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'Ravenna: Please try this small meditation. This demo is not my invention and is used in many different psychotrainings. It is possible that you have already come across it. So, find a calm place, and adopt a comfortable position either sitting or lying down. Close your eyes and try to remember the contents of your personal library or book collection. Recall the books that you like most of all. Recollect the approximate period of your life when you were reading each one of those books. What life events were linked with these books? As you proceed with this exercise imagine that you are throwing each recapitulated book into the fire. Recapitulate the first 10 of your most beloved books very meticulously. Say farewell to them and throw them into the imaginary fire. If your personal library is too big then begin to throw armfuls of books into the fire. Keep aware of your feelings, emotions and thoughts. Some people find this meditation to be very brutal. Anyway, I ask you to accomplish it and briefly describe your feelings and thoughts. I especially emphasize that this exercise should be done as a meditation. Do not burn any real books. There is no need to build any real campfires. Your books will be useful to your children, relatives and friends. The burning of your books is only IMAGINARY!!!'
'Ravenna: After you've accomplished this small exercise there are two options available to you. The first leads to recapitulation - you may continue using this technique by paying attention to different objects in your house and local environment. The second option is more brutal. Some of you have noticed there is a certain unwillingness to burn the books. Let's call this unwillingness a "barrier" which you were forced to overcome. I offered you a 'soft' exercise to achieve this. If you were unable to sense this barrier then try to imagine burning more important stuff. Beloved pets and close friends used to be focused on in this way for people at the training courses of military parapsychologists. What are these extreme measures for? They are used so that you can sense the 'barrier' of consciousness. Buddhists say that the adept must "kill Buddha" in order to reach enlightenment. It is considered to be the highest overcoming of the main barrier of consciousness. But first they have [to 'kill' - not literally of course] gods, mother and father, sisters and brothers. We are the dreamhackers and that's why we'll be considering this 'barrier' as a special program of consciousness which corrects our behaviour. Any program can be equipped with additional stuff which will allow you to use this program for your own needs. Two days remain until the beginning of our research. Try another small meditation. Repeat, with your imagination, the exercise that was given to CC (Carlos Castaneda) by don Juan. Imagine that you have caught a rabbit in your trap - an innocent and beautiful animal. You must ask it to forgive you and deprive its life in some way. Your specific task is to locate the 'barrier' - the feeling of unwillingness and pity. You don't even need to imagine killing this rabbit. Just sense the barrier and enter this program. Locate all the nuances which this program creates in your body and consciousness. Spend some time and energy on this and get the barrier studied. We will need this for further research.'
I think, the demo turned out to be small and efficient. For those, who haven't found the barrier, I will just give a hint, that your "missing barrier" is a barrier, burdened by the complex of "peculiarity". This means, it will be more difficult for you to master the material. The complex of peculirarity makes you fight, unconsciously disguise the obvious. This is not an accusation, but a chance for deeper self-stalking. Commenting on the feedback of other participants, I wish to notice, that the core of the barrier is still the fear. Fear of different levels and quality. If you focus on stalking, on overcoming the first enemy - these barriers will become your control points in self-cultivation. Barriers cannot be evaded, they cannot be wrapped in comfortable rubbish. Barriers are to be overcomed. Fear of height? Do a bungee jump, or a parachute jump. Fear of water? Try diving. Fear of animals? Get yourself a pet, take the whole responsibility for it. And so on. Purposeful and permanent overcoming of the barriers will cause irreversible process in the program of consciousness, which so-called extremals are very familiar with. But extremals have a lack of coverage in consideration of this interesting process - breakiing of all barriers. Me and you are the hackers of a special kind. That's why I'm asking you not to throw the whole of yours into extreme, but to approach consciously to overcoming of every barrier you find in your mind. A very good example was given by Don Juan, when he talked about his misadventures in a woman's dress. Such an extreme for Mexico, where one could be easily killed if such cross-dressing is noticed. Your life is also full of possibilities of extreme. But, I repeat, it must be CONSCIOUS. Furthermore, the process must be PERMANENT. This is about two or three years. I am not calling you to take this exact path. We've conducted a small demo of the possibilities you always have on tap - recapitulation and overcoming of fear. Our next task and research goal is improving dreaming, namely, crossing the second gates... but in the hackers' way, of course.
Ravenna: Barriers are linked directly with way of life which we learn from babyhood. For some nations animal killing is common act. Farmers and farmworkers kill livestock almost every day just because they have to eat something. In childhood my brother shot sparrows with slingshot and brought trophies home with hunters pride. Everyone of us has his own barriers which are archetypal with barriers of other people though. For instance, you are not afraid of being photographed. But there are nations in Far North who consider that photo deprives a part of soul from them. Appearance of photographer provokes unpleasant bodily senses for those people. At the same time they easily cut reindeers like you cut bread. Core of barriers is fear wraped in layers of views, belief, habits, rules of behaviour…
arialera-777: It's provided to be hard to kill. I've visualised dears, relatives, friends and have burned them. It was painful to see this. They suffered. Then I asked myself same question as khronos(it's a nickname) did. Why not burn myself? I have burned myself. It's seems to be easier. But maybe we mix up something? Ravenna, there are no nations in world who kill relatives, maybe we fight something more serious than just attachment behavior, not necessary dependencies and stereotypical thinking… something that lies in human nature… and if thoughts considered to be material can it be true that good visualisated meditation will affect reality. Ravenna: Arialera I haven't asked you to kill humans. I've even told you that it's not necessary to kill imagined rabbit. It's sufficient to have a sensation of barrier! It doesn't matter for programs of consciousness how you disrupt directive line - with fixation of attention, with imagined killing or with real slaughter. There's a block of comparison further in program - if "yes", then => action one; if "no", then => action two. You can jump from tenth floor or just silently smile in order to overcome barrier. It's said in zen that weak master draws sword from sheath and strong master will reflect blow with smile. I suggest that warriors way consists of understanding this "small things". But we have been doing small demo. It'll show you later whom you were. I hope that our further researches will advance you in understanding your barriers. Possibly after a couple of months you will read your own posts and see a difference between you from past and those whom you will become.
