Take a byte of my Flyin'

[HerbaMatey]

I See the FI in people. Its drawn to me like a moth to a light.
Yesterday I "Saw" that where a group of people is gathered the FI makes a brilliant canopy of energy, and creates a network of prasitical awareness. Conjoined so, the FI is far more effective and agressive.
I also "Saw" that whenever I walked by someone the FI lurches at my glow. It actually bumps the person closer to me and leaps outwards to byte my free energy.
Right now because I am preparing to journey into the unknown my energy is buzzing and it is a perfect time for the FI to get a snack, but at the same time my Will is magnificent and the FI cannot overwhelm my intended freedom.
Amen to the Glory of Freedom!

[HerbaMatey]

My percptions are clearer. It's a matter of no longer perceiving a mass of delusion I thought of as "society."
I might have once thought u could cancel out a clump of data called "society", and, well, u more or less can; but u have to write a new program. U need some sort of operating system. "Society" comes with the hardware and though it has bugs and problems it is always more functional than anything available. Thus the difficuty that ariseth when seeking freedom.
Pain, delusion, sacrafice, confusion, dysfunctionism, fear- these are the issues "society" chooses to pretend don't exist by loading u with a software designed to endlessly seek satisfaction in the illusion of solid objects. But how are you going to find freedom beyond these objects whose feyte is simply to decay into something utterly unrecognizable?
My recomendation is to eat datura. Poison yourself. Induce intensity, induce pain, induce insanity. Detroy your runtime program known as "society" as you find it is no longer something cohesive; has never been. Then your awareness is no longer fixed. In fact, it can't fixate on anything except what it is forced too. When that starts to happen an entirely new foundation is discovered. This is the platform of the nagual and will take the warrior straight into the freedom of the unknown.

[Guest]

Herba, I dont think recommending datura is the solution. I have seen real damage done to people ingesting this plant. Because they became completely disoriented, they wound up with risking their sanity and their life. Maybe it is like a kundalini awakening which happens too fast and blows your mind away..which then puts you at risk for permanent insanity if you cant pick up those pieces again!
I understand the idea of expanding the tonal, but there must be a better way to do it!

[Guest]

hi herba, i felt a need to say something more on this because i was concerned that recommending datura ,is putting kids out there at risk for trying daturna to become enlightened and that is dangerousl
I knew someone I loved who tried it and it was very hard on them and their family. However, they may have integrated it into a positive experience after all. The reason I am saying this is not to encourage people who havent tried it to try it, but to offer support to people who have tried it and were able to integrate the experience.
Herba, this is my opion of of coarse, but I liken datura to the myth of the sirens which the sailors encountered. It can be your undoing. I personally have not tried it and would not try it at this point, but I have a story about it that perhaps could show how powerful it is without even ingesting it. I choose not to relate this story because I am sick of writing on the internet.
Jeez, Herba, I am limited by the internet(sp) but I guess what I am trying to say is that CC tried it and it became, according to dj his ally, right? But now people are saying that he was a complete fraud. I dont see it that way. I know Wallace's book is out slamming him for being a conrrol freak..( i am paraphasing) I respect her for actually writing a book and putting forth her experience. But I respect CC for what he did. To me he laid out his ideas and now we are deabating it ...and how is he a failure? The man was in his 70's when he died and was his legacy so bad if he was saying "look at your belief systems...are they real?"....but then again, the point is....can everybody afford to do this? as is "one mans meat, is another mans poison" which is the bottom line isnt it? One may be able to go through the siren call of datura and survive but another might not. So you dont want to recommend this to anybody, Herba. There is no reaching the holy grail in this...how else can I say it?
My own experience, I was forced to have my tonal rearranged...no, not by datura. But, it was hell. What brought me together was love.....as simple as that!
Herba, I know I am not clear in explaining myself,and partly that is the limitations of the inernet and also controlled folley, but I want to make it clear that I dont think it is responsible to recommend datura to everyone especially kids that may be at risk who can not handle it! What is needed in a situation of altering your mind, is a support system so that you can integrate the experience. I believe CC was a messenger in that respect and had dj metaphorically speaking to help him put it into context.
It is funny, because when his books first came out, I felt that he was into the sorcery aspect too much. but as i grow older, I see him as a conduit for exploding belief systems and I respect that. I dont think it is about him personally, but his work. and that stands for itself. For me Wallace, has helped to dissipate the myth of the "hero" as in "he has all the answers" which is a plus. The part which bugs me is the part that i feel his achievement transcends gossip....for instance, he supposedly yelled out on hisdeath bed that he needed redemption from an act that he had done which was seen as delusional....but who among us is to say that upon dying the dreaming mind recants its memories and therefore what he was experienceing was a moment of the dreaming mind seeking to redeem itself?
I remain a fan of cc, because he initiated a process of examining belief systems.
Herba, what I am trying to say is that you cant just ofr handedly recommend datura to anybody who may think they are witchy witchy sorcerors..whatever that may mean...remember the salem witch trials? Dont you think that "the only thing we learn from history is that we dont learn at all"
I consider myself an American because i cut my teeth on Lincoln and Jefferson and if you read what they write the intent is very beautiful and lasting...if American has failed in that intent then it is up to us as citizens to bring that reality into being. Hating a president is losing energy. Hating Bush is folley He is not the problem. I belive he is trying to return the country to these ideals and is part of the process...to hate him is to lose sight of the ideals of the country....of coarse we are one, and what affects one affects all...includind hate....so he is part of the process of democracy in that respect.
I have issues with watching people and seeing that some are more susceptible to mob rule than others....this makes me feel that representative government is a better solution....some can free themselves from mob rule better than others...why, i dont know....but isnt the only chance for self government the ideal that we can rule ourselves without being swayed by the energy (for lack of a better word) than mob rule? CC addressed these issues i think, whatever his humanity led him to become is besides the point...and that is the issue, Herba.

