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To walk a new way is part of the way to reorganize Tonal. When you start to move your body a new way with an Intend, you start building up a new way of being
in the Tonal world and life.
Out of the fun of letting my body be possessed by my Power animal and experiencing my body moving around in 'an other way'. Really great, but a bit
scary the first times you let it happen. I got inspired to start walking inspired by the Power animals moves. This walking gives a boots in my vitality and an
experience of AP. I build up Power walking this way and I see the world from another set of eyes, free from a lot of the internal dialog, but not completely
yet!? There are moments of entering into the second attention.
Please share your experiences with walking.
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Hi, Mornings Son. I hope some other members will post here too because this is a very interesting topic. My experience with walking is more dancing than walking. It started happening about 7 years ago, I noticed when dancing that something would take over if i let it dance me, it also happens occasionally when I walk. I would say that it does quiet my blabbering brain drain but not completely, sometimes I get visuals, usually colorful, moving, 3 dimensional geometric types. I also note that my hands and body make geometric shapes and patterns and i often spin. Sometimes I see the shapes and colors radiating out from me. I do this anyway when i dance but when i'm being danced, the dancing is better and I sometimes move in new ways. When it takes over it doesn't keep control the whole time, it goes back and forth pretty quickly, if i get distracted it stops dancing me or if i want to lead i can. I hold back from letting it take complete control. I feel like I could intend the visualization for affecting change, but I've been afraid to push it due to my visual(and other) brain tourette's which i think might be called the foreign installation here. I wouldn't want to radiate a sudden visual of a bloody scene. My brain tourettes is not pervasive most of the time, it is worse when I am in a dark night of the soul. I do not know what those intrusive visuals come from. I have thought for the last year that my Kundalini might have been prematurly activated because i've gone through such a weird time of experiencing paranormal such as hearing a person talking to me from a good distance as if she was speaking inside my head, that was on Mayday last year,a visit with a siberian husky dog that I think I saw with tiny human teeth, i mean i saw human teeth while experiencing an uncertainty or cognative disonence, knowing something of someone's mind while in a lucid state or he might have projected it to me, having a visit from an indiam spirit(s) when i ate buffalo for the first time in my life, he said "you ate the hump of my people" meaning how whites killed not only the buffalo but his people his, flesh and bones and the culture shatterd, when someone else in the room asked me what was wrong, i started to tell them and them and the spirit made me shout "You ate the hump of my people" then i layed around crying and dazed with a faint visual of indians warriors for a long while, they weren't vengeful about it it was more like honest compassion. it was the truth. I don't know for sure they were spirits--i'm not experienced, anyway there where synchronicities all the time and other strange things during that time. My ego would get bloated and i'd get stupid and then a family member had a stroke and the responsibilty for his care fell on me and within that system(the healthcare one) i crumbled--i did a crappy job for the most part---the treatment he got was terrible and I was either too aggressive or too passive with the doctors and nurses most of the time. I couldn't stay as detached as i do when things are going well. We were in hell and i didn't hold up and neither did he , he got depressed and bitter and died in three months. The health care system of heirarchy, fear and dominace sucks, esp if you are poor of any color. ANyway after he died and i had some time for reflection i saw how crazy my internal dialogue could be cause i thought i was some kind of hero to him but i really failed him hard and how that bullshit internal blab with its knotty emotional energy cords got me to collapse and buck and not flow. I got a lot more sober then and now i feel like I'm at a threshold and need some kind of push to pass through it. Right now I feel like recap is good and that furthering dreamimg and learning to see best comes later when I've matured some more. I don't know anything. Thanks for letting me go on so long, any insights and further posts about experiences of shamanic walking would be appreciated.
Morning's Son can you speak a little more about how it reorganises your tonal? How do you know when you are in the second attention?
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Hi Grackles & Blackbirds
Gotta find a shorter name for you. BBirds maybe?
You experienced some powerful connections to Spirits. Thats something you can deepen if you want.
The brotherhood of white coats - the health care system - is a powerful Tonal entity. I really understand your reaction. I know IT profoundly. Don't worry
about what happened - what is interesting NOW is for you to recap what happened and everything you felt and thought. Ask yourself how you would like to behave
the next time. Make a new strategy.
***
Reorganizing my Tonal with walking is working wonders. It keep me focused in my connection to my poweranimal as well as cut the habitual thoughtpatterns -
builded into the old way of walking.
Just reflect on this. To walk the world a new way. Sound good right?
It changes my AP to a new place, the one I intended. When I stop the AP is still in the new place for awhile and thats a good help to break other habitual ways
of acting, being and thinking.
Reorganizing tonal I take as a complete clean up and transformation of the things, habits, body positions, vocabulary and relationships. Its to become another
person. Controlled Folly.
