with many into yourself.. not only that but you can make your allies like yourself, full of your own awareness and your on secrets.. I often have the secrets of the tenent and the ancient dath defiers flow into me, and into my allies, and they become them.. Being that all tie exists right now, and even the past can be conjured from the future I create and teach death defiers for me thousands of years ago, right now.. ANd they set up places for me, worlds, and teachings for me, from this source that is all of time and space, form the beginning of existence unto now.. Before time began you have a formless essence that can manifest as anything, and do you knwo where this manifests from? right here and now, the gift that is your PRESENT, your own awareness and choice..

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another gourd i have developed form the gourd that makes my ally able to enter other people and animals, is the gourd of the protector. like God, y allies can remain hidden inside of people, things, and objects, and in case of danger they can manifest, from their hidden cloud inside of people and objects, and save you from danger.. this is a savior gourd.. another one i developed is a gourd that is similar, since your allies can become objects, and since awareness equals perception you can see the life inside of people, and inside of objects, like statues. this makes my statues and my objects, and my picture look alive and even become animated. let me tell you that learning to be telekinetic is easier when you are working with a living object that you can see its life inside. objects can wink at you, and show you their feelings and thoughts, and can even talk to you.. one of the gourds i developed wth my ally is that animals can talk because my ally can interpret and see their thoughts, and thus convert the thoughts to words. also i can make and teach animals to talk with their voices and i can make them try and have done so a few times. but these are ally animals. and not the same animals that are manifested by average people. if your awareness of animals is average then you will experience average animals, but thru careful stalking you can beckon lessons to your animals as well and cultivate a magical awareness of animals. a good stalker stalks all the objects of his dream, and indeed and good gourd can see that everything is alive.. I have great allies that do not want me dependent on them and so they taught me how to visually see thoughts and feelings without having my allies show me.. however a good ally will always teach you things, things you want to learn and thus they can show you these feelings and thoughts for you, and then you can condition yourself to see them.. and yes even with your eyes.. it creates a visual perception of what thoughts and feelings look like because awareness equals perception and thus you are creating the perception visually of a thought. it is amazing.. but i recommend learning right away how to take it off as well, and so everywhere you look you are not seeing thoughts and feelings as it can become over stimulating.. and so i recommend choosing to learn how to see and how not to see the life that exists inside of everything. everything is awareness, that means the awareness you possess about an object and an animal, and it also means that the world is alive, awareness and takes the form of the awareness you possess. thus awareness posses the world, and awareness possess you. shifting and carefully beckoning your awareness is the art of stalking and controlling the awareness you have of your world(s), and everything in it .

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having the gourd that everything can be an ally, and everything is alive and moves to your awareness of it, makes for a fluid existence that can see you and knows you, and moves to you.. it is very intriguing but lacks for privacy.. you are being watched.. i see no way to escape this.. the world needs to see your intent and awareness in order to move to it, however not everything needs, and not everyone needs, to see you.. reality can hide you as well. however the bare essence of reality sees you and knows you, and this is akin to God.

one of the fun positions of awareness i use is making video games alive, and making it cheat for me, and making it move to me, and so i can design games, and reality manifests games for me based from my current awareness. indeed reality is always creating everything, right now, and since the world sees you and knows you, you mght as well use this awareness for it to cater to you, and to speak to you... yes i speak with God. I have reality manifest for me music, games, books, and everything i can think of, medicine, drugs, people, and what not. and so here i recommned creating a gourd that is catering to you.. this way reality is made for you.. this gourd will take you away into the ally orld, or into the arms of your god, or it will split your world, and take create for you a reality that is the same as your old one excppet it is new and created now for you... as soon as you see reality catering to you , and seeing you, it becomes that awareness. first you need only intend that to be so and then it will work to align. howver it will not let you take my world from me.. sure we can dram together, but you must realize that dreaming positions are numerous, and not just one.. tthere is not just one world nd thus you must take it and rule it, no.. bad idea. there is infinity, and so you can leave and you can keep, and you can take it over, and all without harming or stealing from another. lol.. fear? go ahead try to take it from me... ahahahaha.. nah.. get yer own. mine is mine already, and you can have your cake and eat it too.. one becomes two for a reason.. k, nuf said..