[HerbaMatey]

What I should tell you is that I am the perfect victim for every spiritual scam. It is for this very reason that I say, quite unreservedly, EAT SOME DATURA! I'm going to admit to you friend visitor that I think eating datura will destroy everything about your world. No one can survive her. When I say eat datura its like a metaphor for "go destroy yourself". After you destroy yourself and waste away for awhile, then there's some chance, finally, that Spirit has become your absolute existence. But without an intensity that semmingly defies the absolution of death itself I think people have no chance. And telling something that has no chance to take a "no chance" is offering a key to both death and life.
I had the suspicion someone would post something about my datura suggestion. I appreciate greatly the open minded structure and good intent of your comment. Perhaps my ideas seem very odd and I admit they are; but in a predatorial universe where an FI is leaching off unity immense intensity is required to cultivate the intent of freedom.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Datura works best on a warrior who is already on the path of nagualism/shamanism. It reinforces their personal power or at least it did for me. I have known few who have tried it this way. The way of the warrior. Lone Wolf

[Guest]

Herba, NlW, I think it all boils down to who has your back. then..rriendship...at the end of the day...who has my back wnad who doesnt? you see where i am coming from nlw and herba?

[HerbaMatey]

God whispers to his light warriors, "I have your backs", and I trust infinitely in this impeccable assurance.
For myself when I ate datura I had certainly already begun the tasking of a warrior but it was still a very weak, uncultivated thing in me. The experience of datura as blazing energy, reforming only what is absolute, as the Warriors Way. It is an immense force. I barely scratched her surface; probably not too many sorcerors are destined to be taught about her in depth.

[Guest]

can you see how you are building walls Herba?

[HerbaMatey]

Yes visitor. I stalk myself and see what is. It is the way of finding ultimate freedom in the moment: what propels me into the unknown.

[HerbaMatey]

build a wall no one can knock down
someone will

[koomw]

Where exactly did you find that platform Mr Herba? Coz i cant see any here.Hidden potential can be exploited when we get together. p097.ezboard.com/bsoufly*...*

[HerbaMatey]

eye thinkz i fell onto it

[HerbaMatey]

my flyer challenges the higher self to defeat me in my own territory
my flier taunts you saying come on, i consume your higher self all the time
the higher self is defeated as the fliers true identity is revealed
it is called clinging
and the fear of death or god
and forgetting that every person is every god is every devil
like weeds we thrive and entities more complex than us eradicate our existence

[Guest]