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The self appearing task of "killing animals" which has been done by so many people here, still, has helped many of them feel the barrier of pity. If
to work with this barrier you can reach the "non-pity" space. I've not really killed anybody meditating - all this "burning" is done in
Revision. But the feeling is like after the burning books meditation. This is the breaking useless ties feeling. - * - * - Such meditation technique makes me
feel familiar feelings close to Revision ones and breaking the feeling of self importance which often appears in fears and pity. Breaking it you get fragments
which then you "delete from the program". It's important not to miss them. Mosquito seems to have bigger importance than an elephant. Tender body
of a kitten makes people feel more pity than an old body of a street cat. Close people seem to have much bigger importance than the ones we've never known
just because no energetic connections have been formed with them. These same connections "escape" from consciousness unless you begin to
"untangle" them Revising patiently, researching. I try to improvise. Meditating I accept Death. I realize that all who seems so important will die
and so shall I. All importance exists relatively us while we cling to things. The closer we are to realizing Death and equality of things in the universe the
less we cling, gradually stop to pity and suffer. It's amazing how complicated and complex the feeling of self importance is and how many faces it has. - *
- * - Degree of detachment is what matters. The longer it is saved and deepened the stronger we are against the barrier. This detachment stands beside non-pity
(don't confuse it with cruelty). Breaking the barriers with power, you feel unusual lightness and freedom. You just want to get rid of all and float never
regretting or pitying anything. You feel happiness of some new freedom. Travelling you "get untied" from habitual life and family, you see them
soberly and without indulging. You also leave many people "behind" understanding how meaningless it is to waste power for keeping energy taking
relationships. Travelling you get rid of all what ties and what is not really needed. The big barrier is the barrier of our comfort zone. Around this zone-core
our values and affections stand which illusionary seem much more important than the ones of the others. The higher this barrier is the harder it is to leave
home, routines, habits, people, things etc. I've "burned" affections/possessions. Feelings are next: the wish to burn more, the wish to just get
rid of all comes and wanting to go to the new journey. I've "burned" people (not in fire, this act is close to revision). Feelings are light.
Feelings of freedom and equality of things arrive. Yes, this is that detachment. The main thing now is not to lose it returning "home", contacting
your past, family. But those will be different people and their words will echo somewhere far away, phantasmal images of known and unknown people will play the
same slow movie which used to have huge meaning for us and now reminds of an old spoiled videotape. Such movie is much easier to notice traveling. Fears will
want to take control over you as soon as you lose the detachment. Feeling of falling, losing the balance and peace in soul will follow. This is when "all
collapses". We need to be always on the alert. You build the dam and look after it not to get holes in it.
DarkLight that was some excellent and thorough insight into the task. The main two things I became aware of when doing these 'barrier' tasks, was
firstly the almost physical sensation that I was up close to some sort of barrier, the feeling of a wall in front of me when I would attempt to enter into the
barrier 'program'. Also, preceeding this I noticed how distracted my thoughts became. It seemed to take ages to just visualise myself throwing the
books in the fire.
I sensed this barrier that Ravenna was speaking of. It was a definite resistance that I felt. When I faced the resisitance I was able to delve deeper into
the structure and see how each one of the books felt like it had an invisible root and each root attached in such a way to the next. As the memories flowed
there was also a tendency to lose site of the books and other thougths come in to distract from the purpose. While doing the exercise today I also noticed
how my mind wanted to wander off drift and lose focus, it was more apparent this time of doing it. Each one of the early memories had showed me how important
I felt at the time and how my importance grew more and more. The more recent the books the more I noticed I didn't want to let them go as easily and toss
them in the fire.
Araknida
The more joyful the memories about the book were or the more the important the persons affiliated with those memories were, the more intensively
I felt the "barrier". When I first felt it I tried to examine it further and see what it was really about. There was some reluctance to burn the
books I recapitulated. It wasn't because of the fear of letting go or losing memories or anything like that. It was more about emotions... the books that
included very intense emotions were the hardest ones to burn. With those books I took the most time hanging the book over the fire before dropping it in it.
I have burned many bridges before, very important ones too and it has become somehow an easy act to me but this wasn't any of the kind. It wasn't
sadness I felt when doing this, not remorse or sorrow. Something like a mix between melancholy and nostalgy. This was more about my memories of emotions than
the actual happening memories. It was about myself and how I define myself, through emotions and those moments where I have felt them. The next question
was... Why was I reluctant to burn those books with the most intensive emotions included? I couldn't find out the answer and thus I threw the first book
into the fire clearly feeling the "barrier" that urged me to pick the book up from the fire and save whatever was left from it. I didn't, and
with every book I threw into the fire the "barrier" became more and more clear but still I was unable to realize what it truly was that kept me
hesitating while feeding the fire with books I had emotional ties with.
zalia_smilga
I tried small demo several times and got different results. At first I did as Ravenna instructed, burned books. To give a brief info, I always
was passionate about the books and it was a surprise to see me without a book in my hands. So one could presume, that it should be extremely hard to get rid
of them while meditating. However, I didn't feel almost any tension to burn the most remarkable books I have read and put them one after another in the
fire. I thought that there might be something wrong not to feel the barrier, described by Ravenna and other members, so decided to redo the demo once more.
But this time I chose more personal object to burn-my diary, which in some sense could take a form of a book;]The experience was completely different from
the previous one. The barrier appeared both in mental and physical ways. I felt myself keeping my diary in my hands, but as soon as I approached fire, I
would lose the thread of the thought and find myself in some other place. It was like and invisible shield bouncing my attempts away. At the same time I felt
hot and cold waves running through my body one after the other (that I usually feel when a fear appears, though this time the fear wasn't conscious).
Finally I managed to concentrate all my mind and after probably the fifth attempt threw the diary in the fire. The moment was of relief, like before my body
was tightened to the weights and after that released from them, but as well of immediat fear, that I lost the weights, which kept me stable on the
ground.
The most difficult was to burn my magical books. They either don't burn, a fire elemental or someone wants to take them away. I had to tear those
appart, sprinkle water, fight with the guy who wanted to take them, burn them many times. A lot of work I say! My Tarot cards didn't want to burn
too! They formed a vertical circle around the fire... but I managed to burn them seeing to it that the cards and the books turn to ashes. I became kind
of exhausted so I stopped. I guess it leads to a kind of let go feeling...mhm.
