Secrets

[Littlepaw]

I was just thinking about an old friend, he's not old Ive just know him for a long time.  I was thinking about the time I shaved my beard and left just a mustache and he said i looked like a tax inspector, a statement which caused no end of laughter.  But then I thought shame there was allot of resentment in our relationship then I thought why is that and then I thought it was probably because I wanted to have my way with his girlfriend.  Which led me to something I did not know back then that our secret thoughts have a big impact on our relationships, but at the time I just didn't know.  I thought it was ok to want to sleep with my friends girlfriend in the privacy of my own head but only later did I find out that this is not too far away from doing it!  Just a thought.

[Guest]

There is no bigger secret to this life than it's reason to occur, like all things life in human form happens for a reason. Most living beings incarnate to experience love in body that means the union between a male and a female, consummated as ecstatic pleasure shared in a couple. Passion and pleasure that go together like the bases of existence, will and intent creating if should healthy children that will perhaps have children if they choose to.
The joy of the child it's pleasure to play it's tenderness and need to feel safe, it's inner power when faced with adversities is something totally strange amongst you. A twisted childhood that will lead to a twisted adult willing to obey like a fanatic zombie to it's maker. There is a secret written within the texts of the pyramids child " maker" referred to the the first sexual intercourse of a human being it was not creator nor god for a human in some cases was it's molester. It was called a benefactor because otherwise a child would have died without experiencing pleasure, was used for sick children near to death that were not possible to aid to live further that is why initially i wrote as you understood now i write the way i know. The ancient world was quite a strange place and the old pharao was what today would be know a child molester he wanted to abuse both the girl he adopted and the boy, he was a very deviated person he already did sexually touch all his holy children but wanted the powerful healthy ones as well. There was a tomb that was decorated in Egypt not by me, i have the artistic capabilities of a pig rollerscating, for housing purposes so they would not be touched by the unholy. Then when the girl and boy grew up made all of them hit the walls until they turned crimson red with blood that is why that is my favorite color, they intended to kill the flesh and then changed their mind but there are always ways. That is why indian brides wear that color put by their husband, the woman was pure until she met the one she wed was never unholy humping an old carcase to experience everything. I cannot say the same about those in here, a powerful man may indeed powerful in old age even if it is already decomposing.
Long story short the children were wed in Egypt by the marginalised priestes of Seth and those of Anubis so twice they married to one another not by the old corpse but hey, he was not that important anyway. Just before he died without reviving himself, the two young people aged about 18 the girl and the boy about 18 and half wed and imagine they did the ultimate sacrilege in Egypt to him and the others, like the boy and girl the last offspring he had humped on the death bed. The next day they were pharao i mean the girl or me in that life, because only the blood of egypt could rule the country not a foreigner. Kagami ... show ... my second item i left in Japan was named mirror was never a mirror was actually a second katana sword just like sakura was the first, so ... sorry about that.

[Littlepaw]

I have heard allot about these men of power abusing children. I punched a child today. lol we were only play fighting but he is eight and hits quite hard off the bat. His Dad lets him get away with it but not me. I wanted to hit him exactly as hard as he hit me to keep things even. It was going well until I misjudged slightly and he cried. Than I remembered the time that me Dad went toe to toe in the boxing ring. Dad is a strong man and I actually saw stars as he punched me to the ground. Little Daniel came back for another round with me, brave kid, He was a bit more cautious in round two but he did find that if he didn't hit me hard I wouldn't hit him hard. Made my life a bit better, I don't like being hit either, lol



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Littlepaw wrote:Which led me to something I did not know back then that our secret thoughts have a big impact on our relationships, but at the time I just didn't know.  I thought it was ok to want to sleep with my friends girlfriend in the privacy of my own head but only later did I find out that this is not too far away from doing it!  Just a thought.Nice realization LP!  Thanks for sharing with us!

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