01-29-2018, 12:00 AM
Traveling. A lot.
Eventually, my friend talks to me so we chat like normal. He's asking how things are and I give him an honest reply. I explain where my head is. I'm also playing music on my end. I finish my rant about life with a mail room joke, an new song begins to play, he asks what song it is, I tell him. He says he likes it. I know he does.
Finally, at the end of a really nice and open conversation when I ask for his advice he tells me maybe the voices in my head aren't real. Mother f*cker he is one of the voices in my head! I slam down my imaginary telephone (I end our connection) and wake up.
Actually, what he implied was that I was overreacting to a situation that may not be real. Which, to me, is not very helpful advice. There are many things NOT real, like shared dreaming, and yet we're doing it. Right now. So. His ability to think abstractly wasn't set in the on position at that moment.
Eventually, my friend talks to me so we chat like normal. He's asking how things are and I give him an honest reply. I explain where my head is. I'm also playing music on my end. I finish my rant about life with a mail room joke, an new song begins to play, he asks what song it is, I tell him. He says he likes it. I know he does.
Finally, at the end of a really nice and open conversation when I ask for his advice he tells me maybe the voices in my head aren't real. Mother f*cker he is one of the voices in my head! I slam down my imaginary telephone (I end our connection) and wake up.
Actually, what he implied was that I was overreacting to a situation that may not be real. Which, to me, is not very helpful advice. There are many things NOT real, like shared dreaming, and yet we're doing it. Right now. So. His ability to think abstractly wasn't set in the on position at that moment.