01-24-2012, 12:00 AM
So, following in the spirit of investigation, i tracked back personal changes in practices and thoughts/non thoughts that led to a more energetic, footloose and fancy free in the moment outlook. Being one to always look a gift horse in the mouth so to speak, I started stalking my own energy states, were what was going or not, dreams what have you. Because stumbling upon a stable empowered state is all well and good, but without the fundamental conceptual groundwork, or understanding of the dynamics involved in both falling into, and out of it, one is more prone, not less, to being shoved and loosing it. There is nothing worse, then crawling out of the ditch, feeling the sun, and thinking, just for a moment, that you are OK...and then being shoved right back in the muck. In some ways, if that's what one is setting themselves up for, its almost better to make your peace with the flotsam and jetsam, and learn to bump your ass in the mud with the frogs. So, i went back to decades old states, thoughts, almost forgotten, some more recent. and got a nice shove on my ass. Which is fine, that was the point. Ill just call the tripping force my flyer, to be linguistically kosher and hip with the jive. So in that spirit, for that spirit. A song for you, my dear friends.