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It is my understanding that everything has an energy field ... i.e. is vibration .... that glows, vibrates, radiates i.e. "sings" it's essence directly to our energyfields, and this communication is then felt as direct "inner knowing" .... "direct seeing .... beyond-the-mind".
Depending on the quality of the glow we ourselves, or our energyfields radiate into the "Universe", determines the kind of a glow (later ... manifested phenomenal experiences) we then in turn attract to ourselves.
There is nothing wrong with any of the colours of the spectrum .... they are all good colours ....
The strongest colours that speak to me often are red and white.
When I first "saw" a representation of a Shamanic Drum ... as it truly was made in the past; -with red markings onto a white reindeer skin ... I knew I was looking at the real thing ... the "radiation, the glow" it emanated gave me some serious chills.
Zitter, you have asked about the masculine & the feminine essences within us ....
The Tantric Practice of Union of the two polarities within ourselves also speaks about red and white (ref. word "Union Yoga":
Quote:In Tibetan Esoteric Buddhism, the primal force of human sexuality which transcends the conceptual mind and creates new life is the foundation for Tantric practices that rely on the "red and white" essences within the practitioner's body to generate the "blissful body of awakened mind". In the view of Tantra, the body vital energies are the vehicles of mind. When the vital energies are pure and subtle, one's state of mind will be accordingly affected. By transforming these bodily energies we transform the state of consciousness.
Tantra never turns from the creative energies of mind and body, but seeks to harness and explore their power to bring greater awareness into the often unconsciousness, instinctive aspects of existence. Ultimately the mind is converted from dualistic passions to a radiant bliss which reveals the luminous nature of reality.
Vital energies generated by inner or outer means
Are drawn into the body's central energy channel,
Causing the mystic fires to blaze.
Inspire us to gain great insight
into the innately produced Great Bliss.
The AH is the philosophy of sunyata and is also the first word a child utters, the starting point of a vibrational wave from which all words will be produced just as all phenomena are produced in Sunyata. The half AH is the tummo, red in color, red bodhi or female bodhi and corresponds with the ovum. This half AH is the fire element in wisdom. When it rises it meets the male component or white bodhi called HUNG. HUNG is the water element and is connected with the male semen. The HUNG and AH are called wisdom drops. When they unite or melt together through the power of deep breathing, much nectar and bliss pervades the whole body. The entire body becomes light and begins to transform into a rainbow body.
Through the wisdom drops, with the help of wisdom breathing, aided by the outside visualization of the mandala of the Pure Land, the five elements of Buddhahood are brought inside and gnosticized into wisdom fire. This wisdom fire can dissolve the flesh of the human body and transform the entire human body into light (literally). This is the true rainbow body, without death and without flesh, capable of expanding to the vastness of the Dharmakaya or to the minuteness of a single grain of sand. This is the truth of the Tantra, the experiential fact of the complete identification of mentality and materiality.
Well, that is anyway what "they" say .... and what anybody says about anything means nothing unless we find out the truth about it ourselves i.e. create/have the same experience about it ourselves.
Personally ... for me the colour red is like "personal power", intent .... focusing of will ....
The colour red attracts spirits .... entities .....it summons them into manifestation.
From Ted Andrews"How to See and Read the Aura":
Quote:Red is the colour of strong energy, fire and primal creative force. It is the life-promoting energy. It is hot. It can indicate strong passion, mind and will. It is a dynamic colour that can reflect anger, love, hate and unexpected changes. It can indicate new birth and transmutation. It is the colour that affects the circulatory system of the body, the reproductive system (sexual energy) and an awakening of latent abilities and talents.
So the colour red is good, the brighter it's glow, the better really.
Poutnik asked about Spells and Rituals .... and I suppose there is nothing wrong with "Sorcery" & Spells and Rituals as such, it all depends on the "practitioner".
But when the "practitioner" has not even began to understand the workings of his/her own mind and yet wants to get into "Personal Power" ... "The Supernatural" and stuff .... what a mess !
As in ....
Mind.
... as I understand it ....
- I think the Buddhist definition of the mind is: "That which can perceive the other" .... (as the other ... I may add).
In general ...

"They" say, that in order for "The Universal Energy" to come into manifestation it needs to organize itself in seeming polar opposites i.e. as duality.
Good-bad, positive-negative, internal-external, light-darkness etc. etc. etc.