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Ravenna: We are entering path that people haven't walked about 25 centuries. We will explore it slowly and carefully. After small demo of ours in russian Internet I've been charged in learning you to burn books and kill rabbits  What'll be further!!! We will engage in truly other-wordly deeds that can be reached through the path across multitude of barriers. This barriers can be overcome only by practising stalking. From otherside people will consider that we do horrific voodoo, sorcery and other devilry. It's all right. Heroes will be those who with me. At the beginning of our research I suggest you to make some assumptions: 1. we can use different systems of phenomenology to describe program of dreaming. For instance, I can assume that several worlds that neighbouring to our physical world are build on basic elements - earth, water, air, fire. In proof of this affirmation I can give descriptions of dreaming world. Have you flown in dream? Have you swum in dream? Have you seen fires and burning objects? Have you made steps on earth in dream? Of course, later on, we'll try to transfer this settings into hackers kind. But now, I think, it is accessible if we'll use basic elements for setting up the process of dreaming. 2. judging by books of CC, basic elements influence in some way on formation of spaces that are dwelled with beings from other worlds. Recall Castnedas describings of different kinds of allies. Some of them use water environment, some use hollow spaces in earth, some use air, some use fire. We'll take this in account also and will use as hackers trick. I'll continue to load you with my guessing later. And now here's simple task. Let's use power and features of basic elements for dreaming set up. 1. Find a place in your everyday world where you could find friable fertile ground - i.e., park ground, lawn, in your courtyard. {We'll separate earth into four categories - mud(earth+water), fertile ground (earth+earth), dust (earth+air) and stone (earth+fire).} It'll be better if there's nobody near you. Loosen ground with spade, stick, hands and with all the seriousness, loud and aloud ask earth to become your teacher for 3-5 days. (You'll sense another barrier. Overcome it!) Ask with convince or earth won't agree. Ask not just earth but the BASIC ELEMENT of our world. It's ancient and powerful force. It's those space where the most important part of our consciousness is located, so called golem - basis of voodoo, mummification and other magical extravagancies. 2. For strengthening connection with temporary teacher you can visit loosened part of ground daily and powder it with pepper, flower petals and fumigate with tobacco smoke. This point is for those who would like it. Helps to many people. 3. During established 3-5 days try to recall in your dream about your temporary connection with teacher. Try to see him in your dream in appearance of an oldman or old lady. Try to remember teachers advices. It's kinda general task for nearest 5 days. And following task for further researches: Recall in your dream about this forum, Ravennas words and try to manipulate your hands. Do flaps, like a bird. Or take large bowl and while slowly bringing it to wall achieve the effect when wall'll begin to attract bowl. This is passing tasks. Most importantly, persuade basic element to become your temporary teacher. Do not ask about constant connection with teacher. We are researchers. We need to try all possibilities.
Ravenna: vvv [nickname] Take deep salad bowl, lift it above head with bottom of bowl turned to you. Open part of bowl directed to ceiling. Hold it with both hands as if you were hanging on it by hooking with fingers. Let this feeling of hanging on bowl stay throughout exercise. Slowly lift bowl to ceiling. Lift it and strain your muscles at the same time as if you don't let bowl to lift up. Achieve work of muscles as if you hanging on bowl and lifting it gradually at the same time. If you doing it right then there will be sense of attraction between ceiling and bowl at some moment as if bowl levitates up in air and you don't let it go further hanging on it. It clearly happens even in wake reality. And in dreaming it will be enough to do several test actions to get bowl attracted to ceiling or wall. Then instead of bowl a broom can be used ))) And go fly in dreaming world!
Algis: Ravenna, is it necessary to do something more when we powder earth with pepper (fumigate etc.)? Maybe vocalize anything? Tune up with earth in some way? Ravenna: Algis Pepper, flowers and fragrance are amplifiers of ritual. It's a contribution to those program of consiousness which creates contact between us and powers from without. I have found in one grimoar interesing thesis and it says that all humans power distributed to everyday proceedings and shields of attention. Here are quotations. "Basic principle of magic lies in the fact that human doesn't possess true power. Power comes from within. Black mage takes knowledge and power from following arts: demonology, summons and necromancy. White mage is expert of defensive and healing charms. Sorcerer - expert in psychic and mental control… blah blah blah…" To tell it shorter - we have ability to create contacts with outer powers. Some shield of attention demands us to make this action like ritual. Channellers have their own ritual, rabbi have their own, wicca has its own. Hackers know that ritual is secondary program and that's why they treat with it accordingly. If it is necessary they use it, and if it is not necessary then they skip its using.
Yesterday I started the below task. I went out in nature and did what was asked. Ravenna mentioned we would sense another barrier. I noticed a barrier (not sure if it's the one she meant) when I was about to ask out loud. It was a familiar feeling of doubt and uncertainty, concern as to whether I was 'doing it right'. But I just went ahead anyway and asked. I then sat on a rock and meditated for an hour, linking in with nature, the woodland around me.
J.R.Tomlin
I have been visiting the designated area of earth for three days now. While sat with the earth I practice gazing, usually at some tree foilage, or distant trees. The results I have noticed so far are significant, but it is not clear what exactly has triggered them. Basically a change I have wanted to happen for a while, but have found it hard to make that change, has happened very easily. I'm not sure if this is a result from focusing on the barrier/s, or asking the earth and first element to be my teacher, or both of these. At any rate there is a big change that has taken place, that has created a positive shift in my life in general. What are you others noticing or experiencing?
ioneks
J.R. Tomlin, I guess the reason for this is neither of these two you've mentioned. I guess what triggered those results is the stream or flow of the research. Some things happen just because you participate in it. I want to share some experience that is also about influence of the stream. The day the task to ask the earth to be a temporary teacher was given I was so busy that I had no chance to perform the task. But somehow an opportunity appeared unexpextedly, and it was better than everything I planned to try. So I talked to the earth. That was exiting, and I guess it's the same stream that helps you and every participant.
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Hi Ioneks, that's interesting. Yes this flow of research you speak of is probably connected to it. I should imagine at the root of these experiences is any attempt to focus the Intent. The more you put behind it, the more you get.
