11-08-2014, 12:00 AM
I almost forgot, the memory came back to me JUST now so naturally I must write it down while I can remember.
Last night, at some point, I remember becoming aware that I was asleep, only I was in my bed. I became aware that I was in my dreaming body which was just superimposed on top of my real body.
Once I realized this, I began coaxing myself to rise away from my body. I also remembered that at any moment I was going to get scared, so I made an effort to keep calm. I managed to gently rise. At this point things get fuzzy, I remember attempting to move away, and found myself slipping down, and eventually to the floor. At this point I was not sure if I had wasi n my real body, sleep-walking and wallowing on the floor, or in the dreaming body. This is where my memory begins to fade.
But on a seperate note. For several nights I have felt a 'friendly' but hauntingly otherwordly presence. It seems to try to talk to me, it feels a bit electric but firey. Last night I had a dream that this presense was speaking to me, and that it had been looking at the various boat ramps in my town (I live on the coast in a small fishing village), and how it wished 'oh so much' that it could manifest itself a one of these boat ramps and go fishing with one of the fisherman. So I said, "Well, you hsould, what's stopping you?"
Then waht sounded like a bloodcurtling scream some blocks away woke me up in the wee hours of the morning. I was a little scared of going back to sleep, but got water etc then fell asleep again.
UMM I cant recall if the out of body experience happened before OR after the scream.
I was just thinking to myself 'still not looking at my hands but having strange dreams', and then I remembered this.
Progress of a sort eh? But have to do better!
I had someone write down a number on a pieace of paper and place it up high in another room. Its been there almsot 3 weeks. I am to go read the number with the dream body and report it accurately. May take a while yet.
Last night, at some point, I remember becoming aware that I was asleep, only I was in my bed. I became aware that I was in my dreaming body which was just superimposed on top of my real body.
Once I realized this, I began coaxing myself to rise away from my body. I also remembered that at any moment I was going to get scared, so I made an effort to keep calm. I managed to gently rise. At this point things get fuzzy, I remember attempting to move away, and found myself slipping down, and eventually to the floor. At this point I was not sure if I had wasi n my real body, sleep-walking and wallowing on the floor, or in the dreaming body. This is where my memory begins to fade.
But on a seperate note. For several nights I have felt a 'friendly' but hauntingly otherwordly presence. It seems to try to talk to me, it feels a bit electric but firey. Last night I had a dream that this presense was speaking to me, and that it had been looking at the various boat ramps in my town (I live on the coast in a small fishing village), and how it wished 'oh so much' that it could manifest itself a one of these boat ramps and go fishing with one of the fisherman. So I said, "Well, you hsould, what's stopping you?"
Then waht sounded like a bloodcurtling scream some blocks away woke me up in the wee hours of the morning. I was a little scared of going back to sleep, but got water etc then fell asleep again.
UMM I cant recall if the out of body experience happened before OR after the scream.
I was just thinking to myself 'still not looking at my hands but having strange dreams', and then I remembered this.
Progress of a sort eh? But have to do better!
I had someone write down a number on a pieace of paper and place it up high in another room. Its been there almsot 3 weeks. I am to go read the number with the dream body and report it accurately. May take a while yet.