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[Kaomea]

Dreaming last night!

Saw my buddy! Long dream story short, I met up with him in his dream. His family was there in the background. I gave him a couple of my clothes to wash, since I was far from home. He did. He was nice to me. He didn't say much.

Later in the dream a few of us went outside. We watched wild animals and they were creating some dusty weather conditions. An orange/gold light effect was beautiful. I was thinking how incredible this felt.

Throughout the dream and the changing environments I felt that he loved me. He never said it, but it was easy to feel. He wanted me to love him too, as I also felt the sadness in him from knowing I didn't feel the same. I do, in a way. Not in the lusty or romantic sense that he loves me. But in the sense that I love what he represents. I love that he's human. I love that he feels. I love that he gives a sht about people. I love him, but I'm not in love with him.

Also. I think it's lame people hide their feelings. There seems to be a lot of shame associated with emotions and that's silly to me.

Anyways, keep dreaming!

The truth is out there and the dreamers are the key

Sidenote: I may or may not have been me in the dream. Maybe I was impersonating someone my buddy loved. Maybe I was me. I don't know, it was just a nice dream because of the love and the gorgeous visuals. A must share because I love when brains connect ??

[Kaomea]

Discussion:
The sand and orange remind me of this video, but it opens the door to a different discussion too.



As an example, Nicki has many faces. Everyone does. For those of who have been around for eons, they have more masks to choose from. Do we see the illusion or the real? What is real?

Emotions show us what is real. Emotions are more powerful than the greatest of illusions. The most powerful are those who are most connected to their emotions because that is the seat of intuition.

Hence, do not be afraid of emotion. Wield it. It's a tool to access inner power and you're in it to win, buddy

[serloco]

Yes and no. As usual. I am my own sort. Emotions don't lie, and I love being able to be a seer and witness them real. But on the other hand, what is real can be easily faked. I have positions that entail me showing fake images and projections of myself. Illusions of emotions. I would fool you.

[Kaomea]

serloco wrote:
Yes and no. As usual. I am my own sort. Emotions don't lie, and I love being able to be a seer and witness them real. But on the other hand, what is real can be easily faked. I have positions that entail me showing fake images and projections of myself. Illusions of emotions. I would fool you.

I'm easy to fool everyone fooled me lol. I aspire to be less naive in the future

[Kaomea]

Dreams from this morning.

The days of explaining myself through extensive text are gone. Obviously there's more to successful communication than merely speaking the same language

Sen and I spoke about stuff while he was showing me a new game he's playing. It looked pixelated, similar to Mario Bro. He told me the name, but I couldn't remember it.

We talked about Wg and he asked me something. I can't recall the question but I remember the emotion was he was trying to understand. He really seemed to care about the answer. I can't remember what I told him, but I know I woke up and thought about it all day.

So I have a video to explain. The main point is that dogma causes people to detach from a group. Ain't nobody got time for dogma and so the support I offered here and personally was mostly removed. Yet, I make sure I'm not entirely out of reach. I'm available, but not to be convinced or persuaded I'm available to be loved unconditionally

As an aside, the emotion of anger or hate often arises from a lack of understanding. A refusal to see from the eyes of another. That's the one thing I've always admired about you. You're willing to see from any set of eyes. Not only see, but also feel. It's beautiful.

The aside: Hate and resentment is a disease. It causes growth to slow and eventually stop. Love cures hate and to achieve love understanding must occur.

This segment is a long ramble and roundabout manner of answering your question from dreaming:


And for those who don't know the prophet referenced:


I never try to destroy people. Sadly, they're excellent at doing it themselves.

There's a bigger fight out there and I was searching for friends. I didn't find many here (and that's ok really).

[serloco]

Kaomea wrote:
serloco wrote:
Yes and no. As usual. I am my own sort. Emotions don't lie, and I love being able to be a seer and witness them real. But on the other hand, what is real can be easily faked. I have positions that entail me showing fake images and projections of myself. Illusions of emotions. I would fool you.

I'm easy to fool everyone fooled me lol.  I aspire to be less naive in the future

that's because you ARE a fool!! foo!!

[Kaomea]

serloco wrote:
Kaomea wrote:

I'm easy to fool everyone fooled me lol.  I aspire to be less naive in the future

that's because you ARE a fool!! foo!!

I'm quite the fool for love. Happens to the best of us Oh the things I've done for love lol. If anyone is a fool, it most certainly is moi. Best thing I've ever been.

[serloco]

Yeah me too. I keep getting older and not finding my soul mate. I hope that one day soon I shall fall head over heels in love. I look back on mym previous relationships and found I didn't fall in love as much as I thought I had. It was more like friendships. Love has been scarce for me. I found I can command myself to fall in love, and have done so a few times. As well as command people to fall in love with me. I got a lot of flack over this on a spiritual forum a while back. Some think love should be natural and not forced and yet I found if you can command love then why not? I would like to find a girl who suits me. My match.

I been studying Chinese traditions lately. Daoism specifically. I been focusing on my shen, which is the heart center. Shen is spiritual energy of the higher self, and manifests as love and compassion, selfless nature. Aside from dualism. I been trying to find unconditional love for everyone, friend and enemy alike.

[Kaomea]

Good for you, but I'm not all that interested in your love life :/ I'm too busy with my own xD

[serloco]

Well I don't care that you don't care, so muuh. I remember before leaving my old dimension, I had a girl I loved. I would walk out into the city everyday to meet an ally. I would cross over into the iob world then walk back home to my girl. Over a few weeks of this I got lost, and couldn't find my way home. I lost her. I lost my family. They all think I am dead now. I would love to go back home and plan on trying soon. I am stronger now, and better now. No more twin cities and twin dimensions for me. I wanna head home after 15 long years of being lost.

[Kaomea]

Lol.

You're a free agent. No ball and chain. Your fate is in your hands.

[serloco]

I would like to think so too. I used to pray, at the time I left home. I prayed that I would help the world. I had seen the essence of my attention being reality. I knew my judgements were active and that if people just knew how to judge correctly then the world would be a better place. I cried that night and prayed to God to help people. That night I saw the eagle, and a static light, from the tumbler. I jumped in and saw everything and nothing, the balance of life and death creating a pure choice. I used that choice to make the world a better place so far. But still I think its time I be heading home if I can. Perhaps the old earth world could benefit from me now.

[Kaomea]

Crazy! Good luck with all that. May you find the meaning of happiness.

[serloco]

Oh I am very happy. I love life so much. I get loads of different varieties of it too. I was just talking to billy yesterday about how much I love life. My mind is healthy, my body is healthy. People are so great. Fall is turning colors. I couldn't ask for anything more really.

[Kaomea]

I'm glad things are well for you

[serloco]

Thanks!

[Kaomea]

You're welcome lol

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