There is also the saying: "Mind Over Matter", but I don't think this to be quite right, because mind IS matter i.e. mind is mechanical, and can only perceive and function in dualistic 3D terms.
As such The Mind i.e. our Subjective Reality ... i.e. mind's summary of "Life-Universe-and-Everything-World-Order" ("The "Map") .... observing the world ... is often nothing more than the good old "Mirror-of-Self-Reflection" .... i.e. mind's own projections onto the phenomena, rather than a true perception of the observed .... as the mind always seems to wants to see confirmation of it's own perceptions.
In doing so the mind ignores what it does not know .... and further still, it ignores the fact, that it is ignoring .... hence it's ignorance becoming like a "boundary" or like a "shield", and a subconscious "autopilot" way of warding off anything ... unknown.
& What's more .... when we identify with our minds .... we become so very self-important about our blooming maps ! .... expecting our own mental limits and limitations (our ignorance boundaries) to become the total rule-book of others to live by ... like some God's Commandments ... and furthermore expecting the whole "external world" accord to it ...as Samael Aun Weor had said: ...."in our intellectual hallucination wanting all phenomena of nature to be, by force, the same as our dialectic logic".
The core of this problem seems to be our subconscious fear about the truth of me "I" or "our maps" (because we often identify with our minds), not having any real substance as THE " All-Encompassing-and All-Powerful-Overseer" of the "Territory" i.e. Reality.
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Mind as a "Map" is a functional and a necessary tool for awareness ... as long as we remember that "The Map" (Our-Subjective-Reality-World-Order) is only that ... a very limited map ... and not The Real Territory i.e. not The True Reality ... and as such although the mind is very limited (in awareness sense) ... it is a necessary part and function of our "totality" .... we do need it as a tool in our everyday life.
In it's dual function, the mind could also be described as "The Two Edged Sward".
(In terms of .... the more negative the mind becomes, the more negatives it perceives from it's environment ... the more complex the mind becomes, the more complexities it in turn perceives "externally" etc. etc. etc. therefore what is happening in our lives externally, is often a good indication of "where we are at" internally ... awareness wise.
I think that the Aboriginal people here in Central Australia still regard clocks and watches as "WhiteFellow Magic". It is not, that Aboriginal people are ignorant of time as in past, presence, future ... (the cyclical quality of it & the impermanence of everything) .....nor are they ignorant about "timelessness" either .... which for the western mind is often nothing more than a mental concept ... and not perceived reality. But clocks and watches are seen as "Foreign Installation" superimposed on Reality rather than being Reality itself .... and awareness that is trapped in the "Dual Mind" is very mechanical tick-tock clock ... Alien "Foreign Installation" like.
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Meditation .... Recapitulation ........
I don't think there really is a better way to gain objectivity and insights into the mechanical workings of one's own mind than Meditation.
When we meditate, we imitate "the enlightened" non-dual state.
If I remember it right .... The Rosicrucian's have a formula: "Time-Space-Mind".
Buddhism talks about "Shunyata" .... emptiness .... which means silencing our minds into a space/emptiness like openness in the now.
1) Awareness ...
2) Space/Emptiness ....
3)Nowness/Openness ....
And as we practice this "trinity" .... insights start to flow (i.e. there is the discovery of non-dual awareness, that starts to shine, radiate, "sing" messages through .... )
These messages we can then in turn follow as threads; - to stalk ourselves .... in order to recapitulate entrapped energy-patterns within our energy bodies.
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Ok. back to the colours of White and Red.
As mentioned red is a good ... excellent colour ! Personal Power ... strong Intent ... focusing of will .... all that .... a must really !
However ......
The Shaman's of Siberian past and the "Medicine Men" .... "The Elders" I've met here in Australia .... have got a common denominator.
They are all "Dead Shamans". Not that they are dead in the physical sense, but they all died to their "Separate Selves" at the time of their Initiation. Infinity swallowed them up & showed them "The Rule" .... how "The Universe Works" .... how Absolute - Relative - and the Energies between these polarities function ....
A Powerful Shaman in Siberian terms anyway .... is a Shaman, who doesn't perform his/her acts from the standpoint of Dual-Entrapment-of -The-Tick-Tock-Mechanical- Mind i.e. from the standpoint of his Separate Self as all mighty and powerfull ...... but from a standpoint of Non-Dual Energies as they flow in the Universe.
