waiting on will

[bluedreamer]

I am noticing my self-importance lately and how it limits nowtime with overated dramas and questionable unquestionable claims , I can see there are places I
am still clinging and pretending , reminds me of Rumi's " married to God and pretending not" . I can see but still havent caught the will to
leap through me me me, caught the will to notice though, maybe the next wave is on its way ....am practicng "formless" by getting more familiar with
the mechanisms of my "forming" and rejecting the ongoing spin of babble mouth crapsciousness plus the break up of some friends who are my friends in
flesh(heart) and archetype, it's utterly amazing mysterious and i experience it that way most often when I'm at their home which is no longer as it
was...it's shaking my foundations




it isn't the tonal or fi or my idea of "I" that control the will but the battle with them increases your chance of being there to catch will
when it comes?

[Nagual LoneWolf]

the foundation is the tonal. The flyer is the pillar holding up the foundation to keep it from falling once the being has seen it has such aid.

[bluedreamer]

Lonewolf, it is another sign that you use a building analogy because I started to use that analogy in this post myself but then it started becomming a poem an
unfinished poem so I wrote that in my little book instead it starts:




The stone that the builder refused


is the pickaxe to pry at


the foundation of my indoctrination


block cell model










you write: "once the being has seen it has such aid. "




Are you saying that seeing the flyer aids in dismatling it ?




Thanks wolf

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Are you saying that seeing the flyer aids in dismantling it ? Hello Bluedreamer. The aid is that of the flyer. This aid helps people and in return feeds off of
them. It truly is a give and take relationship.


The installation builds. It has even created machines that mirror its ability. The flyer is rational. The voice that says" you can not do it". The
voice that says" Do it nobody will know". It builds upon an agreement made early in the human's development between human and shadow.

[bluedreamer]

thanks lonewolf, this made it a lot clearer. it was that agreement that domesticated humans isn't it? and created civilization and says I think therefore I
am , it's the story of the garden of eden and the fall, I knew something of all of this but it....thanks , it may be rational and brilliant but it's so
damn stupid, where when why did we let it take the lead?

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Bluedreamer...I think you have it right. It is said that the flyer is indeed a "demon" devil" that does go back to such a story as the garden of
eden. The snake was the flyer who offered man a new way to think and in return became part of man and each one afterwards. The shame of seeing each other naked
does reek of the flyer's intent (when Adam saw Eve after eating the forbidden).


The lead is only illusion but one that is so real its like stone.

[bluedreamer]

yeha, is see what you mean I didn't even "read" that last sentence the first couple times, i caught it more like a hammer this last. The victim
in me really clings to that one




In that dream i had you gave me the glyph that was made of branches instead of stone , I'm sure it was you now but just as I go to write that I wonder and
conclude nothing because i don't find a clear delineation between me and you and the rest of everything at the moment. The 'glyph' in my dream
looked kinda like aztec relief carvings but I think it had a spiral or concentric ring motif as well, sort of celtic in aztec style, anyway what you posted
here reminded me of that dream




i still have my questions for later like I still have trouble accepting that the flier is a foriegn energy or understanding what that means???




blubberguster

[dragon time]

foreign energy comes in through the gap and leaves the same way

[bluedreamer]

then I must learn more about this gap. thanks dragon time, anymore you wanna say on this gap?

[Nagual LoneWolf]

The gap is a small hole in your outer physical ring blubberguster.. The flyer is a entity that inhabits our world. Its numbers exceed ours. It is a parasite
that feeds on energy created by our human body. It makes a pact with us and we let it in our body at a young age. It is there because we let it be there. You
are in control of your body not it. You can make it leave. It will try and come back into you. This can be a very long battle between you and it. It is a being
that can rarely be seen by the human eye. There is many such type beings in our world. We call them inorganics or foreign energy because they seem alien to us
by our perceptions.

[bluedreamer]

blubberguster hasnt seen all these rings yet, has a long way to go

[crowmaginus]

that dragon time can't get into this section anymore. the gap of death it is. just use death.

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