01-06-2009, 12:00 AM
Hi All,
Happy New Year! Best wishes to Lone Wolf and all you other folk tuned into this Topic of Topics. I can't believe
it's been over 15 months since my last post. I must however, be satisfied to contribute occasional articles to this forum, because of my busy personal
circumstances, otherwise.
I know I've mentioned this before, but I thought I would emphasize it in this separate article. Remember that technically speaking, the Foreign
Installation is a part of you. Venting your wrath and outrage at it, cannot hurt the entity who installed it in you, but only yourself. The only way to hurt
the culprit is not to play its game, when it incites you to outrage. There are countless ways it can subtly redirect your anger towards it to target parts of
yourself. Indulging in such self punishment only serves the predator's purposes to feed off your misery.
It takes strength, willpower and courage to stop and recoil from all that negative emoting. This is so partly because of how the entity has rewired our way of
handling emotion. One could say that the entity has redesigned us to be a kind of emotional pressure cooker which has a tendency to build up steam and explode
on a reliable basis. Furthermore, even though it results in nothing but misery and destruction, we have become addicted to this negative stimulation. We expect
it and unconsciously crave it.
So how do we really show this thing our distain for its presence? Simply by not taking the bait, and when we catch ourselves indulging in negative emotions and
behavior, to take that deep breath, count to ten, then, under a little self control, start rolling back all the justifications for our state. This involves a
moment of humility, for our reasons, even though fed to us from this secret enemy, play up to our distorted sense of pride. Yes, distorted because we have been
fed lies about our self importance and what passes as a measuring stick for personal dignity. The real quality here is human dignity and if we really had a
clear sense of it, we would express such as restrain from all of the nonsense the entity has put us up to.
Remember that the entity's game is always to help us create a false crisis. You could be arguing with someone you care very much for, but so taken with
being in the right, that in the moment you harbor very dark intentions as to the lengths you would go with that other person to defend your righteousness. Of
course, in reality, right or wrong on the specific issue in question, you're really making a complete ass of yourself over trivialities and if you go
through with your angriest impulses, you could in a moment ruin the relationship completely, let alone both your lives if you resort to violent malice (you can
even exact mortal damage with a tongue and a word rather than a hand on a blunt instrument). GET THE PICTURE? I'm sure in one way or another you've
been there a short enough time ago to remember vividly. I am emphasizing here how one can hurt themselves, but sabotaging relationships *is* self destructive.
So let's take an example of pure self attack. You're on your way to a job interview and you are trying your best to be in a state of positive
expectation about the outcome. Then the bad voice starts picking on you. Inserting pictures in your mind about how you will completely embarrass yourself to
the point of being laughed right out of your prospective employer's office, or some such nonsense. Now you realize that the sabotage assault is starting
from your predator. So you tell the negative voice to shut up - It all but starts in on you with a fury after that. So you tell the entity off proper,
berating it with every black word in your swear box and then a few made up ones for good measure. You tell it to go away and never darken your door again. You
rant at it for always spoiling your opportunities and raining negativity down on you. Etc.
Subtly, however, the entity redirects you to focus on a pattern it has set up in you internally. It has installed in you habits of self sabotage. It uses your
imagination to spin out the negative fantasies. It influences you to expect that every time you want to think positive, aspire to a goal, you are going to
imagine a horribly undesirable outcome to offset your efforts. And when you fight back - when you realize the game afoot and react with an attack, with
incrimination, you are serving its purposes to reinforce your own internal tendency to think negatively. The reality is that this entity injects impulses and
then sits back while your own psyche runs with the ball. Registering your anger and frustration as well as incrimination only emphasizes the negative
tendencies of your own thinking because blame always finds its way home to the initiator.
You are responsible for this pattern. Yes, we've never been given a conscious choice in the matter of playing host to our mental parasite. But the entity,
just like the vampire legend asserts, has to exact our covert permission to enter our domain. It must routinely engage our agreement to enact its direction.
