The Actor and the Oculus in the Garden of Eden

[DanJones]

in the First Heaven, we were complete beings. 

Then the Actors (Feeling in control of a vortex of Intent that causes perception at both Dreaming and Seeing points and is at the service of the Being of Feeling),
broke the Oculus
(Reason in control of a vortex of will that holds both the Tonal Known and the Nagual Unknown at the service of the Being of Reason),
and they did die, but they came back not the same.

What we have now is broken but still repairable.

In the First Heaven matter and antimatter were all mixed together in such a way that matter and antimatter were paired to produce creation with neither the space axis or the time axis collapsed.

Good was the correct mixing of matter with antimatter.

Evil was the incorrect mixing of matter and antimatter.

Adam and Eve were complete beings who didn't know about Evil and were sinless, in that their matter/antimatter components were in complete harmony and totally luminous (no dark spots).

The Apple from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil was made out of matter/antimatter that would injure due to its time/space nature (i.e. the Unknowable) and it was there to feed beings who could eat the Unknowable without being injured (i.e. Gods/Angels).

When the Apple was eaten the effect was to disintegrate part of Adam and Eve's beings and they were no longer complete.

They became what we know today, which is the Self Being and the Parallel Being and the rest is expanding energy or in a black hole. 

We are born damaged and as soon as we leave the womb we begin to hemorage the Life Force that we learn how to slow down, but we have injured our Will and our Gap, and down we go.....

[DanJones]

What is worth noting is when man was first created he was one being that split into two beings, which split into four beings, which split into eight and then split into 16 and so on. The act of consuming the wrong kind of food caused the one prime entity to end and it was replaced by four beings no longer acting as one and each one believing it is the prime entity.

Also what is worth noting is circulation of Will and Intent in the Oculus and the Actor does reverse.  What the Oculus and Actor below are about is the complete Self Being.  The complete Parallel Being happens with reverse circulation.

[serloco]

I remember reading the Bible in the nagual. They made from this awareness the Living Bible. We made 'em so you could talk to God. I was very holy at this time. Following God everywhere I went he taught to me any lesson I would ask of Him. Even taking me through the awareness of both Adam and Eve, the Serpent. The darkness and the light. Many Biblical creature's forms, as well as the greatest awareness positions of many gifted beings throughout creation. Indeed I open the seven thunders myself, to speak before creation began, and throughout creation to any point in time. The Angel prophet stood with one foot on the solidity of the earth and the other on the fluidity of the sea. In this stance the prophet angel can arc manifestations into the solid form of earth from the fluid unknown waters. You could almost say it is the black sea. Even the abyss. His awareness is in both positions here. The angel with the scroll is the same angel. He prophesized that he would walk into creation and time, to uncover the seals of creation and destruction, what as he said is ''the truth of creation'' and intended to ground it into solid physical manifestation. The Angel then let go of his life and flowed into the abstract to allow his body to become a conduit or a channel of the knowledge and awareness into him needed to create these artistic depictions. They were fantastic. From them the seven thunders were found and commanded by the same Angel again to remove things from the Bible, erase them from existence entirely as if they were not there ever. This is the power of the seven thunders. It is a fold in time and space. The seals contain an arc of all creation ever made, any and all creation in every time and place within it(the arc), and in every possibility of outcome of every way. The seals depict the totality of all creation and all destruction in physical form of depiction, which can be seen in the symbols themselves. the perfect language of creation and the origin of it. within the arc is every knowledge and every way. I remember gazing one of the many symbols that became of the original ones, for they made all things, and led to the all seeing eye of God. I remember looking at the drawing of this geometrical design made of light, and it glowed above the paper, yet still within it, apart from it, free from it, and in motion. It was perfect you could see the emanations, the awareness of the eyes of God right on the paper. The symbols were made of active awareness. I remember the symbols were so powerful and so perfect that it frightened me. It was so sacred and gave so much awareness and power to the eyes that read them and saw them that I decided to hide this knowledge. The beasts were in flight already and their plans were in motion. I took the scroll and cast it into the fire. Probably the greatest piece of artwork this world has ever seen. A perfect diagram of light and darkness, and the map to create and to destroy. Many many secrets within it. The fire grabbed it up instantly and the papers sizzled with the voices of many snakes hissing as it burned. The flames flared, engulfing the scroll with unnatural ferocity. I have a couple of times regretted that day for much was lost in that fire. Yet I have within me many of the secrets and the exact roads to uncover and create them again. I remember the sun we made from it, i remember the angel standing on the sun shouting to the birds that the sun has a pathway to all life forms in creation within it that one can eat freely and become anything. we learned how to create suns, and life. roll up earths, pulls women from our ribs. we learned to create nothing, and make it into anything. how to give life to the tree of knowledge, and use life and death to make active or inactive any form of knowledge we use, or create. Indeed I have many wings, many eyes, crowns, halo, and horns. I become the life of the world, and everything in it, my own awareness is the path and the way set. And yet, so too can I ride another's life, to allow their life force to move me, to make my body dance to their song. I can give up my life, sacrifice it as a nagual stopping the world, to allow the new, the beyond, the immensity to flow into form around me, and bring into my awareness the totality of infinite creation. to set free the form of my judgement, the alignment of my forced awareness. the forgiveness of past formed judgement - the renewal of the past's sustained activity. a position of flight possible without even moving.