Because the Shaman acts as a link between Totality/Infinity/Spirit .... and the Manifest Reality ....therefore the Shaman is like how The Native Americans say : "A Hollow Bone". And nobody but nobody would like to be a Shaman ... because it would mean of having no attachments .... not to one's own dear life even ... it is the hardest call for anyone .... living.
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We may not all be "Shamans" .... but still, we do have the power to create our own "Dreaming Reality" i.e. we can imitate the Shaman's link with Totality and work with Intent.
I've mentioned this before ...
Quote:in the Buddhist teachings the symbol for compassion is one moon shining while it's image is reflected in one hundred bowls of water. The moon does not demand: "If you open to me, I will do you a favour and shine on you". The moon just shines.
Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche.
To me it spells out two reference points; - the mooness and the water bowlness, and how to combine the two i.e. how to be "here" (water bowlness, relative reference point) and "there" (mooness, absolute .... albeit intuitive .... reference point) .... all at the same time. (Which is like bringing here and there together in terms of here and here, embodying both reference points into a single perception).
Having successfully combined the two reference points within one's awareness, one's being .... mind naturally goes still, enters into non-thought and surrenders .... which brings one back to basic simplicity, basic purity, basic beingness .... in-the-here-and-now .... which is a bit like being-left-nowhere .... or like being-all-dressed-up-and-nowhere-to-go .... kind of place.
So the next thing is to bring this "meditative state" into action.
The feeling I get doing this is like in Japanese Tea Ceremony ... or like doing Tai-Chi .... "time" seems to slow down a bit, which for me means that I have entered into an alpha state .... flow.
Performing non-thought-intent-actions in this meditative-state .... brings a sense of total aloness ... acting-in-the-eyes-of-eternity .... or totality .... kind of feel. Very haunting.
Intent actions are like how to combine intellect, emotion and movement.
Intellect gives intent it's direction, emotion it's energy and action/movement sets the whole intent in co-creative motion. As we know our thoughts, emotions and actions have their consequences, but aware thoughts (and non-thought specifically), aware emotions and aware actions have their aware consequences .... we discover a "Divine echo" .... to them.
In Summary:
Empty Internal Dialogue ... Enter into The Flow Zone & Focus your Intent on Building Personal Power ( i.e. Vital and Shining Energyfield) .... with Every Act You Do .... no matter how ordinary or little the act. (Remembering, that the quality or the Purity of your Energy Field determines what kind of energy you are likely to attract into your Presence and thus have manifested in your life ...... Taking Conscious and Full Responsibility of That .... In The Eyes-of ...Infinity/Totality/Spirit or God if you like. (As Fully Conscious Acts bring about more Awareness back to us).
The more our Energy-Fields start to Shine .... the greater it's Power of Attraction.
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Now with this technique .... if we haven't worked with our minds .... we might manage to build up a total egomaniacal beast full of it's own superiority of it's own power. But it wouldn't take long for the paranoia of our core problem .... our subconscious fear about the truth of me "I" "The Separate Self" not having any real substance to set in .......And The Fear of Death (of our All-Powerfull-Dual-Ego-Minds) would drive us seek "Ally Powers" ..... and submit to their seductions .... A Fate Worse than Death is to seek (not the survival of awareness as such but ...) the survival of Ego (Powers).
So what do you do with this "Personal Power" you have built ?
Give it to Spirit .... to strengthen your personal link with Spirit. All of it !
And then start watching Spirit manifest miracles in your daily life !
The only safeguard of having power is not to have any !
Buddha is a Buddha .... because Buddha isn't a Buddha.
Shaman is a Shaman .... because Shaman isn't a Shaman, but a Hollow Bone .... and the more Hollow the Shaman becomes ... the greater the volume of the Power that can be channeled through him/her.
This is the colour White.
Keep those two colours in perfect balance at all times !
Whatever you want to see manifest in your life .... start building personal power in your energy field towards it ... focus on it .... start getting ready for it .... do everything you can .... then let go and let Spirit bring the manifestation of it to you by entering into receptivity of your intent to come to you.
But like the Shamans of the old we are free to intent a manifestation of something .... but not exactly free to choose what form that something intended will come into manifestation, to us. And the way to the manifestation is through signs and symbols and omens i.e. indications by Spirit.
