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Jackwagons Heading to Mamby Pamby Land
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Seren:  "As I see it, the purpose of these forums is communication, however, this is thwarted if, the contributors use terms others cannot understand. Could we please, have a rational discussion?  I'm a simpleton, and cannot get my head around your obscure New Age abstractions".
SHM:  Now, here's my disclaimer prior to any comments.  Please understand that I'm not picking on anyone with my comments.  Not even Shamwow, in which your post Seren was directed.  I've not read the initial post nor do I care to.  If something read below thumps your ego a bit, perhaps it's something to be recapped.  I've read enough here to get the gist of what's occuring though...
Terms that others cannot understand.  Good one.  Long ago several of us created another forum (actually it was a mailing list, pre-dating forums) using this concept call Syntax.  Another syntax, or The Other Syntax or something like that.  It's a common theme in just about everything.  As I'm in marketing I take notice as it's a great selling point.  Create a bunch of new words no-one understands, lump them together with some emotional keywords that drive straight at what the target market wants and you've got a winner!  They come running, eyes glazed over, drool dripping off their chin, wallets and purses open just begging you to take their money.    I chuckle, but I'm also dead serious.  
New Age mumbo jumbo, Zen, Spirituality, Nagualism....heck, even established religions.  Create your own line of bullshit and you're a winner!  It's based in positioning, differentiation and focusing on the target market.  Who wants to be main-stream?  Pffft.  Not I!  I'm special!  I need special treatment, and since you're spewing a bunch of **** that I don't or could ever understand, that's for me!  Heaven forbid you sit your ass down and meditate or gaze or whatever for an hour a day. 
Now, a couple of key points in regards to this.  What's really cool if you are the one making up the terms is that you can use them anyway you'd like!  Seldom is there a clear definition of said words, so of course the author can use them anyway they want.  It's kind of like making up the rules as you go along.  How cool is that??  You can never get pinned down, even with your own words!  "Oh, I didn't mean that..."  "It's not like that..."  See how this goes?  It can never be validated either!  Who the hell wants that?  It's much more fun spewing lines of bullshit than to ever accomplish anything!  What's to accomplish??  I've got it all right here in manby pamby land!   
Oh, and of course the benefit mentioned above:  differentiation.  It's an attention getter, that's all.  Join my cult and drink more kool-aid.   
Now what's really entertaining is to watch the dipshits who follow along, assuming they understand this rubbish.  "Oh yes, it's like that..."  "I agree and had the same exact experience last week!"  How could they possibly understand it when so few of the authors even do?  It's tough enough to get consensus on an established word, let alone a new one.   
Now the trick to all of this, the true key that unlocks all the doors to a great following (which it's all about, of course), is to again make up some cool sounding word and have it tie, indirectly, to another known word, a word that's usually powerful.  Here are a few good words that would relate to this group:  Nagual.  The Double.  Dreaming.  Stalking.  (n)agual. 
Let's take the Double.  Let's now call it the Other.  Oh, and I forgot to mention, you can also directly label the concept with a direct name.  Like, my Double's name is Enrique.  Now, the Other or even Enrique can do all sorts of cool ****.  Why?  Well, it's my name or label!  I'm now exempt from having to follow what CC wrote.  I make my own rules!  Again, isn't this cool???
Now another important aspect of this, well for the good ones at least, is you've got to be creative.  You also have to have a core understanding to some degree of the prelinary concept you are changing the name of.  Then, wala!  You've got it!  You can now spin your line of **** from here to the moon!  You can't be questioned.  You can't be verified.  "No, I'm not a Nagual like CC, I'm based on, bla, bla, bla."  "Oh, the rule of the Double in meeting face to face with myself doesn't apply, we have tea and krumpets daily and get along right fine!"  "Oh yes, there are fifty six kinds of Dreaming, astral, energetic, etc., etc., and to manage one's way through the gates of Dreaming (oh, and btw, there's not only 7 gates, but 7 gates for each of the 14 trillion levels of attention) you must send out your chakras to the 18th attention, slay fifteen virgins at the house of the rising sun and circle back around yer anus.  Or is that Uranus?
Now of course, as you can tell, Dreaming is my favorite topic.  Well, my favorite really isn't Dreaming but what I'll call habitual lying.  I've watched over the years how the dreamers are starting to unfold.  I've read some pretty wild ass stuff.  Why is dreaming cool?  Well of course, it can't be verified!  Well, actually it can if you're a true Dreamer, but that's not the topic.  The topic is habitual liars.  Why would you even think of making **** up?  To gain a following?  Doesn't this sort of ring true with the copied post below?  Keep this in mind:  You're not lying to us but to yourself.  Let me know how that works out for ya' when the Eagle's nibbling on your toes. 
Why isn't talking about the mud, blood and beer cool?  Or, Stalking?  Well ****, who wants to talk about their own problems, right?  It's much more cool to make **** up.  Or just slather the love and light topping on it and call it spiritual evolution.  Pppffffttt.  This is why I just love Docta Lee.  He's one of the few 'true' ones in chat.  He got a problem, you're going to hear about it.  There's no spiritual mumbo jumbo sugar coated bullshit there.  He's a question, he asks.  Something bothering him, it comes out.  Thanks, Doc. 
Let's continue on.... 
Now don't get me wrong, new experiences and new terms are needed.  (Although I'm unsure if there's ever anything new.  Perhaps discovering or unconvering something that is 'new' may be a better way to put it.)  The real issue is that people just really don't got it.  Not, they don't get it.  Sure, on an intellectual level they get it.  But then haven't got it.  Furthermore it never will be 'got' until they die.  Sure, it can be 'got' while still living, but who wants to do that??  That takes effort.  Effort in looking at the Self, then of course, doing something with it. 
Of course this leads me to re-post, yet again, an oldie.  Read very carefully please and understand this.  Now of course this is in regards to book learning.  Yet, it's the same as creating your own line of **** in your head.   

