The madness of serloco

[serloco]

Last night was a good dream, but not so lucid. I was at an old high school i used to visit, but hadn't been there in a while. The school was divided into two groups, white people and indians. As soon as i got there some of them started picking on me. One of them grabbed me in a head lock and started punching me, and through me to the ground. I got up and left without too much of a problem and proceeded through the school. I went into a large room with many people, like a gymnasium. All the people knew i just got beat up and some started to tease me. An old friend came up to me and started insulting me. As he got closer to me i knew he was going to hurt me and so i grabbed him by the balls and picked him up into the air with ease. I swung him around upside down by his balls in a circle, spinning him with ease. Then through him out of my way. Everyone around thought it was great and started cheering for me. One of the indians asked me why i didnt hurt the first guy when i could easily do what i just did, and i replied that i just let him. After that i walked through the school unafraid and at ease, while everyone knew i was a champion fighter. lol.

Next thing i knew the school was an elementary school and i was outside in the yard for recess. I looked up into the sky and saw many dark objects in the sky like alien ships all converging over the school. I was scared and started to run for the school doors when a teacher stopped me and said we re staying outside for the crises.

Next i was at my grandmas house who has passed away. And some other people i dont know in real life were there. All the ground was covered in water, a thin layer of it everywhere. I grabbed a small inflatable mat and started floating on the water. I floated outside and started gliding up the wheelchair walkway on the patio around the house. Everyone was watching me glide up the slope even though it was impossible.

Next thing i knew i was in a group, a elite select group of people who fought evil with magic. I was trying to get into this group but was not aloud. I found a way into the group tho, and so i took the chance and broke into an old building to witness a dragon. It was an evil magical dragon who has the power to black out the sun. my mom was one of the leaders in this group, as was my dad. They were not so opposed to allowing me into the group, and it was only a matter of time before i was aloud. We were in a car discussing the powers of the dragon when the dream ended.

the next dream i had was with a pack of dogs. I felt very close to them. I remember my amazement when they started speaking to me. that is all I can recall.

[shamanka]

loved the fact you chose to use power in your dream when necessary to make a larger point, but didnt at other times...
i find it very interesting however, that you dreamt with a pack of dogs and you felt close to them and they were talking to you..do you have any more recall on this dream to share?

i dream a lot as a wolf, call out for wolves and dream sometimes with hundreds of them..plus of course we have lone wolf here who's double is often seen as a wolf...

[serloco]

shamanka wrote:loved the fact you chose to use power in your dream when necessary to make a larger point, but didnt at other times...
i find it very interesting however, that you dreamt with a pack of dogs and you felt close to them and they were talking to you..do you have any more recall on this dream to share?

i dream a lot as a wolf, call out for wolves and dream sometimes with hundreds of them..plus of course we have lone wolf here who's double is often seen as a wolf...
Unfortunately all I can remember about dreaming in the pack is what I said plus there were about 5 or 6 of us. I have stalked the position of the wolf and dog a few times though. The first time I merely altered my physical perception but failed to align to the sensations of the wolf. As I looked into the mirror and aligned my attention my perception shifted into the image of a white and grey wolf. Another time I was walking in the street and looked at a dog as I was walking. I had at the same time something move me, and the realization I had was that direct attention on the dog provided a link to the dog to experience what the dog experiences. I then felt my nostrils flaring as I took in my breath and felt the sensations of having a dog`s head. The experience lasted for about 5 seconds and immediately after I looked up to see a man looking at me and laughing, which led me to believe that my actual visual perception had also shifted. Also many times I have altered my eyes to have the blue eyes of a wolf. For awhile the wolf was a great power animal for me and gave me much strength. The greatest physical transformation i have ever achieved however was a dragon. I got to feel my entire body shift and transform into all the sensations of being a dragon. It was amazing.

[Littlepaw]

hi Serloco,

I wonder if you can tell me what you mean by stalk the position of the wolf? how you came to this knowledge and how it is used practically?
I know from experience that Toltec or any other terms are labeled but then one day we suddenly can attach these labels to our experiences. I always could never understand why people would say heart, path with heart. To me heart was just an organ in the body but one day I suddenly knew what listening to the heart really is.