J.R.Tomlin
Forgot to add todays report as well... Yesterday things did not seem to flow so well, but I stuck with the practice and also at maintaining the change I wanted (which was harder for some reason yesterday). Did not sleep well last night. Then early hours of this morning had what I call an 'energy body' experience. This does not feel like a normal dream. I get out of bed, realise I 'feel' different and that I am in my dreaming/energy body. To verify I was dreaming I pushed my hand into wall and it went through. Went down stairs and examined the house (nearly always different from how house is really). Then I let myself sink into the wall until it completely submerged me and then I somehow let it catapult me out across the living room. I examined the living room for a few moments, memorising the look of it. There was a table near the front door. The only things that were the same as my real house was the position of the front door and the stairs. Nearly every time I have these experiences the house is different. Beyond the front door there was a conservatory. Then I decided to go outside and examine the territory and get on with my arranged task. However (probably due to the fact I was so exhausted) I forgot to get on with the task and was easily distracted. There were two men who harrassed me. I decided to challenge them (I have found it is usually not a good idea to interact with dream characters at all as the tendency is I get pulled into a more dreamy unaware state) although usually I find it best to avoid them. Today I decided differently. I thought maybe I would confuse them by passing my hands through them, I did this with one but it had the additional effect of extending my arms very very long (LOL a bit like the arms of one of the Mr Men characters 'Mr Tickle'). I carried on pushing the man away with these long arms. I just wanted to get away from them. Just as they were leaving I woke up. I also went up to one dream character and asked them who they were really. Who are you I repeated over and over. Then I found myself saying something strange 'who is the dreamer?'. Then I was asking again, who are you really? It felt like I was penetrating towards an answer. Nothing was revealed though. There is a tendency in dreaming books and forums to answer "they are us". "They are all me". Which then leads to statements like "we are all connected" and "you are me and i am you". Which all may well turn out to be true. But mostly these statements are recycled around all new age circuits, conformist chanting rather than charged with any true knowledge. I'm not a conformist (like most of you here are not either, I'm sure) I'm a hacker. So naturally I want real answers that mean something.
solaris
right when ravenna gave us the first exercise, i came down with the flu anyhow, this puts me a bit late, but here is what i want to report thus far: the barrier i feel is an internal conflict. as a child, i was always outside playing in nature. i was endlessly talking to rocks and plants and trees. my first inclination towards this experiment is naturally a feeling of "coming home" again. there is a part of me that will very easily and happily get lost communing so intimately with nature. this part of me is very sensual and immediate, and feels very much like my dreaming self. on the other hand, there is a voice in me which is doubting my connection to the world in this way. this voice feels judgemental, unnatural... put there as a protection for myself from others who had hurt me long ago. it comes up whenever there is a thought about the self... normally, because of my nature, i can easily put this aside once i am involved in my "communing". but, before that, and sometimes after that, that nagging voice is there. and so, my barrier is not so much the voice, but the conflicted intent present because of the contradictory energies involved for me. i make internal journeys and i sink my arms down into the lush earth. i feel my energy strengthened and supported. i feel the earth's energy moving into me - deep, thick, dark, and sensual. i do this every day to strengthen the connection. and yes - my dreams have been full of teachers... though not in human form. last night, i dreamt of huge, thin, jointed insect-like creatures giving me lessons about how to reconstruct my energy in order to survive in their world. more as it comes ~s.
Field9
I'm a bit late getting my post in... When I set out to do this particular task I really did not feel any barriers at first. What I did feel was a deep connectivity with the earthly element as I would stick my hands into the loosened earth. Touching and feeling the earth element I felt and sensed a heavy denseness and blackness, the heaviness of it felt as a wall or maybe a boundary of some type. In the day and the days to come I encountered quite a few obstacles, setbacks that I guess could be construed as barriers. I really did not let them sway my purpose, inside I held to the thougth that these things were only to get me off track. Since its happened before, mind you, so I knew I must be close to a discovery of some type. I called theese so called barriers my strange run of things while I did the first task and the meditation/recap. It progressed into the next few days, with me having 2 days of sinus problems which brought me even further down but then that just disappeared and next to occur a general blah, not well feeling I felt which seemed to be centered around my solar plexus for next 2 days. As to dreams, I did not remember much of the details, except seeing the sky and a part about saving materials in a fierce way and the words [Simple Fierceness]. There was something else I dreamed I want to say as I feel its relevant and has been on my mind alot that I should report this is as it almost appears a bit like a precognitive dream about this task the week before. Which like those streams of consciousness as spoken of by others here, shows a connection. This is my dream. I wrote in my journal this dream was different than most dreams I have had. It had a different atmosphere and I dreamed I had met up with witches and sorcerers. I was outside behind a big house, there were others, (female gender) I was speaking to about how I would talk to the wind and so forth and it would listen to me. I also motioned with my arms back and forth, straight up waving them to and fro towards the open sky. There was a strange look to the sky, I don't know whether I viewed it at this time or in another part of the dream. This sky had clouds with an unusual feature to it. The clouds looked like a straight cut all the way across, flat as a table, hanging almost to the horizon line and going all the way from left to right. I was back in the house in a large room as I glanced around there was a big room off to the left with all windows in it from floor to ceiling. I was talking to an older man, there was also a younger woman with straight dark hair to her shoulders and more people there. I remember also talking to this same girl as I was laying in a huge bed there I had just punched the pillows and pretended to be asleep while she walked in. We spoke and she told me I would meet another man. We exchanged a few more words about him and then the dream scene changed and then next I knew we were getting ready to go to a party.
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Ravenna: On 10th September we will begin something special - not training, not practicum, but research. If you apply yourself to this research in a dedicated
fashion, you will be able to access a specific feature of dreaming. Our research will be based on the dreamhacker world view. That means, no devils or
demons. The Dreamhackers reject belief in such things. Instead they believe that in our consciousness there is a program 'installed' that concerns
belief in such things as the devil. (Dreamhackers call such harmful programs 'cockroaches in your head'). People carrying out Dreamhacker training,
or research, often have doubts and worries that 'Ravenna might not be right'. In reality these doubts are your doubts, so the true statement is
'I fear it'. This fear is a filter on the perception of my words - it is an obstacle or barrier. So accept that the cockroaches in your head are
exactly that - the cockroaches in your head. We will begin from fixation and identification some of this kind of filters. Then, with the help of hacker's
methods, we will hack one of the filters, and we'll make a so called 'exploit' and begin to manipulate the defensive program of consciousness for
ourselves. Don't be afraid, you won't go crazy from this. We'll just get to the root, 'retype' it a little and see what we've got.
Certainly, many participants would be confused if I were to present material in this manner. That's why I've decided to do our research in the form
of a quest. We will make a hacker's bestiary, a compendium of beasts of the dreaming world. Many of you have probably met creatures or beings that have
injected something into the roof of your mouth, behind your ear or into your left eyelid in a dream. You may have seen larva and insects on human bodies and
near electrical sockets and switches. You may have been pursued by evil spirits. Have any of these happened to you? Yes? Good! This is exactly what we need.
