The Crystal Grave

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Last night, Ravenmoon and I agreed to meet the Tenant in dreaming, we intended to go to the Ancient Church in Santa Fe and look for her there. I awoke early in the early morning and remembered to make the intent and went into lucid dreaming. We were in the church. Raven was seated at the Tenant's right side and I sat across from her where she was seated in the front row of the church. The area was lighted by candles. The Tenant was a tall skinny mexican woman, her hair was black streaked with gray. She wore a grey gown that was short sleeved. Her arms were long and she had big hands with long fingers and nails. Raven asked her several questions and asked to be her apprentice. The Tenant agreed. She looked older than my encounters with her/Valencia twenty years ago. I called her Valencia and she looked at me and smiled. I remembered the crazy moves she taught me in dreaming. The Tenant told us a story and it went like this:
After Don Juan left and Carlos passed, the lineage had stopped. For many
years, the Tenant searched for a nagual in Mexico and New Mexico. She
became ill and knew she was going to die. She came up with a plan and
enlisted two sorcerers to assist her where she was living in Santa Fe,
New Mexico. A grave was prepared, it was deep and layered with sand and
silk blankets. Her body was laid in it as she began to die. The
sorcerers covered her with round crystals that glowed in the candle
light. A newborn baby girl wrapped in a red indian blanket was laid on
top of the crystal grave by the sorcerers and they left. The next
morning when the sorcerers returned to the grave the red blanket laid on
top of the bed but the baby was gone. The Tenant told us she had been
saved by that baby girl. The Tenant looked at me and told me she had
shifted using the crystals. As she told the story I watched it unfold as
a vision. I watched the men place her in the grave and cover her gently
with the stones. I watched the baby being placed on top of the grave.
The Tenant caught my attention by placing her hand on my knee. I looked
up and she smiled and I awoke.

[Guest]

That is so awesome! I am so happy to be her apprentice!
Ah red Indian blanket...knew red was significant.
Today I met a woman who is very familiar with stones and crystals. She had a collection of them. She showed me some today, and also I will go to the lady's house in few weeks to see her bigger collection and I will be able to learn a bit from her.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

It was how I saw the vision shown to me by the Tenant,it was probably the time after CC had left for that was important and how the baby cared for itself is more of the story, I wanted to write it down before my memories of the dream faded.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Just a note, when I first wrote about the vision above, I reread and saw that I added some my own dream perceptions that were not part of the vision dream. Thus I edited it to take away what I thought and left what I saw. She was friendly to you Raven, open. You should continue to focus your seeing towards the her and the church as you have made the link. As I stated before she told me her name was Valencia many years ago, we had two sexual dreams but not like anything I ever experienced. The first time was on a dirt road in Mexico or New Mexico. There was a donkey and a cart filled with straw. She pulled up her dress and showed me her vagina. She had long curly black hair and such white teeth. The next thing I knew I had mounted her from behind. She was laughing and I was trying to get off when she flipped completely around somehow and was facing me while I was still inside her, the move seemed impossible and I awoke. In a later dream she came upon me asleep and I was lucid but could not move and she climbed on top of me and pumped me but I do not remember much more of how it ended. After that she started to instruct me in dreaming and the sexual part stopped. She showed me how to fly and move though walls. She showed me the underground portal to Atlantis and later the spear of destiny frozen in a glacier at the north pole. She gave me the ap to change to wolf you know. That was 18 years ago. I would ask you to ask her for her name whether in person or in dreaming/awake as I'm curious what her answer would be as I always suspected she said Valenicia as if it was not her real name but one she inherited.

[Guest]

Yes, believe me I seek a connection with her. I felt a bit sad I could not remember the church dream with you both, plus, yesterday had a tonal experience that reflected my night dream...which bummed me out a little too, because then I would link night dream to that rather then church. But at least I had some sense of connecting, plus a dreaming awake with her I think. I will continue to seek her, its very important to me.



I did not question your account, I have experienced your power so I have no skepticism, I just asked questions that seemed relevant, but sorry if I made you feel I discounted anything, I did not feel that way when I wrote it

I will ask her her name.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

The vision I had of the Crystal grave was given to me recently by the Tenant, she wanted me to see this vision because of the connection to her and for Ravenfield members. The baby placed on the grave I believe was dead. It didn't move or cry and was wrapped head to toe in a red blanket. The sorcery performed had something to do with the baby and after much reflection this event may have occurred many many years ago such as in the 1800's and happened near or in the ancient church. I believe this was way before Don Juan and the baby was used by the tenant to be reborn into her. What I believe occurred in the dream was the tenant went into the baby and survived death, leaving its own body in the grave. I suspect the grave is still there covered by dirt on top of the crystals. The baby's name was Valencia. When the Tenant became a benefactor to naguals, Valencia had moved into a man's body but retained the assemblage point of a woman thus surviving the world of the inorganics when she was went into it. The Tenant these days is not suffering and is in a woman's body and getting old again. Don Juan was not able to continue his lineage and she is aware that to survive death she will have to do it as she did back then by changing hosts. She is not evil in the sense of the word but if she dies a mortal death she knows the eagle will devour her for her different awareness. She's trapped but she knows it. Only living and future nagual beings can save her by giving her some of their power. She looks for us in dreaming.

She will use breath and touch. If you take her breath then you must return it at whatever cost. She might try it in a kiss. Softly and slowly she can draw your power... take it in and with it gain a powerful connection with you. How do I know? I shared breath with her 18 years ago and gave it back. This was the spell I learned from her. With one kiss I could draw you next to me for the rest of your life no matter where you went or with, you would be mine to hold or release. However I do not do that spell on others for I have no such wish. The Tenant is not a vampire in that drinks blood but she does extract alot of tonal leaving room for more nagual. She also is still a benefactor to nagual beings and to be an apprentice is indeed a high honor.

[Senear]

Reading that account, the story has a new meaning to me. If the baby was already dead or going to die. then its a gift that gave the form, and maybe the soul life. and not to be overly grandiouse, it reminds me of me. Because they told my mom, weeks before i was born, I was either dead or would be born dead, they couldnt find a heartbeat. So premature, just to flush the husk with pills. and she refused, because she had been promised a child, after being told she could not. and iw as born and struggled the first six months but am more or less sound. and she as able to have 2 more children. Thats why i had the dream about it i had to send nagual lone wolf. It may have not even been about the event, maybe it was about how it touched questions ive always had. To condemn the tenet, or judge, be horrified at the idea of using a baby, was to condem myself, to say my own improbable existance must be or could be somehow evil, if i accept it wasnt all just tonal randomness. Which i could not do soa s easily, once i spoke to my mom within the last few years about it. And thats as deep an issue as they come...from the womb no less. Thank you for the new perspective on the tenet and indirectly myself.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Welcome to the Death Defiers Senear.

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