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now here is a catcher.. the drawback and the solution.. don Juan's world bids for your awareness. this means that when you discover the awareness of something new, like my awareness of objects being alive, and the world catering to you.. you will see the world around you shift and people, and allies and things will bid for this awareness.. they will want it too.. some will try to take it maybe, and some will pretend they have it already but really you can make it a choice, and decide if you want to give it out or not.. you are the controlller of your gifts and awareness and allies. they have it because you have it, and you gve it to them, you make the gourd.. not them.. now allies might want your gourds, surely, and so let them come in and have it, but not every gourd is for every ally and so keep it the way you want it to be, and yet be open to the lessons of your allies. and remember intent is indifferent and so can your allies be so, and so if you tell them, like don juan does, that they want your awareness and bid for it, then you have made that gourd and thus they will move to your awareness and intent. so tell them no, they dont want it, or tell them that they want it for you and are respectful. that is a better gourd then don juans. in my humble opinion.. however having beings want what you have to give is pretty flattering too, and being the controller of your gifts is pretty flattering too. however at the core is indifference and choice, and a careful stalker gives out his energy wisely. this includes all judgements you have of people, allies, and the world and everything in it.. this is the gourd you are crafting and so do it wisely. and remember indifference is a savious because at the core of everything is a volitonless state, that you can set for yourself. this means that the traditional judgements of what people do and what people are and what allies are and what allies do is merely a position of awareness that can be set, changed, shifted, or even chosen by you.. and so choose it wisely and be aware of your choice and command.. this way if you believe in heaven and hell and have you world set around those parameters be aware that you have crafted and are crafting the gourds to make demons and to make satan, YOU are doing this. and so rememebr to be aware of indifference and non volition, and set it how you will. everythign in reality is, and isnt. and this is so any choice can be made. and so if you make a gourd that is dangerous and harmful, and in any way the ay you do not ant you can cancel it with indifference and non volitional states where you are the maker of the gourd and the world and the dream... stand up and take control and dont be a push over and let people tell you what your gourd is.. no. you set the way and you decide even if people want to convince you of new forms and new realities.. i had that before where everyone wanted to tell me what reality is because they knew i could cast it and make their dreas come true and i judged them as wanting my precious power.. but you know what? everything is folly, and so i decided that even though i rule my world and make dreams come true that people dont care about that and thy act like nomal people who dont care and dont want my stufff. it got it all off for me.. no more peopl ehunting me and trying to trick me, no more hell, no more demons, no more satan clause, why? vbecause a warrior cant believe and has to believe. i choose my belief.. and the number one tool in crafting yoru world, your gourd, is hat you believe in, hat you chose to believe in. i cut out the judgements that i dont want to manifest and so they vanish away, why? because my life does not feul them anymore, and thus they hold no form for me anymore. and so the lesson here is to be aware of what you are aware of reality to be, and be aware that it is your choice and your awareness that is casting it, and thus with indifference, with volitionless awareness, and ith detachment you cn cut anything ou that you dont want to believe in anymore. and presto it is gone!!!! vamous!!!! out!!!!

[serloco]

th hollowing out of a gourd, is a powerful endevour, it means that it can be anything indifferently and without volition.. this means that everything can be anything.. it is a state of being without volition, and thus you set every detail of how the form will take, what it will be and how it will move.. the core of a hollowed out gourd can become a God that is yours alone.. it means that before it is made it is empty, it has no form, no judgement fr it to move to, and then you create every detail of how you want it to be.. largely it is infinite, and can be anything, and so carve it carefully.

[serloco]

a powerful position is to be an ally, hollowed out, empty, but with just enough self volition to move yourself
the less volition you have the greater the fluidity
with just a small amount of personal volition, choice, you can jump and move incredibly fast and decisive without holding yourself back
it is one of my ally positions
i carve myself out
leave myself little volition, but just enough to move and choose freely
that small seed of personal choice with detachment enough that i am free of anything within myself, is abe to ditch my life, my knowledge, my power, and dive right into something new, and even something unknown.. it is a gateway into new positions.. however that small seed is a strong seed, it is not movable by others in any way, it is moved only by my core awareness and choice

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anything can be hollowed out. stripped bare of its function, of its layers that surround the core. for example look at what you know of a tree? iss that al there is to know of a tree? or is there more positions to find of hat a tree is and can do?? at the core it is indifferent and waiting to be made, it can be made in any form, and any purpose, and at the core it is indifferent. it obeys you. will even die for you.. the core of the gourd is hollow and can be made into anything, any form, and is aiting for you to tell it what to be, what to do, and how to act. including you.

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[Billy]

serloco wrote:.. whenever i stopped the world and changed something in my awareness my allies would manifest a for of someone around me and begin telling me that the world is what i know know of it to be... my alies were also holding much power because i was listening and believing in their words. their words held the energy of commanding as well. this gourd made my alies fly into my world around me whenever i was shifting or telling the world what to be...


 
This seems near imperative if shifting attention to stabalize your new position and help keep you there if wanted.  Then the added consensus brings to everything to life as well.  No second guessing.