Why? Because we have been Divinely endowed with the gift of free will. So in the end, us conscious seekers of freedom, both blessed and cursed with knowledge
of the F.I. must shoulder the responsibility for our unconscious decisions. We can decide now to react differently. And vengeance is an incorrect reaction
which is only self destructive to indulge in. The entity is not deserving of anything but our incrimination, true, but to really hurt it and drive it away,
takes emotional restraint and deliberate internalization of all the real issues involved in any personal crisis.
So where the entity would like to lead us, we must recognize and resist. This is a very spiritual undertaking with subtle, transcendental implications. The
entity will always be trying to fragment our spiritual integration. We must work hard at reintegrating. Pointing fingers out there, at others, even at our
mental predator is fragmentary, the exact trajectory the entity wants us to follow, because such an attitude is spiritually disintegrating and personally
disempowering. We must always ask ourselves where an impulse originates and be prepared to deal with the estranged parts of our own self that are being
exploited by this alien.
When I said that the Foreign Installation is a part of you. On reflection, I realize I've opened up a whole debatable and as I read on this forum, debated,
can of worms. The entity which influences us this way has been able to manipulate in us, our energetic makeup that is, an appliance. It's Foreign alright,
and would not be there otherwise than having been produced in us by another individual being, who happens not to be human in species. Many Jung types will
fool themselves that they simply need to accept this part of themselves. Some mystics will just shrug their shoulders and observe that we are all One anyways,
so whats the difference. Many spiritual aspirants will recognize it as their own struggle with the monkey mind or the small ego or the subconscious somehow
fighting back. If you believe that it's a demon or devil challenging your spiritual progress, you're closer to the truth. But in my humble opinion,
it's just an entity whose a bit more evolved than us in certain areas of knowledge regarding the mind. It's not our moral superior. Its dumb-assed
tastes in culture can be readily observed all around us, reality TV, Soaps...Hollywoodrot, FOX. And its ambitions for us is to keep us all dumbed down, and
half dead, blind of our true human potential, and so much livestock on chicken coop Earth. Nope it's not the advanced race of aliens some people hope will
come down and lead us out of all our current stupidity and turmoil. Just the opposite - the same tricksters who put us up to the whole mess in the first place.
Wake up and smell the coffee, fellow travelers.
Best Wishes, and as always - Peace!
Toltechie
Happy New Year! Best wishes to Lone Wolf and all you other folk tuned into this Topic of Topics. I can't believe
it's been over 15 months since my last post. I must however, be satisfied to contribute occasional articles to this forum, because of my busy personal
circumstances, otherwise.
I know I've mentioned this before, but I thought I would emphasize it in this separate article. Remember that technically speaking, the Foreign
Installation is a part of you. Venting your wrath and outrage at it, cannot hurt the entity who installed it in you, but only yourself. The only way to hurt
the culprit is not to play its game, when it incites you to outrage. There are countless ways it can subtly redirect your anger towards it to target parts of
yourself. Indulging in such self punishment only serves the predator's purposes to feed off your misery.
It takes strength, willpower and courage to stop and recoil from all that negative emoting. This is so partly because of how the entity has rewired our way of
handling emotion. One could say that the entity has redesigned us to be a kind of emotional pressure cooker which has a tendency to build up steam and explode
on a reliable basis. Furthermore, even though it results in nothing but misery and destruction, we have become addicted to this negative stimulation. We expect
it and unconsciously crave it.
So how do we really show this thing our distain for its presence? Simply by not taking the bait, and when we catch ourselves indulging in negative emotions and
behavior, to take that deep breath, count to ten, then, under a little self control, start rolling back all the justifications for our state. This involves a
moment of humility, for our reasons, even though fed to us from this secret enemy, play up to our distorted sense of pride. Yes, distorted because we have been
fed lies about our self importance and what passes as a measuring stick for personal dignity. The real quality here is human dignity and if we really had a
clear sense of it, we would express such as restrain from all of the nonsense the entity has put us up to.
Remember that the entity's game is always to help us create a false crisis. You could be arguing with someone you care very much for, but so taken with
being in the right, that in the moment you harbor very dark intentions as to the lengths you would go with that other person to defend your righteousness. Of
course, in reality, right or wrong on the specific issue in question, you're really making a complete ass of yourself over trivialities and if you go
through with your angriest impulses, you could in a moment ruin the relationship completely, let alone both your lives if you resort to violent malice (you can
even exact mortal damage with a tongue and a word rather than a hand on a blunt instrument). GET THE PICTURE? I'm sure in one way or another you've
been there a short enough time ago to remember vividly. I am emphasizing here how one can hurt themselves, but sabotaging relationships *is* self destructive.
