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The Pattern
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Do you want to be a warrior?  How about just a better person, one that releases the tiller and just allows Life to flow.  What about impeccability?  Would you like to be more impeccable?  How about enlightenment?  Would you like enlightenment to wash over you, or experience and understand the totality of yourself?  Would you like to recapitulate your life all the way to where you can see your unborn face?  Free and clear, no attachments?  Perhaps you’d just like to begin lucid Dreaming, or, improve your Dreaming.  
Gee, sounds like an infomercial, eh?  
Whatever you are, or want to be, whatever your purpose is, whatever you have faith in or put your hope in, there’s a pattern.  Can you see it?  
Quotes from, The Crack in the Cosmic Egg, by Joseph Chilton Pearce.  
"Is there a pattern?  Yes.  There is the conscious desire for the experience, the asking of the question.  There is the detachment from the commonplace; the commitment to replace the conventional with a new construct; the passion and decorum – the intensive preparation, the gathering of materials for the answer; the freedom to be dominated by the subject of desire – the sudden seizure, the break-through of mind that gives the inexplicable conviction that it can, after all, be done; and then the serving of the new construct, the instant application."  
Let’s use and example, Dreaming.  If this doesn’t work for you, pick something you’d like to do and fill in the blanks below.  
“There is the conscious desire for the experience, the asking of the question.”  Do you have the desire, true desire to lucidly Dream?  Have you asked the question, voiced your Intent to the Universe to lucidly Dream?  Comments on The Question are addressed further, below.  
“There is the detachment from the commonplace.”  Dreaming is the not-doing of dreaming.  Have you detached from dreaming, the commonplace and set a new Intent for Dreaming?  
“The commitment to replace the conventional with a new construct.”  This seems pretty straight forward.  Even to just BE, or be a better person, or to lucidly Dream takes commitment replacing the conventional dream with Dreaming, or BE-ing a better person.  
“The passion and decorum – the intensive preparation, the gathering of materials for the answer.”  For Dreaming, do you begin to take naps during the day, or wake yourself up on the hour then fall back asleep with the Intent to Dream?  Do you ask yourself while awake, “am I Dreaming?”  Do you read up on lucid Dreaming or consciousness or the assemblage point?  For you and what it is you wish to accomplish, prepare and gather.  
“The freedom to be dominated by the subject of desire – the sudden seizure, the break-through of mind that gives the inexplicable conviction that it can, after all, be done.”  This quote is just priceless.  The freedom…are you allowing this?  Are you free to be dominated by the subject desired???  If so, you will then experience that inexplicable conviction that it can, after all, be done.  During a lull of reason, or in meditation or whatever, the break-through of the mind occurs.  That 'a-ha!' moment arises.  Inexplicable conviction is also extremely important.  In Aikido, Curtis Sensei calls this 'sureity.'  When we perform Ki tests, this is what we're testing; not our physical stability and such.  We're testing our 'inexplicable conviction.'  
“And then the serving of the new construct, the instant application.”  Yes, if you follow the steps above, this new construct WILL serve you.  And of course, you will apply it.  How marvelous!  
Pearce continues….  
“One does not abandon the eminently satisfactory system.  New life can only be created by metaphoric mutation – synthetic re-creation of the old, and the old must be surrendered for this synthesis to take place.  
To give up one’s belief concerning some structure of reality, there must be an image that stands for the new goal or framework, even if the specifics of the goal are unclear.  The new goal must be ultimately desirable or ambiguity results, and ambiguity which prevents the new from forming and only fragments and weaken the old.  It is an all-or-nothing process.  [Ed. Note:  As brother Jed mentions, death and re-birth.]  
Voodoo for instance, is a potent and real power in the Caribbean and other areas.  If a man learns that he is destined to die, he tends to oblige.  The same force is operative in our culture, but under sophisticated metaphors and more subtle sureties.  If we are told that one of every four of us is destined to die of a certain disease, we fill the social requirements.  The one on whom the lot randomly falls feel fated to oblige as surely as the black victim of voodoo.  
If an arbitrary and premature death is announced as your statistical imperative, why not give up allegiance to that system and devote yourself to something less statistical?  With death the alternative, surely you could generate the same intensity the Hindu does with Kataragama, and find a new structure of concept-percept.  Granted, the statistical world is a broad and powerful way.  You would need a strong image for the new goal to break completely with the bad-news system and risk your life in a new one.  It is the equivalent of asking a passionate question.  If you hold and serve the question, until all ambiguity is erased and you really believe in your question, it will be answered; the break-point will arrive when you will suddenly be “ready.”  Then you must put your hand to the plow and not look back; walk out onto the water unmindful of the waves.”  
Once the above is achieved, you will find yourself in the position of being able to focus your unbending intent on an abstract purpose.  
All you will have to do, from then on, is to keep the whole of your unbending intent, allowing no distraction whatsoever, hooked to the warrior's way, to freedom. You must do this regardless of the obstacles that may appear on your way. 
And then you will automatically find yourself feeling reverent awe, because doors will open that you never imagined existed. The rest is between you and the Spirit.  
Thank you for your time and have a beautiful weekend!  
SHM
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#2
This sounds good, thanks for the recommend madman.
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#4
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Some wise words from Curtis Sensei to us a couple of years ago. 
"The point of our training here, what I'm getting to, is to get real, to stop faking it."
"Because in a life and death situation, you don't have any time for fakery. You don't have any time for an illusion about who you are, or what's happening, or who they are, or what's happening with them."
"There's no amount of self-mastery, no amount of technical perfection will get you by, and save your life, or save the life of a loved one."
"I don't care if you spend your whole lifetime learning how to do different martial arts, and how to become adept in every one of them, it won't be worth squat, if, in the moment of life and death, you're confused about who you are."
"Your reaction, or your actions in all situations, are exactly as limited as your conception of who you are. Because you act from who you are, not who you imagine yourself to be."
"To be authentic, to be real, you must be free flowing, like water."
"If you want to have a mind that flows like water it can't very well be fixed in some place. It can't be definable."
This, for me, relates to the above post. 
Can you relate?  Please share your thoughts...
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#5
Two guys in a boat, book-wise-quotaholic and a natural man start talking.


