07-29-2005, 12:00 AM
Yesterday night as I was watching shows in my parents' bedroom, I started laughing at anything. I started laughing and felt that me laughing was funny, so I my feeling of laughing grew more and more. Then I was looking at commercials and I was laughing at them and how the products were, how serious some of the people are, the jokes, their laughings too. Then as I laughed, I was thinking maybe I can laugh at myself as I think of my serious acts and looks. As I look back at how serious I was earlier that day, I was cracking up and because I was cracking up, I was cracking up even more. Then at one point, my head hurts and I laughed at that too and it dissapeared.
It's funny to me how anything can be funny if you 'have' to believe it's funny. And maybe if you can laugh at your seriousness and other things you don't really need in your behavior all the time, maybe you can be more better. I asked myself if it would be good for recapitulation by just laughing at things you did in the past. Because if you can get over them by laughing, maybe you'll learn some things. Besides, our lot as men is learning afterall.
It's funny to me how anything can be funny if you 'have' to believe it's funny. And maybe if you can laugh at your seriousness and other things you don't really need in your behavior all the time, maybe you can be more better. I asked myself if it would be good for recapitulation by just laughing at things you did in the past. Because if you can get over them by laughing, maybe you'll learn some things. Besides, our lot as men is learning afterall.

