My first step.

[jayskuh]

A feat is when one can command enough discipline(In dreaming I will call this mana) to use an ability(In dreaming
abilities can be used if you have enough discpline) and that is a feat! With these skills I hope to find the spirit.
The skills I need to practice are meditation and memory.I will record every meditation in my journal as experience,
and hopefully that experience will turn to discipline and then an ability to help find the spirit.Meditation will
be done in hopes to achieve silence(Achieve silence is being aware of mana).How I will intend to practice
memory is by remembering to ask myself this question threw out the day as many times as I can so that I will
develope memory(memory if very important), and that question is, "ARE YOU DREAMING?". If I am then I hope to become
lucid but that is a feat.

While lucid, I have entered the game of dreaming. In this game if ones not lucid, one will surely lose everything.
As a noob I will respect the dream and get to work on my own abilities with discpline. The thing to practice
at this stage of the dream is to find your hand and try to relax and understand that what your in at the moment
is just a dream.I will now record my dreams here on the text file and keep a seperate journal for my diligents.

(Copy and paste from personal text file that I just wrote)

I have read Carlos Castendas book and this is my understanding from them: we are all alone and that the journey of dreaming is done with your own personal understanding and tuning that is most important.I am here to cultivate that.Every Sunday ill come update this thread with my personal recordings and any lucid dream.

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Welcome to Nagual Forums jayskuh!

[spiderlily]

Ravenmoon wrote:Welcome to Nagual Forums jayskuh!Sounds like you've got a clear idea of where you'd like to go.

[Uncle Sam]

Very good point on mana, Jay.
Thats working concept, the mana.
this mana, the energy level of awareness, consists of more contributing factors.
Also very true on Memory, as this memory is the Coherence, and this Coherence is everything in this particular regard.
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A seer could see it directly, e.g. the coat of awareness and column of awareness and the luminous core of awareness, and AP - otherwise those are only phenomenological items for us, brain and the energy process in brain.
It is true that brain is primary for it, the health - the brain health, central nervous system and forebrain, prefrontal cortex. This the primary switch (a thousand petal chakra in yoga notation) for the energy, the brain.

[rosygyro]

sometimes i worry wether this is a HUB site for spiritual wonderers. and that there is a trained group of 12 psychologist cold war throwback mind manipulatorssitting replying to individuals posts and excluing them from the collective forum.in this scenario each individual would be kept in isolation from fellow warriors and thus the freedom movement could be supressed.I my case i have been left to write 90% of the posts..I imagine im in a controlled environment where i have some sort of frued based controllable persona.today i ommitted to post a very valid spiritual form of the centre of the jewel of immpeccability becuase the forum has told mewarriors of death and sorcerers dont like rude pictures or words as the site is open to wandering minors!what can i do?the world is death and warriorship and process and fear.. and i get some sort of HUMAN SHIELD of responsibility to supress my knowledge
i thought this forum was serious.. and in many ways its presence to me though persitent is utterly one sided.
I will post the picture and if the moderator doesnt like it.. then delete it.. its mine and your responsibility to witness your streams of events.. and in this pictures case it definatly is!

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