There is something more for me but that is given by Spirit.
Walking is what made humans - when we first rose from the ground and got our hands free we radically changed from the
animals!
As for the second attention - I know I'm there when I sense the spirits of the threes, the wind, life and feel the world all around me. Its a change of
perception to sense deeper side of Reality, but there is may places one can focus there. I don't know how deep the rabbit hole goes
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Mornings Son wrote:
Hi Grackles & Blackbirds
Gotta find a shorter name for you. BBirds maybe?
You experienced some powerful connections to Spirits. Thats something you can deepen if you want.
The brotherhood of white coats - the health care system - is a powerful Tonal entity. I really understand your reaction. I know IT profoundly. Don't
worry about what happened - what is interesting NOW is for you to recap what happened and everything you felt and thought. Ask yourself how you would like to
behave the next time. Make a new strategy.
***
Reorganizing my Tonal with walking is working wonders. It keep me focused in my connection to my poweranimal as well as cut the habitual thoughtpatterns -
builded into the old way of walking.
Just reflect on this. To walk the world a new way. Sound good right?
It changes my AP to a new place, the one I intended. When I stop the AP is still in the new place for awhile and thats a good help to break other habitual
ways of acting, being and thinking.
Reorganizing tonal I take as a complete clean up and transformation of the things, habits, body positions, vocabulary and relationships. Its to become
another person. Controlled Folly.
There is something more for me but that is given by Spirit.
Walking is what made humans - when we first rose from the ground and got our hands free we radically changed from the
animals!
As for the second attention - I know I'm there when I sense the spirits of the threes, the wind, life and feel the world all around me. Its a change of
perception to sense deeper side of Reality, but there is may places one can focus there. I don't know how deep the rabbit hole goes
Thanks Morning's Son, you have clarified a lot for me today. I now know that I have experiencced the second attention and that my AP point has
shifts around and I do have techniques that work to help with that. I knew I had experienced altered states but the connections are clearer now.
Walking the world in a new way sounds good--i want to bring that into my life more, I like how you notice the changes it brings to your tonal and tell about it
here. Inspiring. Thanks for the help. You can call me blkbrds, i'm also bluedreamer in here and a whole lotta other names elsewhere
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How wonderful the snow!
Each flake falls in its place.
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Hey Bird,
I am moved to comment on your post, as I too have had my share of premature kundalini awakenings. Perhaps we are energetically similar enough that what I tell
you that helps me will be a benefit to you as well. Energetically, I think your upper chakras are open and strong, maybe too strong, which gives rise to
situations like the one that you described in your post. I have learned that there are two types of paths to be on for wholeness (or energetic strength), the
upward path and the downward path, I think I came across these terms while studying the Tarot. Anyhow, most people are on the upward path, born with the
energetic stucture of strong lower centers, and on their path to wholeness, they should develop their connection to spirit, reaching upward as they are already
connected to Earth. Most esoteric practices are geared for this path, it is like being right handed. Now, there are those of us, and I am guessing you as well,
who are natural mystics/mediums, ect., who are born with the upper chakras open and functioning, and we need to open and develop our lower centers, this is
called the reverse or downward path. Our job or mystic path is to ground ourselves, because lets face it, yeah we have this connection to spirit, but without
our lower centers operating, we are just weirdos - you know the type.
I do know a practice, which I have been doing for months now, that fellow warrior Grandspeculator led me to, that really helps me clear, develop and strengthen
these lower centers (it is actually for all your centers, but it brings balance - and fast!). There is a center located about a foot beneath your feet, called
the Earth Star, it is in relation to the luminous sphere where the tap root begins, if you are familar with the visual of it in Castanedas work, there is also
a center at your feet, and one at your knees, then on up to the chakras that we are all familar with. These three that I mention are probably the ones you need
to build up to bring you back into balance and repair any energy damage you might have going on. I won't go on about this practice, but if it interests you
I can provide you with the links.
The main thing that I want to stress to you is that you might not want to recapitulate until you get back in balance. Remember, those on the upward path can
easily recapitulate, with little consequenses, being tethered to the Earth naturally, it is their path to reach up to Spirit. For you, things of this nature
might just lead to more experiences like you mentioned in your post. Walking is the way to go for sure, I do it almost everyday, it does wonders for me.
Anyway, just wanted to share, and I hope that I do not offend you by assuming anything about you.
With Love, Dreamgirl
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Hey, Dreamgirl,
I appreciate it, please provide the links {: ) I think there is some blockage in my lower chakras and sometimes i come off as just a weirdo. I really feel the
need for recap but I have been having some memories come up in context lately and am not pushing recap too hard currently. i did start a list of persons
I've met. Recap is pretty scarey to me, there was some intense trauma in my childhood and younger life.