"Book learning, like any other sort of second-hand learning, while perfect for things of an academic nature, is far, far less than perfect for things of an experiential nature. 
Two down sides of book learning concerning things of an experiential nature are: (1) less than the full experience itself gets into the book and (2) things other than the experience itself become identified as the experience.  [Pay attention to this second point.  First, from what I see, there's a serious lack of ANY experience, thus the need for making words up.] 
The struggle of Carlos Castaneda in this regard can be seen in his reinterpretation of events described in early books when he wrote the later books. An intellectualization of the experience results for the reader. The serious reader who attempts to take it all to heart can become the academic king of the words in the books and still not get the message, for the study of the books relies on linear thought while the subject and message are completely non-linear. Dilucidation is the de-intellectualization of the experience, the process through which the reader can build his or her own bridge to the experience. It, the experience itself, is available. Getting it through the intellectualizations of the writer is the challenge, and Carlos Castaneda is a very intellectual fellow.  [....which the reader can build his or her own bridge to the experience.]  [This is the same for the assknobs who choose to 'agree' with pure mumbo jumbo, let alone an actual experience.]  
Yet "getting it" is only the beginning of the challenge. Getting that you got it is the other half. "Getting it" itself will happen to any reader who gives a few hours to the writings of Carlos Castaneda, briefly, from time to time, when something happens in the reader's life which takes him or her back to the moments of the similar experience which the writer shared. That "getting it" lasts until something happens, although the reader will accumulate a string of such moments over time if the thoughts of the writer stick within his or her awareness. From that string of moments of "getting it" the reader builds confidence that what he or she got is "it".  [It's the same with the fairy tale tellers and their followers.] 

A reader may even come to believe that they got it. That is a pity. All they have is a structure which supports itself. That self-supporting structure they can carry around and draw from to show themselves and others how everything all fits so well into that intellectual understanding of the non-linear they derived from their reading. They have nothing. The very structure they carry around is the enemy of the purpose(s) which brought about the writings in the first place. Their academic success in the mastery of the finer points of the intellectualizations in the writings, in their mains, makes them immune to the basic tests which don Juan put forth for Carlos Castaneda to face early on, the enemies. Fear makes them hold on to their book learning. Clarity makes their book learning seem adequate. Power results from their mastery of the intellectualizations in the books. Knowledge, to some extent, comes with that package as well. There they are, thinking they are the masters of the teachings, and they are stuck before all the enemies yet once again. What a pity. Dillucidation is their way out. Yet they are terrified of Dillucidation. They would have to turn in their diploma and start all over again, learning to unwalk the rules in order to find the truths beneath them that bind them altogether with a simple picture that holds it all yet has no rules. Only then do they truly get it and get that they got it. Until then their plight is such a great pity".

