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I awake and I drift back to this reality. I remember my night's dreams...Now I arise and become busy, active, alive, moving my blood and bones around the house. Most days I go to my work where I spend long hours. I return home, eat, relax some then go to sleep. Sometimes I get the chance to come here and read the posts and think about more than simply existing. I spend my days never doing enough, never having as much enjoyment as I would like, not being where I want to be but its what it is. So I find what I can, help those who need my help, quietly and mostly alone I have and do spend my awareness. So what is your awareness?
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My awarness is to know that whatever it is that I am doing, or would rather be doing, I am connected to spirit. Helping others reach the nagual is a great intent. Thank you NLW.
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The day begins with singing the world back into being. Who am I? What is required of me today? The usual machinations of the internal dialog running its lists and talking to itself until I remind it with a quiet thought that its services are no longer required. I-Am. That has to be enough. I live a varied life. When I am on the road with our business I am in work mode, slave to a time schedule not of my own choosing, but nonetheless an obligation. Working with the public, I see Life reflected back at me in a mosaic of shapes and sizes - the good, the bad and the ugly, as well as the beautiful and, occasionally, a kindred spirit. At work, I tell stories to people who need to hear them. What does that crystal mean? How does that stone work? What was this herb used for in Renaissance times? At home, I spend too much time in cyberspace, particularly in the summer when it's too hot to go piddle with an unassembled greenhouse. I hear the voice of gnosis, whispering, "You ARE the path." Meaning - I have to take it with me whether I am selling baubles at a Renaissance faire or talking to a seeker, or cleaning the cat box. The I-Am remains the same. What changes is just the scenery and the silly activities. We are the path, manifested. The rest is just window-dressing.
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So what is your awareness?the 'your awareness' point to the ego-personal-ownership experience of Awareness
as for that part, for me, it is a cool experience of being alive and all, with karmic make up, connections, stuff to let go of and callings.
Awareness is quality of the LifeForce - the Nagual Spirit
To open to that through inner silence, undoings, power plants, rituals, art, music ect
this I believe is something that has our Heart in this e-tribe ))))
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E'tribe..I like that Mornings Son. Della as always you delight me with your kindred spirit M'Dear. Forming warriors, watching the sky, c'mon rain clouds I need your cleansing!
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My days are spent alone, even though I am surrounded by people. The task is to see all is equal. No matter how many times its said, or how often its heard, the truest phrase is death makes everything equal. So if I do not feel equal, I know I am not in a correct perception. It does not matter if everyone else does not realize the equality. What everyone else perceives is their perception. So if someone with enoumous self importance is in my path, its only my own self importance that would care about theirs, hence its all my responsibility, regardless of their awareness, its all my responsibility to tend to my own...hence I am entirely alone, the exception is the occasional kindred spirit moment when someone knows what I'm saying because they see this too. It's not morbid...death. In fact its the fairest of them all.
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At the moment for me I am being surrounded by like minded people, so much so it is almost overwhelming the about of connections and synchronicities I have been having. I am filled with a new, almost giddy energy, I suppose the energy of the Divine Feminine, finally she is returning in a big way, and I am lucky that she is rushing through me, opening me up in ways I have only dreamed about. My days are filled with moments of knowing, seeing patterns in everything, thinking of something I would like to go do or have, and then boom, someone shows up on my doorstep and gives it to me, or provides a way for it to happen. Total magic. Total Joy, it is interesting how resistant I am or maybe suspicious of this feeling of Joy, like I am waiting for the opposite to show up too. My biggest focus these days is to focus on my heart chakra, to blend and merge the opposites withing, to achieve the totality of myself. I know that the heart center is the key for whatever energies are to come, I don't know what that will be, but my intuition keeps saying "focus on your heart".
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"Focus on your heart" very good intent for a warrior.
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Everything in Sorcery is the manipulation of the assemblage point. The color of my energy is Amber. I see the whitish glow around everything else, due to the collective assemblage point of humans. That is seeing energy. It is time for the collective assemblage point of man to switch its hue to another color.....not the hue of the sorcerers of antiquity nor the hue of the modern man. It is time for a conscious evolution.....enough of the doomsday people........we are connected to everything through awareness, that is how and why we are allowed to keep our awareness.
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I'm in shear panic, but keeping on the upside I am keenly aware of the shear power of remembering. it just feels good to summon up positivity. no matter how hellish, confusing, or boring things are it seems that something special and meaningful may be just a breath away!!! and that's all i have to say about that.
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