04-07-2014, 12:00 AM
I always thought that the sparks in the void were some kind of optical illusion or mental projection,
I never thought that they were real, which is why I never investigated them.
I guess that every subtle detail in dreaming can be important.
When I get a better understanding of what these sparks do.
I can see way more clearly,
but I still have to gather up the energy in me to do it, that part hasn't gotten any easier.
When I dream it is different from any kind of dreaming that I've ever experienced before,
because components of the dream have a physical feeling of fitting together, especially when dealing with aspects which are meant to be in a certain configuration.
I have come up with some names for it, I call it "physical seeying" when observing it, and "physical intent," when using it. In the past, I may have understood how things are supposed to fit together energetically,
but that understanding didn't involvea sensation. This is how you move somebody else's assemblage point, you have to have a bodily sensation of where it belongs.
I had never consciously felt it before, which tells me that I have never met anyone even remotely as powerful as him before. This power of his is not arbitrary though,
it seems to function because his intent matches the intent of the universe, a natural order of things that is invisible until the moment he acts.
Being exposed to this has been a subtle experience on one hand, but profound on another,I've had to adjust my view of reality because of it.
I never thought that they were real, which is why I never investigated them.
I guess that every subtle detail in dreaming can be important.
When I get a better understanding of what these sparks do.
I can see way more clearly,
but I still have to gather up the energy in me to do it, that part hasn't gotten any easier.
When I dream it is different from any kind of dreaming that I've ever experienced before,
because components of the dream have a physical feeling of fitting together, especially when dealing with aspects which are meant to be in a certain configuration.
I have come up with some names for it, I call it "physical seeying" when observing it, and "physical intent," when using it. In the past, I may have understood how things are supposed to fit together energetically,
but that understanding didn't involvea sensation. This is how you move somebody else's assemblage point, you have to have a bodily sensation of where it belongs.
I had never consciously felt it before, which tells me that I have never met anyone even remotely as powerful as him before. This power of his is not arbitrary though,
it seems to function because his intent matches the intent of the universe, a natural order of things that is invisible until the moment he acts.
Being exposed to this has been a subtle experience on one hand, but profound on another,I've had to adjust my view of reality because of it.