Now, what have I missed?  
A random thought comes to mind.  I’m basically a marketer of information.  In marketing, we’re taught to provoke people’s emotions, as that’s what they buy with.  People buy with emotion and justify it with their logic.  Focus on their wants, not their needs.  
This is basically what I see here.  
You focus on your wants, not what you need.  Yet, shouldn’t it be the other way around?  Do what you need to do, not what you want to do?  Work hard enough on what you need to do then you can do what you want to do?  Makes sense to me…  
There are two courses of action for you now.  
Get pissed off and re-act to this post.  
Or… 
Get fucking real.  Stop lying to yourself and everyone else about your Dreaming abilities or your Zen beliefs or your path of love and light or whatever you’re hung up on.  Do something other than give advice.  (Shitty advice at that.)  
Now, regardless of your option, here’s what you need to do if you’ve made it this far through all this mental masturbation.  
First, grab a pencil and a piece of paper.  Off the top of your head, write down your exact feelings in regards to this post.  All of it.  Then, add this to your recapitulation list and figure out what your problems are and resolve them.  Yes, these are your issues, not mine.  Any ‘speed-bump’ that occurred while reading this in your mind is an issue for you.  
Second, re-read this post and take notes on every speculative thought, judgmental attitude, condescending attitude, name calling wanker statements, etc., etc.  Can you see any of this in yourself?  Add THIS to your recap list and deal with it.  
Third, please post your own ***-ups in this thread.  What do you have to hide?  Who are you hiding it from?  
Us, our yourself?  
Now, perhaps, we can have a discussion that resides outside mamby-pamby land, ya’ jackwagon!  
SHM
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moving moving, stumble upon posts I find I would like to respond to, dont find time.. this is 3rd time I moved this thread I think and wont let that happen again

What I see is that most often the result of what many students of Carlos Castaneda and his books (and other systems) learn and perfect is their vocabulary. They make a system and perfect the system. That is not the actual point of what to do with the books, if there is one (I'd go with inspiration). All that does is one makes an order and the spark goes byebye as it becomes the known the ordinary known. I know I dont know a lot of things in them books. I know some terms evade my reasoning. High time i re-read that stuff, the me 8 years ago seems like a totally different person to me at this moment. But I remember I was thinking what the hell is an abstract core? Now of course I do not remember what that was about any more, just that it eluded me totally hehe.
What exactly is the difference between a dreaming body and the double and the energy body. sure i have read about it and read what people said about it. Does that mean that I KNOW? I dont need to have these terms clear and talk about that now, that is not where my work is. If anything in that strand what I need is to have experiences to get my own understanding. Am I saying I have not had any experiences.. no... but does having some experiences make me an expert? no... Does it even make me competent to speak and think about this stuff? eer not really.. just as the above post said... i have seen things seem similar that are not. it is easy to read something and then put an experience onto it. I found best thing to do with experiences is to not box them into such labels, but wait, one's own awareness will sort it out and name it when it is that far. No need to hurry.. As the saying goes: "You get further when you go slow".
(now I have to laugh thinking about just a few days back someone commented on me not really writing here at the board. of course I do not write. what would I be saying..? In general here I share and seek experiences, prints of states, postcards from journeys, not systemologies. the experiences of others can inspire me, they hold a key here and there that I can make use of. those of you beyond seeking experiences, as Im sure that is a step somewhere too, can share the systemologies. Im fine with that, but please put in an experience here and there, you know for us slow folk it makes it a better read ).
Do I KNOW what the eagle is? No. Which attention have I experienced? no fucking clue . What do I care which it is, does it change my experience? eer no .

I see people talking as if they had a fucking clue what they are talking about. But do they? There is this strange feeling one has around people who know what they are on about and all them 'experts' sure dont have it (interestingly enough the ones who know dont really talk that much about it in the clear sense of talking about it. they talk it as they are it). The one person (real not just internet writing that one cant verify on the actual life and reality of the actual person) who I'd say knows what she is talking about that I know rarely even goes into the CC terminology in public, it seems to me this is because she knows how actually unhelpful they can be for those who have loaded them with all sorts of bs links (to experiences, their questions about these experiences, the other systems they linked to it due to some similarity they found, etc). Their mind is already full when it should be a clean slate still.

Why is it that when I am talking and even know what Im talking about I dont talk like the 'experts'. All that certainty they have when they speak, the force of their words makes an impression on the impressionable. I look at it and it is hollow, nothing is there. Nothing for me to hold on to and make use of.
How could there be something there for me anyway? What I need is to see for myself. All this talk is getting me nowhere.