If our intent f.e.x. is to bind some specific persons to us .... this is a violation of free will .... and shows that the person intending is still very much operating from Separate-Ego-Entrapment-Reference-Point and not truly co-creating with Spirit !
This is my blooming "map" ... one, that isn't worth a cent ! and one it is "time" for me to get rid off .... in order to enter into the flow ....
What's yours ?
Wasn't there a mention in one of the Castaneda books, that we need to take an "inventory" of our belief systems & "patterns" and once the inventory has been taken & energy stalked/freed from those patterns ... it is time to through it all away ! Isn't that the meaning of "Recapitulation" ?
Time to "loose one's mind and come to one's senses !"
Well .... the mind will still be a mechanical tool, but we would have managed to let go/free our identification with it ... as our awareness ....
Artnwere
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Wonderfull article Artnwere))
"This is my blooming "map" ... one, that isn't worth a cent ! and one it is "time" for me to get rid off .... in order to enter into the flow ....
What's yours ?"
Are you asking us to summarize our core as travellers of the path so that we can ambandon it and thus enter its flow? (this is a question so that i am sure i understand what you are asking)) it doesn't have a hidden meaning)) )
"Buddha is a Buddha .... because Buddha isn't a Buddha.
Shaman is a Shaman .... because Shaman isn't a Shaman, but a Hollow Bone .... and the more Hollow the Shaman becomes ... the greater the volume of the Power that can be channeled through him/her."
This is the paradoxe of ultimate power: indeed when we become hollow we are in the most powerfull state. The void lies inside and around us and we can form it at will.
the problem is that when we are trully hollow we have no desire, no intent. All this power and no desire to use it.There is no ego, no personality, just darkness.
It took me some time to realise what Silvio Manuel symbolised in Castaneda but i finally got it. And then you see this paradoxe really exists: hollowness means ultimate power with no intent to use it.
Universe has the most interesting sense of humour))
mmm.. and that's why, maybe, "good" will always be stronger than "evil" Cause "good" can observe and understand the duality. "Evil" by definition has an Intent of acting, and the Intent of acting can't be hollow. So "good" has an universal ace in its sleeve" it CAN be hollow and still be perceive as "good". Evil has to act in an evil direction in order to be perceived as evil. Evil can have purity, but it will always have intent, an agenda.
But then of course.. "good" can't exist either outside of duality..
A shaman as described in Castaneda, can never be really hollow - unless it is a Silvio Manuel type of energy. A Nagual (as a person- leader of group) can never be hollow, because he/she has an agenda, a mission, an Intent that gives him his Identity. The same stands for every member of an energy group, since each energy configuration is a pattern that dictates the behavior of the warrior. A perfect impeccable warrior won't be hollow. No. He/She will be a perfect clear manifestation of it's energy configuration. And this is as far as Castaneda's shamanisme can take one. Maybe.. who knows.. this is as far as a human on this plane can go:as far as its cells allow him.
I haven't made up my mind on this issue yet. But then again.. i don't have to) or do I..?? hihi)) philosophy...hmm..
True hollowness doesn't give a **** about death, nor about going pass the eagle, nor about saving its soul. Hollow is already the void.
So, there, some of my thoughts too)))
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Saranica ....
By ... "this is my blooming map, what's yours ?" ......I meant that it is important for you to know your own mind, "your own blooming map" ... and that you know where you are going ... what your intent is, because if you do not take responsibility of creating your own journey .... chances are somebody or something else will do it for you.
"Universe has the most interesting sense of humour))"
Paradoxes indeed are great .... I don't think, that we truly "get" anything until we see the paradoxicality of any situation really.
"But then of course.. "good" can't exist either outside of duality.."
Yes. Buddhism talks about it in terms of "overcoming moralism" ... which doesn't mean, that we should now all become immoral and evil .... but trying to live up to some mentally created concepts of ideal-sense-of-self , or perfection becomes a total manufactured delusional hang-up.
And besides ...self-importance being the biggest delusion of all ... the stance we take on things, in the name of ....
Thus self-importance be it in the name of "goodness" is violence .... for it doesn't seek alignments, it is arrogance that seeks the control over alignments by pretending they do not exist.
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True hollowness doesn't give a **** about death, nor about going pass the eagle, nor about saving its soul. Hollow is already the void.
Sounds about right to my "map". But are you there yet ?
If not ... then where are you at ?
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Totally loved the idea in CC books about making one's life so impeccable, that every little act we perform is like our last dance on this earth ... in the face of our Death .... or Infinity ...