We will research these programs of consciousness and use them for hacking the basic systems of consciousness. You may want to know for what reason would we
do this. The reason is so we can have access to a great number of fine features. For widening dreamers channels of RAM. By this I mean that a person's
ability to recall their dreams will be increased. For wisdom, for knowledge, for understanding one's capabilities and much of oho-ho-like things! You may
wonder if there are any contraindications. If you have an 'ecstatic' or 'exalted' personality - someone who is excitable and likes to
exaggerate everything (in Russia there is a proverb 'He makes an elephant instead of a fly' - it's when a person exaggerates everything and
therefore lead themselves to folly) then you had better not try it. If you are feeling you don't need it then you surely don't need it. If you came
here only to try to corrupt this research later on, then think twice about it.
cubus
Ravenna: Guys, this will not be a practicum but will (more precisely) be research in which you can actively participate. It's ok if some of
you are beginners. You'll just pass the first gates much more quickly. I'll be helping all participants. I don't know how long the research
will last - maybe for as long as everyone wants it too. You may combine our research with other practices and trainings, be a user here or a guest,
accomplish or not accomplish tasks and experiments. Everything depends on you. I am granting you full freedom. There's just one thing though, in the
process of research I'll only be answering registered users - that would seem the only fair approach since they've proved their interest by
registering on the forum. To avoid wasting time for nothing, please try out the small demo (note: when this was posted there was still a few days before
10th September. However, this demo is still worth doing, it shows an important barrier in your consciousness). This means that I will ask you to do a
meditation on a certain subject and describe your results later on. You'll find information about this demo in a new topic (new thread).
J.R.Tomlin
Hi Ravenna, when will we be starting on the below? I have had such experiences that you mentioned. When will we start researching these
programs of consciousness? Or should we have already started along side the earth/basic element task?
Araknida
I would like to participate in the research if its still possible. I realize i'm 5 days late... I was following a thread about
this on another forum but I had to go offline for a couple of days and when I came back it all had vanished. It involved some misunderstandings about
spamming and stuff.. but nevermind that. Found this finally ^^ I actually wanted to ask was this suitable for beginners too but that was already answered
by one of Ravenna's posts. Thats even the more reason I'd like to participate.
J.R.Tomlin
Hi Araknida, welcome to the Dreamhacker forum. I have checked with Ravenna and it is fine for you to join in. Please share your task
experiences :-) Kind Regards, J.R.Tomlin
QUOTE (Araknida @ 2009-09-15 02:42:37) I would like to participate in the research if its still possible. I realize i\'m 5
days late... I was following a thread about this on another forum but I had to go offline for a couple of days and when I came back it all had
vanished. It involved some misunderstandings about spamming and stuff.. but nevermind that. Found this finally ^^ I actually wanted to ask was
this suitable for beginners too but that was already answered by one of Ravenna\'s posts. Thats even the more reason I\'d like to
participate.
Banana
hello i found this linked in a thread on Dreamviews by J.R. and i was wondering if i could be a part of the research
J.R.Tomlin
Hi Banana, welcome to the English part of Dreamhackers forum :-) You are most welcome to join in. A few others have only just started, so
you are not alone. Looking forward to hearing your feedback regarding tasks. Just look through the threads in the English section and you'll see
what things we're working on. Just ask if you're not sure. (Tasks we've focused on so far are the demo: burning books to detect barrier,
and the 3-5 day task asking the earth and first element to be our teacher.) Kind Regards, J.R.Tomlin
QUOTE (Banana @ 2009-09-17 04:47:56) hello i found this linked in a thread on Dreamviews by J.R. and i was wondering if i could
be a part of the research
Most interesting! I have your DH course about dream control in a published book in 2006, translated from Russian to Lithuanian. Good practice!
Unfortunate I just started it - had to do it years ago!
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Ravenna: We shall ivestigate the way of Ra in Amduat. You can have a look at a collection of materials on ... in the thread "Plans for
prospectives" . Guys there promissed to make a map of the way.But right now we've already made a boat - this forum. Every participant will be Ra.
I'll take a role of Hathor or navigator. Your main task for the nearest 5 days is to collect necessary attributes. You read the materials, mark the gods
and companions you need during "the first hour" of your way, and make strategical list of necessary things. Every one of you will have your own
list - your own interpretations (for example, for snakes and baboons). You already know how to make temporary teachers. So, you can guess, how to recruit
necessary assistants. The main thing is to get prepared for a journey, to assemble your allies and to make a plan of your actions. Thus, you focus your
attention on a PLAN of actions. I want you to go deeply into your coming journey, get acquaint with stages. Dont "run before locomotive".
"First hour" will take not less than half a year. Therefore get engaged in interpeting of all that things which ancient people adviced to take into
the boat. Your minor task will be manipulations with your voice. In your dream you should remember about them and try to pronounce loud words which express
Intent! If you master the words of power or intent, they will be the directives for working with dream programms. Try commands: "Fly!",
"Day!", "Night!" When meeting some persons in your dream, try commands: "Stop!", "Get out!", "To me!" And,
of course, investigate other commands which you find necessary. In a dream you'll understand the difference between idle talk and the words of intent.
After a continuous practice you will be able to transfer your skill of words of intent into dayly reality.
Psychonaut
Note: The thread "Plans for prospectives" is here: ... English speaking can also have a look at this links, where the first and other
hours of Amduat are described: http://www.maat.sofiatopia.org/hidden_chamber03.htm http://www.invisiblebooks.com/Amduat.htm
J.R.Tomlin
I would say, for us English speakers, the most important link to look at is the book (first chapter about the first hour): http://www.invisiblebooks.com/Amduat.htm And set
yourselves about an hour to go through that chapter.
Anonymous
In the first task people reported their findings in the thread so I guess I'll start here for the second: I've had 2 lucid dreams so
far in the last week which is very strange cos I've been trying it for a very long time and somehow it worked now and furthermore... it was
unintentionally this time. Last night I had a most peculiar dream, I'm really baffled as I'm not following the tasks that well (shame on me), yet
still... Seems like I did the shouting intent part. In my dream (non-lucid) I was in my bedroom and I was some sort of magician. I remember that I knew I
had power over stuff by saying stuff to it. Like shouting my intent for a light switch to turn on the light. I did this with various things and it all
seemed to work, then sometime later the lights didn't work when I tried to light them on and then a doubt came over me, 'How is this working
anyways, is my intent pure, how does this work, am I doing it correctly?'. I somehow felt after this event, that even though I tried it the same way
as before that my intent wasn't pure anymore. Before those questions, I believed and had this confidence that I could do it, later there was a small
doubt in me that was blocking my true intent I guess. Even though I said it confidently and really wanted the lights to go on, there was an underlying
doubt in my that said it's possible it might not work this time again (like it did that one time). I'm puzzled how I can overcome this... How to
believe and convince yourself and not doubt your intent, even though it's subconsciously and you don't want to doubt yourself? Ladon
J.R.Tomlin
I found this task difficult to get into because I do not really have an interest in the Egyptian Gods. I know that it is about observing the
programs running with regards Gods etc, but still I found it hard to read the literature about them. However, I decided to look at Northern tradition
Gods who I have had an interest in in the past so am familiar with them and thier myths. I decided to focus on them and also animals/creatures as
companion 'helpers' to accompany me on my journey in the boat across the sea of consciousness/awareness.
