06-08-2014, 12:00 AM
So I read all about iobs and their realm and as don Juan suggested I formed my intent to meet them sending to their realm my energies and desire to beocme aquainted. Very much excited by all the knowledge don Juan had shined inot my life I was excited to begin trying to expand my awareness and find some new magic in my world. I went to a friends house, an old friend I hadn;t seen in a few years. I went over to his house and he was for the most part quiet. Many people had negative judgements about my friend, saying that he was a trouble maker and bad news. But hey so was I and so went over to him. As he sat in silence I for some reason got into my head that I could try to send him my awareness via telepathy. So I sat there in silence as I spoke to him in my mind and I began to notice that he would have reactions to my thooughts, and I could see him listening to them as well. I thought maybe it was all in my head but I coontinued anyways. At the end of the deal he said to me, which were his only words for about an hour, "all that stuff you say is very interesting". I had sent to him awareness of dreaming and that this here and now can be like a dream.
Anyways after that night I started going over to bri's house everyday to practice telepathy and awareness shifting. Sometimes I would find him recpetive and open, listening to my thoughts and answering them openly, and other times it was like it was all a lie and he didnt really hear me. I started to see that it was my awareness that decided this factor and if I didnt think he would hear me then he wouldn't. The same began happening that he wouldnt even remember any of our talks and awareness' and at other times he would. It didnt take me long to shift him deeply into tthe left side awareness where he started to become different people totally, and different positions of awareness. He was no longer bri but would break out speaking spanish and singing mysterious songs I had never before heard. We were always connected telepathically nowadays too.
One night I was sitting with him and I realized that he could become anything i focused my attention closely on. And so i began shifting him into different roles and sadly a very negative judgement popped into my head that he was death. Right then his hand jumped to the table in front of us and he scooped up a knife in his hand and held it in front of himself before me. He got up and started to come closer to me. I held him with my attention and forced him not to proceed further. I could see hinm fighting it and he was stuck in the middle, holding the knife in his shaking I trying to advance but unable to. I saw that my attenmtion was hooked and that I had to focus onto somethign else to free the energy and so i looked out the window and put my back to him. I felt my attention free from him and i thought of something else and for a second forgot about the knife. Surely enough so did bri and he put it down on the table. I was very distraught and was scared that I would make him into death again and so I started to leave heading for the door. I reached the patio and and with bri beside me I looked up at the wall and saw a sign i hadnnt noticed before and it read "people don't appreciate what I do until I don't do it" and I immediately thought of death. Bri and I started laughing together as we both saw the irony.
It didn't occur to me then that I was infact a nagual and was merely shifting around Bri's awareness to various limmited positions that I knew of and instead i began to wonder if he was perhaps an ally as don Juan had said that some people are allies in the world that look like normal people. This is how it began for me. I started to develop a position of 'the ally'. Anyways the next day I went into town and Bri and I headed over to a party house with other people. I wondered how it would go with Bri and I being telepathic and often in wierd awareness with other watching. I entered into the new house and right away a girl walked in and I had a feeling that they all could hear me and seee me and that I was taken into a dream. At this thought she said to Bri "does he know?". Panic filled me as I began to see that the people in this world were all seers and were telepathic, seeing me, and I began to think that the world had always been this way but I just didn;t know it and they kept it secret. That when another position of awareness entered into me and I recalled don Juan's teaching about time being the esssence of attention. I pondered what it meant when everyone in the room started repsinding to my thoughts. Every thought I had, whatever my attention was they would speak out loud as if my attention was forming their words, my consciousness was being translated into their words. Soon any idea I had about them they would act out and begin carrying out the actions that my judgements and awareness deemed them to carry out. I heard don juan in my head saying that a stalker controls the room from the back of the room, hidden in the back. So I sat there and controlled everyone around me, listening to the echoes, the reflections of my awareness.
Even the music was my own, singing reflections of my thoughts out loud. If I had a thought about missing a girl then a song would be played for that awareness. No matter how in depth the awareness was a song would manage to capture its essence and place it directly into music right now. Some of them new songs written for the moment, and others older songs that just happen to match my awareness. I found both alignments could take place and that I could control them with practice. No longer could I see musicians as normal average living beings but as allies that existed here and now, and not in the past where the music used to be written. Everything is happening right now.
So thats how it played out for a little while because that is the awareness I had. Allies were everywhere and they could all see everything clearly and yet often they hid under normal people, inside of them, like agents ready to jump in and take control of anyone nearby. So I started to see them like that and so they formed like that. I began to see the same essences of the allies in different people, so I had 3 of them that would follow me and jump into different people around me. They could also enter into multiple people at once, becoming everyone in a room at the saem time. Now I dont really know if it was one ally or many of them that were interconnected, I suspect it was both depnding on my awareness at the time. See it can be anything but I didn't know that then.
So on i went in my practices and I got to the point where I could summon the allies when i wanted by merely shifting my attention within myself and reflect it outwards into the people. Right away they would begin speaking my thoughts out loud, reflecting my attention. It became a habitual routine for me. Whenever i tired of normal people I would just shift within myself and slip away into ally land. Still I couldnt get them to always remember the events and they would forget everything. It suspect it was because I had awareness that told me I was entering into different dimensions, alternate ones, and when you have awareness like that then the channels that flow are to follow.
I wondered constantly as I tossed and turned in devastating paradox whether people were humans or allies? The world didnt seem to change very much expect for a few signs and music, but the people did!! It was very alien too, to switch between normal humans to telepathic seer allies. I also began to question if they were iobs that had taken my into their world but made it look like my own world. Although allies are iobs I didnt know that then and so I set out to find out. I read that iobs tell you what you already know and so I began to listen closlely to what they said and sure enough they began speaking only of things I know. If i thought they were allies they would say now I am an ally for example. Always my knowing.
