the darkness is in the light and the light in the darkness. yin yang:
http://webspace.webring.c...nderling/luminosity.html
in tunnelshades book the rainbows serpent of the toltecs. the serpent kundalini energy begins golden (as long as it is conscious), and finally becomes a
rainbow, which includes and encompasses all spectra.
the EM electromagnetic spectrum is infinite. it is all the emanations. and those that don't register with our eyes are black. the black you are referring
to as illness is like opaque, has fuzzy boundaries, and seeks consume, or obstructs the light. a pure black is like crystal clear almost. it is the medium for
the light in fact, like the void, it only appears dark by contrast.
just be aware of the blackness and its dynamics with the light. keep it pure or dont be obsessed.
dreamgirl have you seen the light that comes off the ground? this to me appears as the right kind of black. so black it shines. you can see it in crevices and
just in the air. its a medium. the energy doesn't have to come from inorganics, we're all here on earth so make earthly exchanges.
just last night this dark luminosity was very useful for seeing, it makes good contrast with the filaments without being a drain. that eagle is seen also as a
"black and white streak across the sky". actually it's sorta like the avatar im using, if you imagine it being black rather than deep blue.
ps i was crowmaginus but can't stand that name anymore. the implications are beastly.
Black Chakra
The black chakra is the 12th chakra (or 13th if you count two aspects at the heart chakra). It is located approximately 6" below the feet, surrounding the
outer layer of the aura like an envelope. It is the energy of the Tao, from which everything springs, like a fountain of water. The feminine aspect of the
black chakra is the movement in, and the masculine aspect is the movement out. This ray is extremely powerful when used for psychic surgery; it allows you to
get to the core of a problem quickly and easily. The black ray also embodies the universal androgynous element, or "neutral space." Buddha is an
excellent historical example of the black ray energy.
http://www.colorhealing.com/articles/lookchakras.htm
"surrounding the outer layer of the aura like an envelope" so this is what the flyers feed on, suggesting to me your concern is sourced from them.