"I've read all the books on all that there is to know about life, sex, politics, spirituality and the universe.", said one.


"Well shees... I don't know squat... I just eat, ****, *** and try to enjoy myself."


"Well you are stupid, ugly and less than sexy and I wouldn't want to give you the time of day, but we are here and I have to stand your despicable presence."


BAM! Torpedo strikes. Boat starts sinking.


"HOLY HELL!" Said the wise-***


"Hey smartypants... do you know how to swim!?" Said the fool while jumping to the water.


"NOOO!"


"Boo fucking hoo!"
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#6
are we talking about life or death situations in the sense of ...



A) A PETTY TYRANT with access to the dark jewels.. SIMPLY stripping and torturing your soul to become a warrior..

so that you let go of everything you love except spiritual survival of whats left your TONAL

hence you can sense with everyfibre in your being you previous life draining away.. as the potential of staring death in its eyes begins to climb out of the sludge and become one with your pathetic anguish?



B) or are we talking about traveling to the PIVOT OF THE THREE RINGS..

and discovering a world so ritualistic that potential energy is made manifest.. behind every ATOM of every object, behind every door and within every strangers eyes.. is another and another of a counteless myriad deaths rushing toward your insignificant human frame!



at A) I stood my ground although i wanted to run!

at B) I moved forward although i begged to stay still!



or are we talking about remembering to learn to swim in water becasue you can see that oneday the boat might tip?
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rosygyro wrote:

are we talking about life or death situations in the sense of ...
A) A PETTY TYRANT with access to the dark jewels.. SIMPLY stripping and torturing your soul to become a warrior..
so that you let go of everything you love except spiritual survival of whats left your TONAL
hence you can sense with everyfibre in your being you previous life draining away.. as the potential of staring death in its eyes begins to climb out of the sludge and become one with your pathetic anguish?
B) or are we talking about traveling to the PIVOT OF THE THREE RINGS..
and discovering a world so ritualistic that potential energy is made manifest.. behind every ATOM of every object, behind every door and within every strangers eyes.. is another and another of a counteless myriad deaths rushing toward your insignificant human frame!
at A) I stood my ground although i wanted to run!
at B) I moved forward although i begged to stay still!
or are we talking about remembering to learn to swim in water becasue you can see that oneday the boat might tip?
The point is to get real and stop faking it.
Apply appropriately, your mileage may vary.
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#8
I havent faked it since my first mushroom trip in the eighties!
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I suppose the question now is, what is meant by 'faking it?'



What does that mean to you?
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SelfHealedMadman wrote:~
Some wise words from Curtis Sensei to us a couple of years ago. 
"The point of our training here, what I'm getting to, is to get real, to stop faking it."
"Because in a life and death situation, you don't have any time for fakery. You don't have any time for an illusion about who you are, or what's happening, or who they are, or what's happening with them."
"There's no amount of self-mastery, no amount of technical perfection will get you by, and save your life, or save the life of a loved one."
"I don't care if you spend your whole lifetime learning how to do different martial arts, and how to become adept in every one of them, it won't be worth squat, if, in the moment of life and death, you're confused about who you are."
"Your reaction, or your actions in all situations, are exactly as limited as your conception of who you are. Because you act from who you are, not who you imagine yourself to be."
"To be authentic, to be real, you must be free flowing, like water."
"If you want to have a mind that flows like water it can't very well be fixed in some place. It can't be definable."
This, for me, relates to the above post. 
Can you relate?  Please share your thoughts...
And the point i was making .. SHM.. between A=B.. is that to have a mind that flows like water is not necisarily a good thing!
if you are a self healed madman..
you know that your inflexible attitude earlier set you up for some powerful lessons.
which you would have missed if you had had choice to avoid.


if you are to tackle your FEAR you must have aspects of your mind which never move even when your world is being stripped away! As they crack under pressure they tell you of yourself! how else can you dismantle?


for instance..
If you crack a rock in half with a hammer.. you see its formation..lines of straition.
dismantlement tells you a lot about structure..