What if we all go through that... so we come to a point when looking at where we are after xyz years we realize we have yet to make the step that gets us out the reading room door. So why dont we? Because we would have to let go of the control we have so carefully tried to amass . Oh me like control, me like sense, me like how it all can be put in a neat box and shoved away. The force of the unknown is what this is about imo, thus making sense of everything does exactly the opposite and ruins it all. One needs to stand in that force, bear the pressure..

What is the use of a discussion board then? Self-stalk, inspiration, creativity.. to name a few things that pop up for me.. being around people who struggle and keep at it until one day something happens (and then they tell us about that too). And let's face it.. it is damn hard to find similarly oriented company, even on boards like this. Surrounding with similar intent others have for themselves as I have for myself. People who give reports from spots on the path I have been at, I am at or I might get to one day and then having seen that it will click for me, or not, but seeing some people work and share inspires me (ideally makes me feel bad about my lazy ass heh), helps me have a clearer focus. Or maybe Im just making that up, maybe Im just glad Im not in this **** alone . oh wait.. I am.. hahaha

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teachers who tell you youve got it all wrong are idiots, they just want you to stick around to try and find out what is right. Teachers who tell you youve got it are idiots too, they just want you to feel all is ok, calm the fury rising up. All teachers are idiots. No body is really helping any body. All they can do is watch, if they see well enough. The real deals (who are not really teachers as such) are almost silent (what concerns those things cause otherwise they are also people and thus talk too). They are around so if you need to talk to someone who listens and sees and understands and does not need to judge.. that is why they are there. To be seen, in all one's bs glory, is really something... just with that one can get a grip and move again... Actually after talking to such a person you have no clue where you are. if what you are doing is right or not. all it did is take things away and youre left with nothing trying to find your footing. They dont provide you replacement, they leave you a'hanging in the no space of no thing. Then the silly me that I am grumbles how this is really unlikable, the uncertainty is impractical, how is one to function like this even? what am i to do? 0 is not the way, 1 is not the way. what is there apart from 0 and 1? me a programmer in this metaphor. what is one to do? bear it and move further.. Let the storm rage on (The cold never bothered me anyway..)
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watergaze wrote:Im fine with that, but please put in an experience here and there, you know for us slow folk it makes it a better read ).
Do I KNOW what the eagle is? No. Which attention have I experienced? no fucking clue . What do I care which it is, does it change my experience? eer no .

How could there be something there for me anyway? What I need is to see for myself. All this talk is getting me nowhere.

What if we all go through that... so we come to a point when looking at where we are after xyz years we realize we have yet to make the step that gets us out the reading room door. So why dont we? Because we would have to let go of the control we have so carefully tried to amass . Oh me like control, me like sense, me like how it all can be put in a neat box and shoved away. The force of the unknown is what this is about imo, thus making sense of everything does exactly the opposite and ruins it all. One needs to stand in that force, bear the pressure..

What is the use of a discussion board then? Self-stalk, inspiration, creativity.. to name a few things that pop up for me.. being around people who struggle and keep at it until one day something happens (and then they tell us about that too). And let's face it.. it is damn hard to find similarly oriented company, even on boards like this. Surrounding with similar intent others have for themselves as I have for myself. People who give reports from spots on the path I have been at, I am at or I might get to one day and then having seen that it will click for me, or not, but seeing some people work and share inspires me (ideally makes me feel bad about my lazy ass heh), helps me have a clearer focus. Or maybe Im just making that up, maybe Im just glad Im not in this **** alone . oh wait.. I am.. hahaha

