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Florinda explained that when she or her peers talked about time, they were not referring to something which is measured by the movement of a clock. Time is the essence of attention; the Eagle's emanations are made out of time; and properly, when one enters into any aspect of the other self, one is becoming acquainted with time.
Florinda assured me that that very night, while we sat in formation; they had had their last chance to help me and the apprentices to face the wheel of time. She said that the wheel of time is like a state of heightened awareness which is part of the other self, as the left side awareness is part of the self of everyday life, and that it could physically be described as a tunnel of infinite length and width; a tunnel with reflective furrows. Every furrow is infinite, and there are infinite numbers of them. Living creatures are compulsorily made, by the force of life, to gaze into one furrow. To gaze into it means to be trapped by it, to live that furrow.
She asserted that what warriors call will belong to the wheel of time. It is something like the runner of a vine, or an intangible tentacle which all of us possess. She said that a warrior's final aim is to learn to focus it on the wheel of time in order to make it turn.
Warriors who have succeeded in turning the wheel of time can gaze into any furrow and draw from it whatever they desire, such as the cosmic vagina. To be trapped compulsorily in one furrow of time entails seeing the images of that furrow only as they recede. To be free from the spellbinding force of those grooves means that one can look in either direction, as images recede or as they approach.
The Eagles Gift
Carlos Castaneda
Dreaming last night, what was described above was witnessed. Dreaming outside of Time and Space.
It was interesting watching 'society' and their attention all focused on the furrows; seperate yet all leading in the same direction.
Curious as to others experience with what CC wrote above.
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Separate Realities... Alternate dimensions... one mirror set up to face another. Infinite possibilities. Daily life.
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Well just two nights ago I entered into the 'stream of time'. It was curved (maybe formed a wheel?)
There was a gateway further that I stepped though.
But thats another story. The connection to Will is to be examined.
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The furrows to me is another description of assemblage points and these particular ones described in your dream is that of common society aps.
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QUOTE: selfhealedmadman! "Warriors who have succeeded in turning the wheel of time can gaze into any furrow and draw from it whatever they desire, such as the cosmic vagina."
well thats ridiculous!
do you want me to say why or can someone else..?
Well as usual im going to tell you!
THE VAGINA BECKONS...
the inherant awarness of the feminine far outstrips masculine "inherancy"
its a million year chain of birthing pain...
you cant beckon one of these!
and even if you wish the POTENTIAL awarness of the future VAGINA!
It is the VAGINA THAT BECKONS....
is it is the carrier of potential awareness!
The secret curve... is the resting shape a vagina physically exists as!
you as a man or KNOWN vessel.. cannot ever see the secret curve.. as any attempt you make to discover it... DISTORTS it with your expectation....
even if you are lucky enough to physically effect one... It is still you who is the betrayer of secretness... essentially standing alone and stupid!
(do you know what a woman is?)
You cannot beckon a vagina...
in their secretness.. of inifinite age...
and their secretness of potential infinity.....
it is the jewel of immpecability...
to aquiesce to what they beckon from your deeper nature...
rather than try to stick it in like a man does!
every man can destroy a secret curve with his isolation.
VERY FEW... can turn the secret curve into a shape that carries no KNOWN energy...
It happens when a man loses his virginity with a woman..
and when he has become enlightened!
think back to your youth...
before you ever stuck it in a vagina..
you did not know what one was...
and for all your beckoning... as you didnt know what it was... you could not grip it in any way!
accumulated stupidity through sexual history....
makes you incapable of being tantricly present in sex...
becasue you already think you know what it feels like..
and as such.. you are destroying its secret curve.. with your FEELINGS AND EXPECTATION!BULLDOZING perfection,,,,,
even if you are impotent as a man...
you will discover.. that if you drop all your expectations of what a Vagina actually is!
it can BECKON something from you..
SOMETHING its secret curve wants from a man!
something you forgot you had...
because you are pointing your penis at all the "PAST" ideas of vagina...
rather than the future!
which is the unknown potential energy embodied by the secret curve.. that knows what it wants..(THANKYOU) takes a bow!.
ESSENTIALLY_ the part of you which you attempt to beckon a vagina with... is standing still......
but as it is beckoning it is the part that the secret curve dislikes..
its why the female is the unknown!
next we will talk about anal rimming!
sorry its all the talk of furrows!
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"The vagina beckons!"
Heh....thanks for making my day, Rosy. You're a hoot!
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well not to put too fine a point on it! (ha)
if the vagina is the east it is TIME..
as logic is the mind.. expectation destroys times PRESENT impact!
there is a SPACE element to the vagina..
which is beckonable..
but only through your need to be taught!
but space is destructive to the human mind!
perhaps thinking about sex in the past...
as all the times you were not getting laid...
and the future as something else would help!
perfect TONAL beckons!
