02-06-2007, 12:00 AM
For a couple of days now, things have come to a change. My brother's and his gf's relationship as an example. I just found out this morning that they're breaking up after a year of being together because she's been sacrificing herself for him - working and staying in school, paying for his debts and rent. While for my my brother, he keeps nagging to me to buy new video games and he's slacking off at school. Now he's feeling sorry for himself instead of realising he mine as well fix what he started in the first place. Some things are better left to be fixed by time passing by but for others like the one they're in, they need to take action because if they leave it as it is, it'll only become worse. As for myself, I had a boxing fight last weekend that ended up being a loss. I was so sure to win because usually I win nowadays without much problem. This time though, I was in the main fight, the last fight of the night. The crowd was on his side and so were the judges. I know it's merely an excuse but they gave him points more times than me and not giving mine in every punch I landed. It was a setup fight from the beginning in his hometown. My left eye, the one that's damaged has become red again. I feel as though it hasn't healed completly because of the time I believed in what CC said in one of his book; to stare at the sun with your left eye to get power. I was a fool and now I'm paying the price.