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teachers who tell you youve got it all wrong are idiots, they just want you to stick around to try and find out what is right. Teachers who tell you youve got it are idiots too, they just want you to feel all is ok, calm the fury rising up. All teachers are idiots. No body is really helping any body. All they can do is watch, if they see well enough. The real deals (who are not really teachers as such) are almost silent (what concerns those things cause otherwise they are also people and thus talk too). They are around so if you need to talk to someone who listens and sees and understands and does not need to judge.. that is why they are there. To be seen, in all one's bs glory, is really something... just with that one can get a grip and move again... Actually after talking to such a person you have no clue where you are. if what you are doing is right or not. all it did is take things away and youre left with nothing trying to find your footing. They dont provide you replacement, they leave you a'hanging in the no space of no thing. Then the silly me that I am grumbles how this is really unlikable, the uncertainty is impractical, how is one to function like this even? what am i to do? 0 is not the way, 1 is not the way. what is there apart from 0 and 1? me a programmer in this metaphor. what is one to do? bear it and move further.. Let the storm rage on (The cold never bothered me anyway..)These were the points where I laughed the hardest, WG  
Yeah, telling people they're both right and wrong are silly.  To direct the person inward is 'teaching a man to fish' instead of giving him a fish.  (It's a Chinese proverb, since WG will have no idea what I'm talking about, I've copy the full text xP  'give a man to fish he eats for a day, teach a man to fish he eats for a lifetime.')
So yeah.  I suppose what Shm could be doing is telling people to pay no attention to the gurus but it could be explained and supported with personal experiences (you know, to make it a more interesting read, lol) 
Keep in mind, we are commenting on a 3 year old posting of his, I'm sure he's seen the light of love within that time.  I bet he's seen past all the ego this post is filled with and recapped it
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Kao wrote:These were the points where I laughed the hardest, WG youre welcome
Kao wrote:Yeah, telling people they're both right and wrong are silly. To direct the person inward is 'teaching a man to fish' instead of giving him a fish. (It's a Chinese proverb, since WG will have no idea what I'm talking about, I've copy the full text xP 'give a man to fish he eats for a day, teach a man to fish he eats for a lifetime.')I actually knew that proverb (imagine that hehe), didnt know it was Chinese though .

One can never say it all. Even as I was writing I was clearly aware of the impreciseness of some parts of my post. But one writes out what one finds relevant for what one is trying to say. Here for example with the teachers saying one is wrong or saying one has got it... in general that is how it is. When that is the teacher's method as methods go. So if the student is told they are doing fine when they are just deluding themselves into a bigger pile of poop it surely is very unhelpful to calm their sense of that happening. But at times when I am told Im doing ok or fine in doing whatever I am doing I get even more fury rising up, which is because I dont think Im doing ok or fine and so hearing that is just frustrating and unhelpful. I want to hear something that will help me along, not that Im doing fine when I was asking how to do better or different (as it dont seem to be doing the trick heh that is what trick I imagined it should be doing ) . Used to frustrate the hell out of me..

When I seek help and Im told my state is good (which obviously I think its not or Id not have asked) it first totally shuts me up inside. I ask what to do about X and hearing that X is perfectly fine to have or do I am like 'oh' (does not compute). Then later (once that shock subsides) I think about it a bit and realize I have not only not found out anything but got sidetracked again in my purpose to find a suitable solution to my eer discomfort



(in this sense the person I asked for guidance did the 'right' thing, i'd say, cause she did not help me find a way out of my discomfort, didnt give me a way to fall back asleep.)

Another thing I also did not go into is how helpful it is to work on one's words - vocabulary system etc. That would go into a different type of post, not here.
Kao wrote:So yeah. I suppose what Shm could be doing is telling people to pay no attention to the gurus but it could be explained and supported with personal experiences (you know, to make it a more interesting read, lol)

Keep in mind, we are commenting on a 3 year old posting of his, I'm sure he's seen the light of love within that time. I bet he's seen past all the ego this post is filled with and recapped it Maybe only SHM knows what he is saying in that post . He is probably saying the guru thing somewhere in a post. I am not talking about what SHM is trying to say, but what the post talks to me about. Im talking about my observations on things I see mentioned in his post and then things that connected in the flow of me writing my post.
And whether or not he is now at the same spot or not is irrelevant. The post is now its own reality. Like we do not interpret a book based on author's life (though that is surely an approach many like to take, just as with posts here. I like to take another approach. Even in lit.criticism the analysing of a work based on the life analysis of the author thing is outdated. Though surely it is a layer that can be interesting to look at in order to see some things foregrounded and put together etc.).

Having read this post some years back when I was going through the threads on this board as a new comer, having read it somewhere in the middle of last year and having read it a few days back I also see some sort of difference in me, as I'd have given replies focusing on different aspects had I replied those other 2 times as well.

This is one of two types of posts that I like to read, the second type is a report of an experience (like recently seesaw's tree post). Both types of posts give a postcard to me , I see them as (foot)prints of certain states and/or realizations on the way.

edit: and SHM is giving his experience here. He talks about his experience from marketing and the syntax group etc and links it to things..
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