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rosygyro wrote:
well not to put too fine a point on it! (ha)
if the vagina is the east it is TIME..
as logic is the mind.. expectation destroys times PRESENT impact!
there is a SPACE element to the vagina..
which is beckonable..
but only through your need to be taught!
but space is destructive to the human mind!
perhaps thinking about sex in the past...
as all the times you were not getting laid...
and the future as something else would help!
perfect TONAL beckons!Please define perfect.
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The assemblage point is the mystery...
the human counterpart is the subjective experiment to its movement
a man who chooses his assemblage positions...
becomes a beast od burden within his own cocoon of likes and dislikes
a warrior sets his assemblage on a path.. energised with his intent!
over time he experiences many frames of reference and worldview..
these give him totality of awarness...
which he would never have chosen under his own desires...
the warriors assemblage point is like a bird taking flight...
or like an animal that accompanies a hunter...
the two are symbiotic of a single cry!
when the bird is flying, or the wolf howling, or the lion playing!
the tonal is perfected...
when the assemblage point is an extension of a mans desire.. it is no longer living!
it has become a tool...much like the person!
Perfect- without flaw...
perfect day to die- the divine ritual!
perfect day to make love- the divine ritual.
perfect- to recognise every other being... as having a thin veil of absolute nothingness between him and you!!!
in essence the confusing quick spirit of the nagual...creates a trap of illusion nourishment and omen...
regardless of how you are fooled or victorious...
the nagual creates the show..
other people are a mystery....you cannot cut through the thin veil of the nagual to find another...
the only way is IN.. to the centre of yourself.. where your follies collide.....
maybe then the nothingness expresses a second angle!
PERFECT!
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Thank you Rosy.
The thin line between visions and fantasies is painted by the stroke of accomplishments.
While the journey to excellence begins with an image, a vision of what is to be, it will end in mere fantasy and speculation without the "Will to accomplish," the determination to take the steps necessary to make the Dream into a concrete reality, the obsessive commitment to `endeavor to persevere' towards that goal no matter what, and of course, the sense to alter the Dream as circumstances change in the face of reality.
Thus, the difference between a vision and a fantasy has to do with the degree to which these mental images or scenarios can be realized with the resources at hand, and the extent to which we are willing to commit those resources to its concrete enactment.
Of yourself, demand perfection, but settle for excellence. Demand the impossible, expect to fall short, settle for the incredible. Of others, recognize excellence, but be prepared to dispense compassion.
A lack of appreciation for the struggle to achieve perfection is endemic in our society.
Ideas such as "good enough," or "if it ain't broke don't fix it," while subservient to the demands of expediency, if employed as life-guiding principles become the seeds of mediocrity and apathy, sown for short term gain but offering few rewards to reap in the long run.
By demanding perfection from ourselves we catapult our very existence into a higher plane of artistic accomplishment with whatever resources we are afforded at the moment.
By recognizing that perfection is a direction and not a goal, and learning to be content with our best attempt to enact the perfect ideal, we embrace excellence as a life-style.
Equally, we must recognize the inherent difficulties and demands in adhering to a life of excellence, the extra-ordinary effort that it entails, and not be condescending but rather compassionate and understanding toward our fellow human being for whom the path of mediocrity has become the norm.
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in addition to agreement with everything you just said!
throughout my path! i have created "common flows" of global need...
that is to say..
AS my main concern is to usurp or disrupt the habitual assemblage.. in the form of a cosmic trigger, or catalyst.....and liberate not only myself but also my feelow man from mediocrity...
there are avenues of power within my tonal...that have strength.. that is universal.. in the form of common factors of the shared assemblage...
as such there have been times...when i have used the rat race... or the normal world as a type of failsafe machine!!!
the best way to describe it is...
if your mind and emotions are completeley destroyed but you live in a city..
you discover that the city has a life flow all of its own...
it is mainly geared around shopping and public transport.. But there was a period of time..
where i was only able to survive... through a form of mimic of the normal world!!!
I was for all intents and purposes a shell that moved as the others...
however my perception within my chirade...was ruination itself!
almost like a robot i used civilisation to describe my actions...
and the shared assemblage flows to keep me alive......
had i not had the knowledge of shared assemblage flows...
i would still be sitting on the stairs hugging myself ... caught in the madness of power!
The madness of power....Tortured me to the brink!!!!!
but had a intended sanity or sobriety i would have achieved it.. but lost everything i loved!
a nervous breakdown in not frowned apon... but it does mark the end of some avenues of warriorship!
everyone seeks intensity..... seriously everyone seeks intensity!
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