I'll continue my story a little later, I am tired now but there is much more to my story and although i couldnt possibily share everything i have seen of the iobs there is much more i would like to share. So I will but a lil later. I hope you enjoyed the first intro to my path with iobs.
Anyways after that night I started going over to bri's house everyday to practice telepathy and awareness shifting. Sometimes I would find him recpetive and open, listening to my thoughts and answering them openly, and other times it was like it was all a lie and he didnt really hear me. I started to see that it was my awareness that decided this factor and if I didnt think he would hear me then he wouldn't. The same began happening that he wouldnt even remember any of our talks and awareness' and at other times he would. It didnt take me long to shift him deeply into tthe left side awareness where he started to become different people totally, and different positions of awareness. He was no longer bri but would break out speaking spanish and singing mysterious songs I had never before heard. We were always connected telepathically nowadays too.
One night I was sitting with him and I realized that he could become anything i focused my attention closely on. And so i began shifting him into different roles and sadly a very negative judgement popped into my head that he was death. Right then his hand jumped to the table in front of us and he scooped up a knife in his hand and held it in front of himself before me. He got up and started to come closer to me. I held him with my attention and forced him not to proceed further. I could see hinm fighting it and he was stuck in the middle, holding the knife in his shaking I trying to advance but unable to. I saw that my attenmtion was hooked and that I had to focus onto somethign else to free the energy and so i looked out the window and put my back to him. I felt my attention free from him and i thought of something else and for a second forgot about the knife. Surely enough so did bri and he put it down on the table. I was very distraught and was scared that I would make him into death again and so I started to leave heading for the door. I reached the patio and and with bri beside me I looked up at the wall and saw a sign i hadnnt noticed before and it read "people don't appreciate what I do until I don't do it" and I immediately thought of death. Bri and I started laughing together as we both saw the irony.
It didn't occur to me then that I was infact a nagual and was merely shifting around Bri's awareness to various limmited positions that I knew of and instead i began to wonder if he was perhaps an ally as don Juan had said that some people are allies in the world that look like normal people. This is how it began for me. I started to develop a position of 'the ally'. Anyways the next day I went into town and Bri and I headed over to a party house with other people. I wondered how it would go with Bri and I being telepathic and often in wierd awareness with other watching. I entered into the new house and right away a girl walked in and I had a feeling that they all could hear me and seee me and that I was taken into a dream. At this thought she said to Bri "does he know?". Panic filled me as I began to see that the people in this world were all seers and were telepathic, seeing me, and I began to think that the world had always been this way but I just didn;t know it and they kept it secret. That when another position of awareness entered into me and I recalled don Juan's teaching about time being the esssence of attention. I pondered what it meant when everyone in the room started repsinding to my thoughts. Every thought I had, whatever my attention was they would speak out loud as if my attention was forming their words, my consciousness was being translated into their words. Soon any idea I had about them they would act out and begin carrying out the actions that my judgements and awareness deemed them to carry out. I heard don juan in my head saying that a stalker controls the room from the back of the room, hidden in the back. So I sat there and controlled everyone around me, listening to the echoes, the reflections of my awareness.
Even the music was my own, singing reflections of my thoughts out loud. If I had a thought about missing a girl then a song would be played for that awareness. No matter how in depth the awareness was a song would manage to capture its essence and place it directly into music right now. Some of them new songs written for the moment, and others older songs that just happen to match my awareness. I found both alignments could take place and that I could control them with practice. No longer could I see musicians as normal average living beings but as allies that existed here and now, and not in the past where the music used to be written. Everything is happening right now.
So thats how it played out for a little while because that is the awareness I had. Allies were everywhere and they could all see everything clearly and yet often they hid under normal people, inside of them, like agents ready to jump in and take control of anyone nearby. So I started to see them like that and so they formed like that. I began to see the same essences of the allies in different people, so I had 3 of them that would follow me and jump into different people around me. They could also enter into multiple people at once, becoming everyone in a room at the saem time. Now I dont really know if it was one ally or many of them that were interconnected, I suspect it was both depnding on my awareness at the time. See it can be anything but I didn't know that then.
So on i went in my practices and I got to the point where I could summon the allies when i wanted by merely shifting my attention within myself and reflect it outwards into the people. Right away they would begin speaking my thoughts out loud, reflecting my attention. It became a habitual routine for me. Whenever i tired of normal people I would just shift within myself and slip away into ally land. Still I couldnt get them to always remember the events and they would forget everything. It suspect it was because I had awareness that told me I was entering into different dimensions, alternate ones, and when you have awareness like that then the channels that flow are to follow.
I wondered constantly as I tossed and turned in devastating paradox whether people were humans or allies? The world didnt seem to change very much expect for a few signs and music, but the people did!! It was very alien too, to switch between normal humans to telepathic seer allies. I also began to question if they were iobs that had taken my into their world but made it look like my own world. Although allies are iobs I didnt know that then and so I set out to find out. I read that iobs tell you what you already know and so I began to listen closlely to what they said and sure enough they began speaking only of things I know. If i thought they were allies they would say now I am an ally for example. Always my knowing.
I'll continue my story a little later, I am tired now but there is much more to my story and although i couldnt possibily share everything i have seen of the iobs there is much more i would like to share. So I will but a lil later. I hope you enjoyed the first intro to my path with iobs.