I have certainly felt that i am a left handed fool. I think you are pretty accurate here, though I do have a down to earth side too. I've made some
progress thanks to Od.
I did some walking last spring and summer though I didn't call it power walking then, it was intense but i had no time when my family member got sick.
Recently I have gone on three power walks and on the first two the spirit(i dont know what this spirit is) walked me--i picked up trash and ended up sitting
under Catalpa trees, a different one each walk. I seem to have a connection with certain trees. I went into a mild second attention and this lasted fading away
after a couple hours when I got home. My mind was quieter and I was extra sensitive to sound and and everything looked so fresh. i did not crave ciggarettes as
much. Here is interesting: the first Catalpa tree I sat under is right by the street at a crossroads, cars were driving by now and then and one of them back
fired, it startled me and it seemed to startle the tree as the very second i was feeling the startle a slender branch recoiled as if from a blast of air, yet
there was only a little fairly steady breeze. This evening I power walked and I felt the presence but it didn't walk me--i thought it might be because i
smoked one cig at the beggining of my walk? I did have a mild change in consciousness and i ate some damn good mulberries and pale peach bramble berries--at
one point a grackle in the street i was walking down landed about 10 feet ahead of me with something white in his beak, he put it down on the street and flew
away. I thought it might be a gift from the spirit, it turned out to be bird poop and i expect i got the gift i needed as i was having some noble thoughts. :
9. that spirit--ee's funny.
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Hey Bbird,
I laughed when I saw your last post....Your walk description sounds like it is taken directly from my journal! Wow, I love to find someone with a similar
experience as mine. I'd go on walks, sit under pine trees(which I have an intense affinity for), and along my walks I would pick figs and eat them,
thinking of it as power food! I too struggle with cigarettes, sometimes they mess up my energy something awful, and sometimes they are just the thing! I
really need to drop that habit, it consumes me with guilt.
So, I will provide you with the link to the practice I do, it is called the Soul Star Techniques, and Grandspeculator (anybody heard from him?) said that it
was a recapitulation method : http//soul1.org/ ,
and I agree now that I have been practicing it everyday for months now. Check out this video clip , it is an excellent visual aid, it shows how you picture
this channel and the energy that goes through it, it is very well done. I have not had any problems doing this method of recap., and like you, I would get to
certain areas, and due to childhood trama(I have a big, icky Mother wound) Castaneda style recap. would blast me. http//www.rainbow-bridge.it/ .
I love the gift from the Spirit - bird poop, too funny.
Have a great day! Dreamgirl
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Howdy people... my ears were ringing so I dropped by for a quick post. I'm at this time dealing with some personal tonal issues that need to be solved so I
make an effort to spend very little time in forums.
Soul Star Circulation is an indirect approach to recapitulation, far milder and yet deeper. Why? Because it works not only this life, but past lives issues
too. I can't recommend it enough.
Think about it... we are the product of countless lives of unawareness. If we dissolve it all, we are practically set. Personal history is what keeps the AP
fixed in positions of dullness and feeds self-importance.
In general terms I recommend: Tantra Kriya Yoga, Dream Yoga+Nagualism and Soul Star... that's MY personal recipe for Freedom of the Spirit. I would add Zen, but Tantra has similar approaches.
If we were an air balloon, personal history is the sand bags. Drop them and fly!
Perhaps I'll be back in the posting bussiness later... I don't know. Like a great Siddha said... "It's up to Power".
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dreamgirl, i think foraged food is power food esp. when on a shaman walk(hee hee--i forgot when i started calling it power walk that that is what people call
that funny looking excersize walk)--especially powerful for me is the eating wild plants--i've done it every season for 6 or 7 years i bet their energy is
better without all that dumestication--did you know that lots of breeds of domestic chickens wont even get broody enough to incubate their eggs? domestication
has slammed motherhood and nature hard, no wonder so many of us have mother wounds, anyway wild plant energy is good--i recommend getting familiar with some if
you haven't already. Thanks dreamgirl.
Grandspeculator --thanks for the recommendations--i've seen enough of your posts to realize their value. I think i remember reading a post you made last
year regarding kriya yoga and Yogananda(cant remem. his whole name) i was reading his autobiography at the time--it's a miracle that this small town
library had it. it was an awesome book. I hope Power brings you back for future posting. Giving fixed postions the shift is the way.
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oh, yeah i forgot to add that i am making Power wine out of the mulberries and cherries i've picked on my recent walks--i already got some dandelion and
creeping charlie wine going--it's gonna be called moonlight madness brew for the lunacy crew--i sat it outside on a pregnant moon night.
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