With regards the minor task, I have had experience with this over the years in controlled dreams (high awareness lucids) and obes/energy body
experiences that I have had. It is true, the voice, when used with intent in dreaming, is a powerful tool. I have made night into day and day night (in
the dream scenery). Also I have used it to send myself firing up into space and also to travel to someone else. Also I made changes that affected the
physical from the dream state by shouting commands. I noticed that when using my voice in that way, my voice would become much louder and echoey, and the
dream scene would somehow seem different. It's hard to say how different, I was going to say less real, but I don't think it's that. It's
almost like I was in a different space in those moments when using my voice in that way.
Regards,
J.R.Tomlin
Field9
I felt many things that night I started reading the text, among them, an eagerness to get it started. I've only read the first hundred
pages of the Amduat link and am awaiting to read more. As much as i'd like to say i've come up with a plan of action on proceeding on this
task, i've only touched the tip of the things to come in regards to the journey... It is unfolding before me. I've added several new words of
intent and will continue to see how that goes. Will relate those finds when they come about.
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Ravenna:
Now we are faced with an analog of Maat and see what we're worth. This task we would devide into two or three stages. At first I would like to show you
how to set the dream for a certain locations. The target of this task is as follows:
1. Find the south-eastern terminus of the railway. The feature of this terminus is that the railroads there remind you the uppe part of 8, like a loop.
Another interesting thing is that the railroads are located on the high trestle. If you have never seen this station in the dream, find a maze of gardens and
move to the east - to the ring station.
2. Somewhere near this station, look for two large areas, separated by a metal fence. On this areas there are always some unrest, disturbances - war,
rebellion, strike. Maybe someone will see this place as the yard of his school.
3. Near these areas you will see high building (palace, temple, museum). It is our goal. The guardian is waiting for you there. Find his treasury. In dream
you will know exactly where to look for it. Deceive the guardian and get into the treasury. If you would pass this quest, you will return some part of
luminosity which you have lost. This extra power you need to meet with Maat. Without her (without this power) you shouldn't even approach to Maat.
If you wouldn't pass this task, do not worry. You saw cycling. There is the "Pilaton". There are 5-7 racing cyclists ahead and the tail of
lagging behind. And the bulk of racing cyclists is in the pilatone. We will go the same. Couriers and experienced dreamers will get ahead. Peaple who will be
late and who will try to get ahead will work with the last tasks. But the bulk will enter to the pilaton. Couriers (scouts) take us to the right place. But I
still advise you to push yourselves and jump above the rainbow.
molchun
Ravenna:
A lot of our friends have the problem - they can't remember their dreams.
Let's suspend the third task and will clean our inner space.
Many of us fainted during our life - in the moments such as extreme pain, hangover, drugs, high temperature, heatstroke and e.t.c … These periods of
voids filled our inner space (RAM), by unnecessary junk - the fog of consciousness. Someone has a lot of such fog, someone has a little. I think it would
be useful for everyone.
What you have to do:
1. Sit down (lie down) in a comfortable position. Close the eyes, calms down, contemplate what you will see before mind's eye for five minutes.
2. Start breathing and inhale the darkness inside of you, which filling the inner interface. If there are some images, then inhale and exhale them
(images) too. We take the images and darkness into the lungs and remove them from the inner space and the system of consciousness.
3. Continue the process of inhaling the darkness and exhaling it from yourself until you will see meshwork before eyes - it's like a wall with a
monotonic pattern. If you can see the basic motif of a pattern - the main element of it, remember it and draw it somewhere. This is your yantra. Your
personal symbol. Sometimes it will appear in the real world, pointing you to a significant moment or element of reality.
4. Do this for 3 days. Then we will return to the third task of the "FIRST HOUR OF OUR TRIP".
J.R.Tomlin
I have been practicing this meditation several times a day over the last three days. I enjoy doing it as it seems to emphasise the focus
given to the dark 'screen'(darkness behind closed eyes). I have been seeing the same phenomena I have noticed before when studying the screen.
The area starts to rotate. I have noticed that when drifting off into the imagery and sleepiness that it rotates anti-clockwise, and that when coming
round into normal awake consciousness it starts to rotate clockwise. Also I notice a hole opens up with dream imagery beyond it/inside it. I noticed two
different symbols that appeared in the darkenss that I have seen before, and wonder if one of those might be this yantra that Ravenna talks about.
I presume we are going to embark on the third task very soon now?
J.R.Tomlin
Anonymous
Hello
The mediation reminds me of the "Ravenna Screen" as we called it. Some time ago while doing the Dream hackers tasks prior, our group found
the screen very useful. It seemed that once you got the hang of it every time one closed their eyes the screen popped on. (Sometimes even when you did
not close your eyes!-) but that was the dream stream, bubbles and other things…
I have seen the grid work as well and often thought I should draw it out ..But am lazy American (touch of humor bit of truth). The Dreamhackers task of
the past were simple, but shook the tonal. So am ready to adventure into it.
Also have seen the railway station in dreaming.
Usually (for me) the area with the fence looks abandoned, deserted, inner-city feel with no one about. I am not sure it is especially close to the
train area, but maybe I just never noticed or am somewhere else.
Have also seen the treasure rooms of various buildings/Beings. Both from outside the guarded doors and inside where the treasure is piled. It does not
seem to interest me much in dreaming, seems more like something to hook your attention, but am able to dream to them.
Seeking knowledge or at least direction.
Thanks-
Dreamer
Field9
While practicing this cleansing of the inner space, my focus on the screen ahead of me came more rapidly, or ar least this appeared to be
what was happening as I started. This fluctuates. That might have had something to do with the inhalation\'s of the darkness and the expulsions.