So let's take an example of pure self attack. You're on your way to a job interview and you are trying your best to be in a state of positive
expectation about the outcome. Then the bad voice starts picking on you. Inserting pictures in your mind about how you will completely embarrass yourself to
the point of being laughed right out of your prospective employer's office, or some such nonsense. Now you realize that the sabotage assault is starting
from your predator. So you tell the negative voice to shut up - It all but starts in on you with a fury after that. So you tell the entity off proper,
berating it with every black word in your swear box and then a few made up ones for good measure. You tell it to go away and never darken your door again. You
rant at it for always spoiling your opportunities and raining negativity down on you. Etc.
Subtly, however, the entity redirects you to focus on a pattern it has set up in you internally. It has installed in you habits of self sabotage. It uses your
imagination to spin out the negative fantasies. It influences you to expect that every time you want to think positive, aspire to a goal, you are going to
imagine a horribly undesirable outcome to offset your efforts. And when you fight back - when you realize the game afoot and react with an attack, with
incrimination, you are serving its purposes to reinforce your own internal tendency to think negatively. The reality is that this entity injects impulses and
then sits back while your own psyche runs with the ball. Registering your anger and frustration as well as incrimination only emphasizes the negative
tendencies of your own thinking because blame always finds its way home to the initiator.
You are responsible for this pattern. Yes, we've never been given a conscious choice in the matter of playing host to our mental parasite. But the entity,
just like the vampire legend asserts, has to exact our covert permission to enter our domain. It must routinely engage our agreement to enact its direction.
Why? Because we have been Divinely endowed with the gift of free will. So in the end, us conscious seekers of freedom, both blessed and cursed with knowledge
of the F.I. must shoulder the responsibility for our unconscious decisions. We can decide now to react differently. And vengeance is an incorrect reaction
which is only self destructive to indulge in. The entity is not deserving of anything but our incrimination, true, but to really hurt it and drive it away,
takes emotional restraint and deliberate internalization of all the real issues involved in any personal crisis.
So where the entity would like to lead us, we must recognize and resist. This is a very spiritual undertaking with subtle, transcendental implications. The
entity will always be trying to fragment our spiritual integration. We must work hard at reintegrating. Pointing fingers out there, at others, even at our
mental predator is fragmentary, the exact trajectory the entity wants us to follow, because such an attitude is spiritually disintegrating and personally
disempowering. We must always ask ourselves where an impulse originates and be prepared to deal with the estranged parts of our own self that are being
exploited by this alien.
When I said that the Foreign Installation is a part of you. On reflection, I realize I've opened up a whole debatable and as I read on this forum, debated,
can of worms. The entity which influences us this way has been able to manipulate in us, our energetic makeup that is, an appliance. It's Foreign alright,
and would not be there otherwise than having been produced in us by another individual being, who happens not to be human in species. Many Jung types will
fool themselves that they simply need to accept this part of themselves. Some mystics will just shrug their shoulders and observe that we are all One anyways,
so whats the difference. Many spiritual aspirants will recognize it as their own struggle with the monkey mind or the small ego or the subconscious somehow
fighting back. If you believe that it's a demon or devil challenging your spiritual progress, you're closer to the truth. But in my humble opinion,
it's just an entity whose a bit more evolved than us in certain areas of knowledge regarding the mind. It's not our moral superior. Its dumb-assed
tastes in culture can be readily observed all around us, reality TV, Soaps...Hollywoodrot, FOX. And its ambitions for us is to keep us all dumbed down, and
half dead, blind of our true human potential, and so much livestock on chicken coop Earth. Nope it's not the advanced race of aliens some people hope will
come down and lead us out of all our current stupidity and turmoil. Just the opposite - the same tricksters who put us up to the whole mess in the first place.
Wake up and smell the coffee, fellow travelers.
Best Wishes, and as always - Peace!
Toltechie