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I used to go around in the ally world with my new gourds wide open, for all to see.. I would offer the allies, everyone I saw my gourds, my knowledge, my power and they would flock into them. Women would take off their rings.. I was like a genie.. Of course everyone knows we like power, gifts, dreams, to stay young, to create worlds.. To control people, to rule the world. My gourds offer this to my allies often. They jump right in.. I remember the world, my world wanted my power and wanted to hook allies like i do. We would complete for them.. Who had the better gourd.. I would overhear someone, a young seer hooking an ally and I would but in and show that ally my solution. My gourd, and watch the ally flip and change and immediately take on what i know. Indeed I could have any woman in the world and I often took challenges and offered the greatest, most powerful, most famous people my gourds. I have powerful friends now.. In every area of the world. In every field I lay down my gourds and watch them jump in. I would be like a Satan, personalized and listen to their dreams come true.. I would offer them great gifts and if they took them I knew they were mine .

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I can't help it, its what I know.. My allies would often call me Jack.. Because when I step into the world I claim it as my own. WHen I step into the field, any field, I know, and what I know is usually better then my competition. They take on my awareness and what i know is the world. I know what I know.

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Dont get me wrong, God is God, and an ally is an ally, however the lines can be crossed very easily.. My God exists inside of everyone hidden in a cloud and when i look for Him He comes to me.. This is not just an ally, formless and volitionless, when you call an ally God it takes the form of God.

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God demands you give all glory and power to Him. I stroongly recommend praying to God in this way. Believe in one God, mighty, infinite, and everything. Eternal forever. Give to Him power, and Give to Hom your choice, choose Him.. He asks you to look for Him and He says He will be there. Lasly He asks you to trust Him in His perfection. Oh yeah, He asks to stand up for what is right. That is the God gourd.

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Today i have been pissy with some of my allies and threatening to abandon the pursuit of allies. I felt bad for some of the more loyal ones who want to work with me... However i have pursuing a somewhat normal motion for my people and my city.. I am used to a highly telepthic existence full of magic, control, obedience, and strangeness to the extreme.. People talk sideways in my world, talking to me as they are talking to other people.. their casual conversation can teach lessons, and point out my awareness to me. I got very tired of this and so took it off, and so now people talk normally, as if i were in the 1st attention.. Te way i wanted to live.. Obedience from my people i mostly gained in hell when i fought for them and saved them from major torment and pain and slavery. I prot4cted my people and gained obedience. Now I have allies and people that re generous to me, helpful, seeing, telepathic, and many would die for me. The awareness I have of my world is strange and people can manifest right in front of your very eyes. Ally people forms. I try to stay away from this but tonight did some of it.. The people acted like normal people for me because i tell them to. I need them to. I need and choose to keep the semblance of normality in my world. I need people to disconnect and live their lives. Indeed many of my people can instantly manifest different and various forms for me and for themselves but when i broke free of inorganic worlds and chose my own way, i decided to stay away from the raw power i had given them in the past. The iobs and myself are at peace and we do not force each other into crappy roles anymore. We try to uphold the free awareness for all people and life forms. Symbiotic support. My reality is making new laws to protect our trees, and so now you cant cut trees down even on your own property unless it falls into a certain category. This is MY intent, my order, my telling. The people who abuse others, bully others, and other life forms will be subject to the hell that can be my awareness. Oh yes hel is scary and i do my best for all life forms and so i know hell wont catch me. I can stand tall, with my head up and say yes indee i have done my share for my people and my world and it will only get better. to those people out there that say YOU HAVE TO DIE, AND YOU HAVE TO GET SICK, AND BLAH BLAH BLAH.. well i assure you hell awaits you. my trees can defend themselves, and i have tree allies that are just about able to squash someone trying to cut them down. I warn you, this is the derek gord.. my tree gord is amazing.. it knows how to do a great many things already.. i have had trees run away and leave the world to be free.. same goes with my people.. they are mysterious, helping, strong and for the most part free. dont come to my door with your people curses like rosygyro does.

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oh yeah my point about being pissy with my allies is it made some of them work harder for me. i thought to my actions, today that since i throw something to the trash and it doesnt get there it should make it so my thrown objects get there and bend the flight trajectory when i throw it. that intent should be added to my action .. and so the hell did i miss my shot?? right away one of my allies went to work for me, on its own volition, and made the next throws bend in the air to make it to their target.. i laughed as my object rebounded for no reason and landed right in the pile.. indeed you can tell yourself, the object what to do.. i do love allies.. i just have had some bad ones who fought with me in hell and refused to leave. they are trying tho to change their ways. and so time will tell.