There were many colors darting in and out in the ranges of whites, blues and violets and sometimes they would go diagonally across the screen and at
other times I\'ve had them rotate mostly clockwise. For the most part the screen in the background has appeared to be dark but when I continue to
look and gaze at it i've seen a foggish light gray with a design layed upon it that looks hazy in the background. Almost indistinguishable but it
has a pattern to it.
I didn\'t know what the light gray design reminded me of until I began typing my report today about it, now I know what it was... It will be easy
to remember. but I will also draw it.
In regards to the third task itself.
I was first shown a river that flows towards two mountainous peaks one is on the left of the river the other is on the right and in between them is a
symbol. The symbol is a letter. Which I will also draw and save with the yantra.
Consciousness flowing as the river towards the balances (Maat)...
I hear on occasion musical tones and sounds while I dream. I\'m beginning to decipher what key(s) are sounded... I did hear a low encompassing
sound which was meant to be a way for accessing the next level. I believe this to be in association with Wep-Wawet opener of the way, little is known
beyond his role.
I\'ve seen the stadium or maybe its more like a coliseum and also the airport been several times in dreaming on the escalators there. The school
is also a familar place that i\'ve been as well as the high buildings. I do not recall the treasury/museum. Since I have not been there yet at this
time of the task I will keep working at going the extra mile to get to these places there and to the discoveries that await.
molchun
HI, J.R. Tomlin.
You have to work like vacuum cleaner, inhale images until you would find the wall.
Ravenna said:
Images will be changed as long as you not find the facet of your inner space (wall or e.t.c) The images what you see - it's just the levels of the
unconscious. Inhale and exhale this images. But if they remain constant after inhale, so it means that you've found the facet of your inner
space.
molchun
Hi, 64dreamer.
If i understood you right about grid work....so Ravenna has written about network patterns.
Ravenna:
Network patterns of the Eiffel or the Ostankino tower - are the variations of moves in the maze of wheels of the time (see F. Donner "Shadow
Witches"). Anyone can see the images of this moves just closing his eyes. We can navigate through them, reach the light areas or dark. These
meditations are useful when you create the intention to solve difficult situations and problems in your life.
But all this is for beginners mystics. Don't remember that we researchers. So be kind, dont drift down the aisle, but turn to the wall of this maze
and look it very attentive.
molchun
About third task. Look the 3.5 task posted by Psychonaut. It's the continue of the third task.
Doing cleaning out my inner space practice. So far I get minor third eye stimulation. It is stimulated more when I'm in a sitting asana and not lying
in bed. Being in bed gives the disadvantage of falling asleep - drifting away. Will continue the practice for more minutes.
I'm taking a gap day. Got a headache and spaced out feeling. I had had experiments with charging my third eye directly i.e. not from the first tan tien
and they ended with results I'm having now. But I give it a go when my headache stops. Has the practice something to do with charging the third eye or
I'm doing something wrong?
Any other practice to remember dreams?
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Ravenna:
And here is the promised task 3.5.
Maat is reflected in two aspects - in daily and in dream worlds. This is why there are two of them on the picture.
1. I ask you to estimate your desires, strengths, moods and expectations. Does it suit you what I give? Maybe, you would like something else? Maybe, my
interpretations, judgements and the course of the project are not convenient for you? Maybe, you whant not this thing, not this way, not now? Estimate this
project, and if it rises a slightest feeling of rejection in you, leave us. Return to your usual way of life. Return to your usual judgements and customary
world view. And if the project is still attractive for you, if you still want to take part in it, but some small details disturb you, then recall this details.
What if they are some "barriers", which you can overcome?
2. In your dreams you should recover your luminosity in museum-temple-castle. Near to the right, to east - there is a bridge. Cross it. It is the Rubicon. This
is the examination of you on "who is who". Don't lie in your reports. Don't fictionalize your feats. It doesn't mean whether you cross
the bridge or not. What really means is when crossing the bridge you understood everything about yourself.
I'll not leave you if you didn't cross the bridge. I'll lead you further - to the unknown. Even if you are without LD-s, without trousers and
strenghths - it doesn't mean. But accept the mark you get from Maat. Don't lie to her. Don't lie to yourself. And clarify yourself at last - are
you in the project or just pottering about?
J.R.Tomlin
I'm in the project. Any small details that come up are just that, small details. I can see a pattern where small details try to form into
barriers, whose nature is often to distract. This can be overcome by frequently strengthening intent. One large barrier I see develop for myself in these
situations is the barrier of feeling a need to 'perform'. I feel a tension to meet the objective of task (e.g. find the treasure in the building) and
that often makes it harder for me to fulfil the task than if relaxed and carefree about it. This is a hard one to stalk. It's hard to feel carefree about
something when there is an underlying feeling of urgency to complete the task. Anyone else notice it? It reminds me of something don Juan said in The Art of
Dreaming:
"Explanations always call for deep thought. But when you actually dream, be as light as a feather. Dreaming has to be performed with integrity
and seriousness, but in the midst of laughter and with the confidence of someone who doesn't have a worry in the world. Only under these conditions
can our dreams actually be turned into dreaming ."
I'm in. The problem is that I don't have a big Dream map. And I am not lucid in dreams but I have found a way to get out of my body for few
seconds with a sleeping pose. I can generate energy but how to become lucid? I can't do dreamwork without it! Well, I'm without pants - who can
help me?
Oh and Ravenna, I dreamt I talked to you few weeks ago.
Andjel
Field9
I am in the project as well.
Persistence and working at maintaining a healthy obsession of what i'm doing can be a great strenght and asset to have. Obsessions however can
turn into extremes so it must be tempered to not get out of hand and balance must be adhered to.
I feel those times myself like you mention, JR Tomlin to perform well and get the task objective met... I even feel a certain frustration if it feels
like i'm lagging behind, especially if I have not been lucid. I remind myself that even though that one area (dreaming) is as such, it does not mean
things have stopped happening, maybe it is needed time for the body to catch up to the mind and or also things are occurring with other areas of
practice. So its important to keep a healthy perspective and no need to be dissappointed about how things are at the moment, because that is always
changing.
I think a little goes along way when we adopt that carefreeness. It is especially helpful to take a moment and reflect in those times to look
objectively as an observer... in other words I find myself taking short breaks completely from what I am doing to relax. This has even been beneficial
for helping with improving my dream memory.