[serloco]

Littlepaw wrote:hi Serloco,

I wonder if you can tell me what you mean by stalk the position of the wolf? how you came to this knowledge and how it is used practically?
I know from experience that Toltec or any other terms are labeled but then one day we suddenly can attach these labels to our experiences. I always could never understand why people would say heart, path with heart. To me heart was just an organ in the body but one day I suddenly knew what listening to the heart really is.
When I say stalking the position of the wolf I mean initially to gain awareness of the animal as much as possible. Set your intent to learn of it and believe in your power that it is possible to become one. I next started thinking deeply about bodily transformations and the position of awareness neccesary to do this. If you think you are a physical being it can be difficult to become a fluid perception. However when you begin to realize that you are a projection guided into form by your awareness and intent you begin to lay down the road for the potential of the shift to take place. You have begun to transfer this physical mass into a projection cast by awareness and intent. In other words with the right knowledge you can attain the shift but sometimes it takes awhile for the knowledge to descend. The spirit does this work. At the moment you are intending a physical vessel that is held tightly together into a cohesive form. i started physical transformations with small shifts like realizing that i could intend myself to appear younger or more beautiful, altering small things like my eyes. Imagination is key here, you can imagine the shift and how it will take place. When I became aware of allies we formed a telepathic relationship, for they could see my awareness perfectly. They helped me to discover that our channels of consciousness can be expanded upon, dreamt into form. You can perceive them as channels that flow from a source, feeding you with awareness, or with consciousness. At the source is the awareness of all states of consciousness, and how to get to them. With practice one can form this pure energy into the consciousness one desires. You can see that we are creaters, not only hunters. Conscious channels can also be aligned to by using the focus of intent and attention. This means that other channels being fed to other beings can be channeled into your consciousness. This stream can alter the form of consciousness you experience, like a wolf, or a dragon. We became aware of a record of all states, a perfect memory of every state of consciousness every achieved. Every thought and every idea. When I first became aware of this connection I called it a fusion of awareness, a link that unites all things and knows all things. I sat next to a butterfly that was sitting on my bike handles and as i picked up the bike i could hear vibrations like never before, ever little sound was a giant and detailed vibration. That was a little gift from the spirit for becoming aware that our consciousness is connected. I realized that the focus of my attention can act as a gateway for the transference of this consciousness, this awareness. I began intending that this channel could not only effect the sensations and thoughts but also affect the perceptual image the we generate, or project. Shortly after for the first time while I was playing chess with a friend I noticed that as I had my attention of him I verbally sounded like him too. My voice kept shifting into his. Shortly after I began looking in the mirror to see that as I thought of other people it was like i was those other people. i could feel all their energies and feel their perception and awareness. As I looked in the mirror i began looking at those people.  A simple realization that my attention can align to other channels of consciousness made that possible.  That and the realization that we cast our forms by controlled awareness and intent. Any awareness you have about your body will cast the form that you are projecting. All the data you assimilated about physical beings became intent that control your awareness and perception. By altering your awareness, enhancing it, or just changing it you can become a fluid vessel. There are many way to the paths of shapechanging and transformation not just one. Intent and power will create a way that works best for you if you intend that.

[Littlepaw]

thanks for the reply

[serloco]

I was in a room with many people who were cooking a great meal for everyone. I was starving and upset at the delay for my meal. My sepf-importance was inflated greatly and i acted out. I ripped up my plate, for it was paper, and announced that i would not be eating. The lady nearest to me told that i was hungry and just to wait a minutte. I realized i was acting foolishly and so i lied and told her i was not hungry.

The dream shifted and i was in an office speaking to the mayor. he was in search of changlings like myself. I was part of a scam that was changing forms and stealing money from the government. He was informing me of many payments that i can receive, but was worried because they were stepping up the security.

Next i changed into the wind and started to blow away. I could feel my awareness as the wind and tiny particles of sand blowing around. The government had set up these blankets that caught the wind and gave measurements of it. I was blowing within these sheets as i woke up.

[serloco]

I had intended to remember my past lives and any awareness I had about the after-life when I had a vision/memory. I was sitting with my mother in a special place discussing the many forms of life. We were telepathically linked together and so there was no separation between us. She knew my every thought as I knew hers. We had discovered, and knew well that in life we can intend any experience we wanted to have, and could plan our incarnation together. I had wanted to know if I could tell my mother a lie and have her believe it and since we were connected I couldn't see the way to do this and yet everything was/is possible. Right away, as soon as I intended to lie to my mother our connection was broken and she could no longer see me, no longer knew me inside, and she believed my lie that I told her. In this place we were all connected with every piece of creation and all knew all, however the desire to lie had created a separation between us and the connection that honesty, openness, and truth had created. We were naked before each other but the lies clothed us and placed a shadow between us. I wonder now if this is a lesson for me about honesty and connection, and leading an honest life.