[serloco]

It is as simple as this really. Life, and knowledge. Life and death. Positive and negative. Addition and subtraction. Action and reaction. Judge it as evil, then the value of the equation is set. Evil back to 0. Positive values cast into form. Negative value applied to negative forms of knowledge to reform **** into gold. Let go of anchors and chains and you have free sailing. Listen to the snake and you will form the words and way of the snake. invest power into the snake and you sow those seeds. it is there, and it is not there as well, everything is and is not. all lives and is alive, and all is dead and has passed. to be or not to be?? that is the choice that God gave Adam and Eve. Do not eat the **** God says. It's up to you though. Anything is, remember it is a paradise no? Who told you otherwise? And why did you believe them? Any knowledge may be sown in the fertile field of creation and you will reap what you sow within it, and the light of God's awareness will always see everything you plant in it. Time has eyes.

[serloco]

The Great Speckled Bird - Johnny Cash

What a beautiful thought I am thinking
Concerning the great speckled bird
And to know that my name is recorded
On the pages of God's holy word

Desiring to lower her standards
They watch every move that she makes
They long to find fault with her teaching
But really she makes no mistakes

I am glad I have learned of her meekness
I am glad that my name is on her book
For I want to be one never fearing
The face of my Saviour to look

And when He come up descending from Heaven
On a cloud like He said in His word
I'll be joyfully carried to meet Him
On the wings of the great speckled bird

This song refers to an Angel's humbleness and meekness that was originally sought to be a weakness and was at times insulted by some. The angel however knew that God was within us all even at this very moment, concealed, hidden, CLOUDED. As the angel focused her life into God , to see and manifest God, He came in a cloud to His Angel and set right the way. Even into the thugs, God became them, and was not offended by His angel looking to see Him, and the Angel had done no wrong to the thugs but showed meakness and humility for knowing that reality is much more then she knew. God became everything then and the wings wrapped around her and carried her away, as living reality moving around her.

[serloco]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith

i remember everything.

[serloco]

serloco wrote:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith

i remember everything.
we took down the blind dragon. just as we created him. i went both ways with my choice. i was always for totality and for freedom. a blind dragon is nothing more then a waiting dragon hiding in a cloud. you only blind yourself from seeing the great workings of this very active dragon! for a time.

[serloco]

what is a cloud? hidden. unrevealed. obscured. masked. covered. layered.

what lies beneath all the clouds, all the forms, masks, before the formed knowledge, before all the creations, and all the death?

the source, the beginning and the end, of every thing. the pure potential of infinity, both formed in all ways, and not formed yet in any pf them. formed in every step of their evolution, and forming from every point into eternity. One life, one adam, one spark, one light, one potential that reaches into every direction, every outcome, every possibility, every creation, from one into all, at once. Total life and total death is within every moment, and every knowledge, and every life. Every outcome, every future, every past, and none at all, in any way you can imagine, is the spark of free life. Any outcome reached. And it already is existing.

[Guest]