I'm still looking for the treasury, museum in the dream realm. I realize it is not the sole purpose of finding the bridge. It is an aspect of the
bridge we cross on our journeys.
My kundalini yoga teacher says that it is not a break one needs but more practice i.e. raising energy and storing. That is how you become lucid. The
problem is that if you don't raise enough energy and then eat - it all goes down to manipura etc and it is radiated away. His and my energy raising,
balancing practice is sitting in Burmese position or siddhasana for 2-3 hours. This way you relax, raise energy and, eventualy, become lucid... I'm
not going to talk about brahmachiarya which is impossible to manage if you don't meditate.
I think carefreeness etc is a kind of lazyness and I admit that I'm being lazy sometimes not foiling it in abstract words.
Field9
When I spoke of carefreeness it was not meant in the sense of lazinesss, moreso, I was referring to a sense of lightness.
Every teacher will speak in accordance to his/her own perceptions and indeed energy is a major factor in lucidity as certain areas of the body are
major storehouses. I look at the breaks as simple time to gain perspective, observe.
I'm trying to understand. I usually don't stop my practice to gain perspective unless my practice is totaly wrong. I always observe the results
coming from my practice and so far I know if I stop - my abilities downgrade.
I understand that pushing your practice for results brings nervousness - the only energy efficient way for me to cope with that is asana and pranayama. Of
course not everyone has the time to do that...
Good luck hunting for your light ,
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Ravenna:
The fourth stage involves two tasks - the main and secondary.
1. We have to get from South East corner of the dream world to the middle of western border of accessible field of dreams. So: find a hostel (who has it) and
move from it to the north. Or find the western part of zone of disasters and move farther to the west. Many of you may recall Mayan pyramid, as in the
"Serious Sam" game. It's a pyramid, the sides of which are like two inclined ramp - from the ground up to it top. People often hang out in dreams
at yard near pyramid. You need to climb the stairs to the top and go through a narrow corridor to get to the back side of the pyramid. Along the way you will
meet Wounder. People see it as a giant with a bloody knife. He projects a terrifying cloud of fear. You may simply derive from sleep with strong feelings of
horror. I.e. you will encounter another barrier, which is somehow manifested in real life. Go through this corridor. It is useless to fight Wounder. Try to
make him your ally. I think five days is enough for you.
2. It is autumn, leaf fall. Try to repeat Don Juan's trick with falling leaves. Find a location near the tree, trace a falling leaf, and then by the power
of thought return it back and make it fall again. Imagine that you quickly returned leaf back, so it fells again in the same place. In the dream, remember
about this exercise. Call a tree in front of you or pronounce the words of power. Repeat this experiment in dreaming.
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Ravenna:
More and more people complaining about poor dream memory and low awareness in a dream. We pause until November 10. During this break, I suggest you do the
following exercise, which will increase your energy saturation and as side effect will improve memory and awareness:
1. Perform exercise before sleep or in moments of leisure. Its better to do, lying down, although you can do it sitting.
2. Fix all your attention on the breath. When you exhale try to create a quiet noise in the throat (loud exhale). The air comes out, as if whistling in the
larynx, creating a pleasant gentling feeling. The friction comes from the dimple under the chin to the root of tongue.
3. Attention fixed on exhalation is divided into two parts. A small part of it monitors the air passing in the area of the dimple under the chin to the
roots of tongue, fixes the sound of breathing, a pleasant feeling of friction between air and tissues of the body. Main part of attention mentally directs your
"breathing power" into the body. You filling your arms by exhale, starting by shoulders and ending with fingers. Then fill hte chest up to nippels
with the energy. Then abdomen to the bones of the pelvis and then the pelvis and buttocks, then the hips to the knees, then lower legs to the toes. After that
enriches yourself with energy on each exhale: exhale, and the wave goes from the throat down to the toes and hands. Hold your hands pressed to the body or
place them in the groin area.
4. Continue saturation to the point where the "resonance" appears. You will be feeling a wave of the world's energy, which rolled forward at
you. A noise in the ears, thermal effects. You will not confuse with this phenomenon, when it happens you'll know, that you went into resonance. During it,
continue to breathe, do not rejoice, do not involved with euphoria, do not do anything. The wave of the world's energy comes and goes. Your job is to
become soaked with this energy, e.g. the less this process has yours (activities, emotions) the better. Get used to the resonances gradually. In the early
times by once, after ten successful times by twice, but no more.
5. Saturation of the energy will allow you to shine(beaming). Effulgence - is the base of real magic. By effort of will you be able to provoke the
resonances at any time in life, thereby connecting to the ocean energy. However, it is early to discuss this. At the moment you should become familiar with the
resonances and saturate with energy.
6. When during the project you face with the "influence of our flow on your life", you show to the world your favorite excuse - "it is not my
fault, but someone else." In fact, you face internal barriers, and instead of recognize and realize, you hang your problem on Ravenna, project, or someone
else. I understand your human nature, I'm not blame you, but please grow up a bit. Even if you're older than me, you need to grow up. Barriers are into
you, but not in the project. Look, while you are not lucid, other people are. While you can not remember, they can. So, it is not project's fault, and not
Ravenna's fault. You need to understand yourself. Everything was started to do this. I will not deal with each of you. The project is designed to ensure
that you have found and overcome your problems. At the core of each problem there is a fear and rejection of any knowledge, some part of your life. So, do not
handle the responsibility on others. No need to expect miracles and freebies. If you want advance in dreaming, treat the project seriously and responsibly. The
main object of our study is not dream world, but you, with lots of internal barriers, with a heap of garbage routines - you are stubborn, awkward, clumsy. And
you need to improve, upgrade yourself, become agile and strong. You cannot get through just by lazy meditation lying down on the couch.
7. Don Juan had simple technique of training - he spoke to Carlos: "when you will be able to do it, then come". I understand your busyness by
routine of everyday life. Besides, you are not my students, but members of the research project, which I coduct with your full agreement. So take a break until
10 November. Accumulate strength and energy, solve your problems, overcome barriers. We will meet after you make a little review of our project, when you
accept or reject something uninvolved. When you remove the nipples of your mouths and try to become warriors or hackers or researchers of your internal world.
While you complain about "I'm not getting" you have no difference from other people. They also not getting it right. Became a researcher, find
out what is no working, where the barriers and how to overcome them. Become a hacker, find tricks and methods. Become a warrior, take responsibility for you
life: "how to live?" as the herd, which goes to the slaughter and milking, or as a lone bird flying freely anywhere and on it own.
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