(for it cuts out all the **** ... and builds "personal power").
And there really is no other way to "stay tuned" to Infinity, but entering into non-thought, as Infinity is a totally open ... limitless situation.
Non-thought also being the only way to fixate our "dreaming body" to Infinity ....
But dancing to our deaths is acknowledging the total vulnerability of our relative reference points. In a way it is to be in a state of an infant. It is also a state of total hopelessness at the same time !
All this is "suffering" (in Buddhist books) but we are brave and fearless enough to take it, (this also marks the entrance point into Tantra ... or Shamanism as I understand it) ... We turn all that into energy ... instead of getting all doomed and gloomed about it.
A Tantric statement says:
Suffering is Energy.
Impermanence is a consort to dance with.
Egolessness is a way to be.
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Don Juan told Carlos repeatedly that "Infinity is all around you"..... but in the same fashion The Wisdom of Infinity is all around us.
(Thus Co-Emergent Wisdom (Buddhist term) is to learn to see the basic messages (hidden) in our life situations, which is also the teaching. It means openness to "Spirit" or "Cosmic" messages that are coming across to us all the time, through phenomena. Acknowledging them, respecting them. Wisdom thus becomes an all-pervasive affair. We may hold some knowledge-mind-stuff, but Wisdom of Infinity is self-existing "radiance" .... in a sense of sun and moon shining .... happening all the time.
Power is vital and important. But working with energy in Shamanic sense Power also becomes a more decentralized process. Like with Infinity and Wisdom of Infinity ... Energy and Power is all and everywhere. Wisdom/Power of Infinity doesn't belong to anybody ... Wisdom simply "radiates" and Power makes thing happen (synchronicities etc.etc.)
If we try to centralize The Wisdom or the Energy of Infinity within ourselves (as something the separate self has) ... then we simply end up closing off from it actually.
Paradoxes indeed are great !
Thus if we walk the gradual Shamanic path ... first it seems that we become "witnesses" to the Wisdom and Power of Infinity and then we learn to dance to it's tune ... thus learning to "utilize" it in specific ways .... and also thus becoming "participants of "IT" ....
And lastly (?) ... we become the Dance, as well as the tuneless tune of Infinity by becoming a "zero" and yet there is this self-existing "radiance" shining through everything.
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So we start to Dance.
Ever Present Force (Death ... Infinity) being like the basic field, the awareness-ground that we dance on.
The Co-Emergent wisdom is there shining through our life situations and our dance is the impeccable action of it.
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That is my dream anyway .... what's yours ?
Meaning that if we don't take responsibility of manifesting our own dreams, chances are that .....
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Just to clarify that last remark ....
It is important, that you know what your Dreams are, and that you take steps to actualise your Dreams in your life, whatever your Dreams may be .... or the chances are ... that somebody who has accumulated more personal power than you will pull you into their Dream.
And what will you be in their Dream ????
A Hero or A Heroine perhaps .... or plain chickenfeed ?
The Power to choose, whether you are The Dreamer or The Dreamed is yours !
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"True hollowness doesn't give a **** about death, nor about going pass the eagle, nor about saving its soul. Hollow is already the void.
Sounds about right to my "map". But are you there yet ?
If not ... then where are you at ?"

No, i am not there.
i do not... wish to be there.
I want to be happy, and be able to contribute to the happyness of the people who contribute to my happyness.
This is my life, during my journey my task is to locate the layers of personality my surroundings have layed on me , comprehend them and let them go, and maybe one day i will see something inside me that shows me what i trully am) and then maybe i will be able to see the world as it trully is.
This is my life, and i want to savour it as much as i can. I want to be happy)) and maybe, if i manage this, then maybe, when the time of my rendez-vous with the void comes i will be fulfilled enough from my life to let it go.
So.. finding my true self and be happy is my dream)
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This conversation is so deep I'm staying out of it...
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Whatever I do, I seem to end up in a *deep ***** with it, because my intent becomes so one-pointedly focused .... (which is a good thing and sometimes not so good thing).
You know how it is with wolfs and "scents" ...
And just how deeply do I want to get into these "Dreaming Practices" & Why ? .... and just "Who am I in doing them ?....
I think I need to take a "breather" to asses the situation and my priorities ....
Artnwere
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I will say as a stalker you seem to withdraw alot..
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