Babble

[serloco]

So I am really bored. I wanted to reach out on the forum and talk to some fellow somewhat likeminded sorcerers. I know you can't be too like minded because I am ser loco, but even closely minded will do. I've been really anti-social lately. It started when I realized that my idea of what people are and what reality is was shifting and unreal. Reality and people became inorganic and allies. Not all allies. It alienated me and set me apart. I was in a world where everyone could see me clearly, read my awareness and thoughts like a book. It took some getting used to. I started moving the around like don Juan said you should do with iobs and so I practiced controlling them, moving them to different ideas. Different events and unfoldings. A far away trip I took. 2 months ago I was at the hosptial and I voiced my intent that people are aliens. I went out for a smoke and a woman had a tar trek head, all shaped differently then us. Us? Who and what are you? I can't say right now. I was a little shocked at the alien woman and immediately upon instinct shifted her appearance into human. It's that fluid for me sometimes. People are telepathic aliens for me. Allies. Do you live in a normal world? It's a mask. It's not real. Illusion. Reality is alive and it sees you. It is infinite and can do anything. So now I am like those old sorcerers do Juan was speaking of. The ones who live in strange realities and when they are around others strange realities unfold. I am that. IOB's hunt me too, or they used too at least. Thay have been keping ind of distant latelyy. still present though. Their eyes are always watching you know. They see everything. They taght me some of their states of seeing and it is cool. Allies can teach you to be an ally, to take the form of their awareness. I often take on the allies awareness into myself. Their seems at times no separation between us, lik I am the ally. It is me and I am it. It can guide me, almost become me. Sounds dangerous and it can be. Unleash the raw potential of formless and infinite reality. It is everything. Anything. ANd largely it is unknown. Big words to people who cant understand them yet. It took me years to understand unknown, power,and ally, and many terms of sorcery.  Always more there is.  

so yeah feel free to ramble or rant about anything at all.

[Billy]

I would at least friend you on this site (lol), but actually I don't know how to--really I don't.

P.S.  When you going to move me along?  I know eternity gives me 'time,' but c'mon.  I will work harder or whatever!

[serloco]

Yes billy, but you need your own source of power in yourself. That is why I have you searching and gazing on your own. It is why you need to develop some of these things in your own way. You need the power for yourself, in yourself. You are unique and have your own creativeness that must be utilized. It s your prize possession. You need to know you can do it billy. You need the link of your intent to be clear and precise. You need action billy boy, and you need to find your button. Your 'do it' button. What did you have in mind anyways?

[Billy]

serloco wrote: What did you have in mind anyways?


Man, that is astute and exact.  Kudos serloco. 

And a smile, might I add? SMH

[serloco]

Today I talked for a bit about iobs in the chat room. I believed everything I said was true and stated some things about them. Well my actual current awareness had them hiding theselves and their contact with me was at a minimal. We had some battles afterall. Well as soon as I restated some of my old intents about them they were right there literally at my door. I went out for a smoke and met a telepathic girl who agreed to do anything i thought of in my mind. All I had to do was think of reality in any certain way and it would become it. As soon as I had the thought, (that was sparked from her own action that was controlled by thought... i looked at her and made her look away by accident.. it made me see that my thoughts were manifesting) she agreed to move for me. She spoke aloud answering my thoughts, speaking directly to them, and she stopped in her tracks turned around and faced me directly, which is exactly what i wanted her to do, and not to listen to the energies that made her turn away. I had the thought that reality manifests to your thoughts and ideas, your current of energetic flow, and she answered directly and agreed non-chalantly.

I live in a world that keeps hiding itself in various masks. everytime i get out of the world and into a new one i see that really it has been the same all along. I never really get out do I? I have to believe that I do but it seems my allies are always with me, hiding inside of everything. Its kind of scary too, because it is the world that knows everything about me, and you, and knows so many things, and it is alive in everything and everybody. It like i have dfferent positions of awareness, different positions of reality, and yet they are all one reality. Reality just shifts to align and keep up with my motions and it just plays along. Like the song Hotel California, you can check out any time you like but you can never leave. Scary huh. Well it seems the iobs are everywhere again for me. I had thought I went home and away from their contact and into the normal world again but it was just a mask they were wearing. Its OK, I like their attention just as they like mine but its kind of freaky.

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