If you melted the rock to a very high temperature until it was jelly.. it would tell you nothing except its melting temperature! and without your experience of its earlier cracking.. what do you have except a bit of Slag?


Its all very well being fluid but try to get some innfallable lessons along the way!


ALL rocks can be turned to slag..
No rocks crack the same!
even a gem cutter will tell you that!
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#11
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Good point, rosy.



The trick lies in the movement of the AP and the fixation of the AP.



Know when to hold 'm, know when to fold 'm....



(Old poker reference)
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SELF HEALED MADMAN!

I dont fake it!

hence i have never ever in all my life tried to escape a challenge by becoming fluid!

my fluidity is made by good luck and synchronicity supplied by a mixture of warriors focus and the inexplicable naguals wish!

but never as an act of WILL!



WILL makes your INTENT exist outside your perception only to catch you at death!



the product of intent is broken will replaced by power of the nagual wish!



Honour and fluidity are not totally the same

honour and intent are incredible!



I consider a fake to be someone who willfully becomes fluid to avoid deeper challenge!
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#13
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We, in Aikido, learn this on the mat.



Especially in our Ki testing. To have 'sureity' and an unmoveable mind/body is the not-doing of having points to defend. I can have sureity and you can push me and I'll not move, yet that doesn't mean I'm fixed in one location. I must, via my Will, be able to have this sureity to remain unmoveable, and, to be able to move with sureity at the blink of an eye. One reason I enjoy Aikido, it takes two to tango. Alone time to work on the Self is good, yet if this is all we do, when encountering another, will we be able to move the AP or fixate it with our Will? I guess what I'm saying is, am "I" doing the moving or fixating, or am I allowing external forces to run the show? Neither is good or bad, I just want the ball in my court



BTW, what's external or internal?



Rambling, rambling.......



SHM
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rosygyro wrote:
I consider a fake to be someone who willfully becomes fluid to avoid deeper challenge!I don't think I wrote that, or implied that.
If this was implied, it was not the intent.
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Whats external or internal?



The nagual knows the cracks before you strike rock and hammer within yourself!



Your quest for deeper knowledge.. allows the cracks to expose new matter !



Its because the nagual is co-operating with everyones life..it can only supply the force you aquiesce..

and as its force is total "it favours no-one"

its the sort of equality you get when an atom bomb goes off in a primary school!



But should you seek a deeper crack of power (internal) then upper levels of pre-manifestation beyond layers clouded by humanities mass of logical adhesion can equaly be cut through from rarer ether.. (external to us all).



the cracks you could form from this type of experiment expose areas of your deeper self as well as areas of deeper reality between you and others...



so instead of putting barriersof differentiation between your fluidity and others solidity..

you instead have a radical shift of unknown power within and all around you.. translating even your perceptions of NORMAL men..



Its a bit like a mindblowing acid trip..
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#16
it gets quite confusing when you cant tell if your trying to protect yourself or someone else ..

its all verywell trying not to allow others to be hurt by lifes chances and your part in them..



But if say someone spends their time trying to protect THEMSELVES..

then i dont want my personal power working in line with their selfishness..



so i strike myself honourably and with all the bravery i can..

until the force is so immpecable that no-one has a right to avoid it in themselves!



this is only in men you understand..

as far as im concerned women are the love and the unknown..

and they are immune from self reflection of the kind a man needs to break his known assemblage position!



chivalry or the illusion of it..

can be used by cowards wearing dresses to defend themselves!!"
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#17
in fact their are entire systems of sorceric power based upon USING the females energy to protect the man..

or USINg the females energy to see with..

Identical twin girls have a terrible time being manipulated by **** mischeivous perverts who use differentiation to USE them to hack into the subconsious..

These "MEN" are so hidden within the feminine they are rarely seen beyond their own veil of lies..

constantly using your own respect of feminine and their power of illusion to keep themselves away from any real energetic justice...

I expect they use it to selectivly shield themselves from the inorganics as well.. so they can navigate..



But it is terrible abuse..

and many of these twins never find their true spiritual path this lifetime..as they are used perpetually by others to SEE!



striking the masculine aspects of the self, and hoping to start a self reflective chain reaction within the known.. is part of some of the myriad and varied complicated and disasterous ways i have of working against this wrong!

gaia-gemini-inimeg-aiag.zapotec.
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Damn Rosy, I like you.



Wish you were here, we could practice Aikido together.
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im shamefully non-violent!Its the only way i can reighn in the violentness of minD11
I only ever hit inanimate objects and even then its a mirror matter core.
You should have seen my punchbag.. it was ridiculously shamanic!
speaking of which..
in the codex nuttal.. every redline between glyphs is a mirror core!2 
have a look .
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#20
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Rosy, what's your definition of Reality?



(Or anyone else, for that matter).
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#21
screaming and laughing at the same time..

whilst body and mind rebels against whats happening..

but being compelled to travel in time second by second through the twitching movemne ts of the nagual as the unknowable puppeteer drags you the puppet toward completion..an inward reflection of you the homunculius driving him insane

all the time saying "is this love?"

and "why am i so paranoid?"
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