12-06-2017, 12:00 AM
Simply understood, we are NOT free of emanations. Awareness does allow a realization of this fact, and also allows the 'middle' way.
Emanations are perceived and reflected back to us in two ways (with irrelevant degrees of variance between). These two are not opposites, as there are no opposites.
The one way is to succumb to captivation. That is, the emanations can hold you. The other is that you can get perceptually free of the emanations. Neither is good or bad, but do involve dissimilar descriptions.
The emanation epitomizing captivation is resentment. We loathe the existential premise of being at the core.
The emanation epitomizing freedom is excitement. We choose to embrace the existential buzz in spite of the base loathing of reality in play.
Resentment and excitement are biologically manifest in the 'Four F's.
We can be excited whether being predator or the Food, regardless if the buzz comes from Flight or Fight. We can also be resentful whether predator or the Food, especially when consumption is perfunctory. You see this mode expressed with wild caged animals.
F*uck is seemingly delineated, but is not. The female more often represents excitement by being receptive, and the male is in a large sense resentful and violating. Sex is the primary expression of existing in the first place, which is essentially a dubious proposition.
Yet it is clear that excitement exists in the lure of copulation itself, and that the female is naturally vulnerable, whereby sometimes resentful also. And then too, the male can be excited while violating.
I want you to get past the protracted concepts and their meanings here. What I'm driving at is, that awaking to truth has nothing to do with what attributes are derived from emanations, or that these then make up the manifestations. It has everything to do with riding the middle.
As impossible as it may seem, when SEEN with clarity, resentments are as edibly delicious (and HEALTHY) as excitements. Resentments and darkness CAN be equally, positively energetic either passively or in actualization.
Yet, that still would miss my point. It doesn't matter that freedom can be untenable as captivation.
I abide by the middle, the place of no concern. This entails basic objectivity, and nothing more whatsoever. I KNOW.
However, riding the middle is wordiness. It is not to say I cannot move left or right, or even stay left or right. I can be captive or free. Again, one is NOT better or even essentially different than the other.
Riding the middle is about objective choice being the dynamic force. And, when heat or pressure (no matter how intense) impinges on either side, I am absorbing and converting that into energy. My ability to choose is not affected by eating or being eaten, f*ucking or being f*ucked. THIS is the way to live.
There is no phony baloney here.
So, what about authenticity of being and feeling?
"To BELONG to each other we have to SHARE a core sense of our phenomenal isolation-- the ugly and beautiful root separation has to become the bond. Do you know that this is true?
***PASSION is the expression of both our captivity and freedom in isolation, and its release as exclamatory celebration. When SHARED this is LOVE or erotic passion.
I am the author here; these are my ideas and my words.
Emanations are perceived and reflected back to us in two ways (with irrelevant degrees of variance between). These two are not opposites, as there are no opposites.
The one way is to succumb to captivation. That is, the emanations can hold you. The other is that you can get perceptually free of the emanations. Neither is good or bad, but do involve dissimilar descriptions.
The emanation epitomizing captivation is resentment. We loathe the existential premise of being at the core.
The emanation epitomizing freedom is excitement. We choose to embrace the existential buzz in spite of the base loathing of reality in play.
Resentment and excitement are biologically manifest in the 'Four F's.
We can be excited whether being predator or the Food, regardless if the buzz comes from Flight or Fight. We can also be resentful whether predator or the Food, especially when consumption is perfunctory. You see this mode expressed with wild caged animals.
F*uck is seemingly delineated, but is not. The female more often represents excitement by being receptive, and the male is in a large sense resentful and violating. Sex is the primary expression of existing in the first place, which is essentially a dubious proposition.
Yet it is clear that excitement exists in the lure of copulation itself, and that the female is naturally vulnerable, whereby sometimes resentful also. And then too, the male can be excited while violating.
I want you to get past the protracted concepts and their meanings here. What I'm driving at is, that awaking to truth has nothing to do with what attributes are derived from emanations, or that these then make up the manifestations. It has everything to do with riding the middle.
As impossible as it may seem, when SEEN with clarity, resentments are as edibly delicious (and HEALTHY) as excitements. Resentments and darkness CAN be equally, positively energetic either passively or in actualization.
Yet, that still would miss my point. It doesn't matter that freedom can be untenable as captivation.
I abide by the middle, the place of no concern. This entails basic objectivity, and nothing more whatsoever. I KNOW.
However, riding the middle is wordiness. It is not to say I cannot move left or right, or even stay left or right. I can be captive or free. Again, one is NOT better or even essentially different than the other.
Riding the middle is about objective choice being the dynamic force. And, when heat or pressure (no matter how intense) impinges on either side, I am absorbing and converting that into energy. My ability to choose is not affected by eating or being eaten, f*ucking or being f*ucked. THIS is the way to live.
There is no phony baloney here.
So, what about authenticity of being and feeling?
"To BELONG to each other we have to SHARE a core sense of our phenomenal isolation-- the ugly and beautiful root separation has to become the bond. Do you know that this is true?
***PASSION is the expression of both our captivity and freedom in isolation, and its release as exclamatory celebration. When SHARED this is LOVE or erotic passion.
I am the author here; these are my ideas and my words.