[serloco]

As I lay in my room, actually it is an adjacent abandoned room that I broke into, I lay back against the bed sitting on the floor. I begin to recap my awareness of transmutation and being stalking it. I see that my thoughts are directly connected to the physical world and all the objects in it. My friend is sitting in silence beside me, and he is an ally. I learned to change him into different essences and when I met him he was freaking out talking to himself and many people who weren't there. As I watched him I began to see he would talk aloud to me as well, from my thoughts. I also noticed that he had no volition of his own and was merely acting the roles given to him, and so if I perceived him a crazy loon then he woul become one. I immediately began shifting my attention onto him as I would an ally and he became connected to governement channels and had contacts for money and any drug i wanted. We even dreamt the agency designed to help allies with no history integrate into society. Anyways he would sometimes become a police entity, or investigative officer of the law. I was extremely paranoid of this personna and usually shifted him out of it as soon as it appeared. We and many agencies have learned to channel consiouness into allies of non-volition to possess them and so i was very careful whenever the cop surfaced. Back to the story, so I was sitting and I could see that my awareness was casting the state of the objects, and the very fabric of reality. As I examined this awareness i could see that asd I perceived it as energy it would appear as energy to my perception. In this way I could see reality shift in sync with my awareness. I saw this for a few moments and I could see that my mind and the world were one and that i was creating the entire world with my intent and awareness. I saw myself walking in the city casting buildings into form that reflected and presented the awareness I used to cast it. Then I was running really fast and as ran I thought about everything and as i did it flooded into form. I could see a great black void surrounding everything and i flew into it and filled it with light and colour and the world formed beneath me as I flew. I thought of advanced people, millions of them all scattered beneath me and the world filled up with the image, and I could see that my awareness also can create life and awareness. I flew through the void some more creating a wide variety of worlds and trees. Then I wanted to go back home and return to my friend and as my attention shifted I saw the world in particles form slowly into focus from the same particles of my new worlds, no difference. My friend looked at me wide eyed and muttered something I didn't quite hear but I knew he was seeing. I sat there shocked at what had just happened and wondered if the entire world shifted with me as it appeared to have, or if my attention just shifted from the newly created world back into the 1st attention and I just saw the connection to two different places within the same attention. because it appeared to me that the world transmuted itself into perception.

[serloco]

serloco wrote:As I lay in my room, actually it is an adjacent abandoned room that I broke into, I lay back against the bed sitting on the floor. I begin to recap my awareness of transmutation and being stalking it. I see that my thoughts are directly connected to the physical world and all the objects in it. My friend is sitting in silence beside me, and he is an ally. I learned to change him into different essences and when I met him he was freaking out talking to himself and many people who weren't there. As I watched him I began to see he would talk aloud to me as well, from my thoughts. I also noticed that he had no volition of his own and was merely acting the roles given to him, and so if I perceived him a crazy loon then he woul become one. I immediately began shifting my attention onto him as I would an ally and he became connected to governement channels and had contacts for money and any drug i wanted. We even dreamt the agency designed to help allies with no history integrate into society. Anyways he would sometimes become a police entity, or investigative officer of the law. I was extremely paranoid of this personna and usually shifted him out of it as soon as it appeared. We and many agencies have learned to channel consiouness into allies of non-volition to possess them and so i was very careful whenever the cop surfaced. Back to the story, so I was sitting and I could see that my awareness was casting the state of the objects, and the very fabric of reality. As I examined this awareness i could see that asd I perceived it as energy it would appear as energy to my perception. In this way I could see reality shift in sync with my awareness. I saw this for a few moments and I could see that my mind and the world were one and that i was creating the entire world with my intent and awareness. I saw myself walking in the city casting buildings into form that reflected and presented the awareness I used to cast it. Then I was running really fast and as ran I thought about everything and as i did it flooded into form. I could see a great black void surrounding everything and i flew into it and filled it with light and colour and the world formed beneath me as I flew. I thought of advanced people, millions of them all scattered beneath me and the world filled up with the image, and I could see that my awareness also can create life and awareness. I flew through the void some more creating a wide variety of worlds and trees. Then I wanted to go back home and return to my friend and as my attention shifted I saw the world in particles form slowly into focus from the same particles of my new worlds, no difference. My friend looked at me wide eyed and muttered something I didn't quite hear but I knew he was seeing. I sat there shocked at what had just happened and wondered if the entire world shifted with me as it appeared to have, or if my attention just shifted from the newly created world back into the 1st attention and I just saw the connection to two different places within the same attention. because it appeared to me that the world transmuted itself into perception.
I forgot to add that just before this event as I was seeing transmutation I looked up at the ceiling and turned it into a cloudy sky.

[Guest]