12-10-2012, 12:00 AM
hi...got nothing but got all,,when you got nothing to lose,you are the strongest one,but I got something to lose ...this dreaming body.... Dont have nothing of matirial stuff..money,not haveing a job,until today didnt have a properly shoes to walk,here is lot of snow,bearly can get a food for leaveing, right now I am in my father house even is forbbiden for me to come becouse of fighting,and police come..drop me out of house... Got a girl
really love her I lose a weight right now have 50kg on 176cm... I am not scare,but yes I am that fear push me foward... Just thinking.... what do in this situation??....when you got all your dream are full got a love ,but this everyday really hit you hard,couple days ago I feel hit in my stomack,while I was walking down the street,wierd felling,I know who punch me.... know about death hiting in stomack.... I am 25age,I am youth,...it like dont wanna die,I mean know that I gonna die,but not now,love my life... So If you dear ask me a question... Yes what next??
really love her I lose a weight right now have 50kg on 176cm... I am not scare,but yes I am that fear push me foward... Just thinking.... what do in this situation??....when you got all your dream are full got a love ,but this everyday really hit you hard,couple days ago I feel hit in my stomack,while I was walking down the street,wierd felling,I know who punch me.... know about death hiting in stomack.... I am 25age,I am youth,...it like dont wanna die,I mean know that I gonna die,but not now,love my life... So If you dear ask me a question... Yes what next??