Where is the line.

[rosygyro]

You can gear your life around having things others want you can make it your sorceric way to constantly build your
power using their loss.
like a millionaire who burns money in front of the poor
and strips them of something each time.
or the super sexy model waltzing around fatwatchers and dietclubs etc..
feeling her observers "give up" and using that defeat as power or motivation
to further put herself on stage.
its VAMPIRISM.. but it is also a type of sorcery.

but then if you walk around any city, every now and then you will see
a "living style decision"
some person who has gradually retreated from society..become wierd
wether they are pushing a cartload of cats, or listening to aliens on a radio
have tattood their ears or decided to only wear odd shoes and backwards trousers.
wether they really smell these days, have feet like leather.
have put themselves at POLARITY to the public.
It is a type of sorcery.

So anyway.. the first type of vampirism feeds on the energy from people
who want something a lot and cannot have it, or are afraid they will never have it.

the second type feeds off energy those who view do not want, do not want to claim.
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[Nagual Menagerie]

What if there is no line to draw? People are not the only food source available. Instead of seeing two poor choices, what if there was an actual good choice? Would you eat it?

[rosygyro]

Un earned adulation makes me uncomfortable i would never decieve others to believe me to be more than i know i am.
deceit and theft are deplorable traits.
to feed off the good energy sent to you through leaking channels of others
self doubt.. (i am not that sort of hungry)

I will not hide behind the scenes, will not hunt from behind the scenes
to become a coward in the darkness at the back of the universal room.
judging the habitual.. 
becoming the obscure rock or natural object orbited by habitual norms
feeding from the very foundations of the earth as the crowd is uprooted
(not that sort of hungry_
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Its not about "food source". it is about flows within the corporeal .
habitual flows created by the habitual assemblage point.
the habitual assemblage points origin itself  a greater mystery
than any single beings deviation from it in search of freedom
for in the study of the assemblage point of man is the potential for the freedom of mankind
in the shifting of the collective habitual
is the potential for a second lauchplate into the fluid.
a different west underpinning awareness.

the stopping of the total habitual )WORLD) in its corporeal manifestations a work.
Its called forebearance..
dont eat. dont feed. don;t hide. dont attack, dont judge.
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What if there is no line to draw? People are not the only food source available. Instead of seeing two poor choices, what if there was an actual good choice? Would you eat it?

i obviously am not seeking a tertiary food supply.
forebearance is a killing field.
you can opt out and believe yourself to be beyond mortal concerns
thousands have before you.
If you opt in to forebearance and its exam
you will have many years of energetic trial to survive.
forebearance is to throw  spear with niaivety 
and run fast enough to catch it before it hits
the faulted target.

it is to take your earlier witless imppeccable power
and sit apon it as a thorn
until you can find yourself withdrawn.
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you should know by know that i am
not given to trying to escape the habitual
the fire from within
is a easterly reflection
of the fire of the habitual assemblage of billions of people
when it finally makes use of its friction..

etccc..

[glance left]

Where is the line? It depends, I think....on the individual and the circumstance. I agree with your notion of forbearance. I just don't think it looks the same from one person to the next.

[glance left]

...and from one moment to the next. It's why I want to be careful when attempting to project my experience of "forbearance" onto another. It may not fit. Speaking for myself, here...ofc.

[rosygyro]

i think forebearance is something different for everyone.
for me the habitual assemblage point is like a runaway freight train thats course
is leading down a path of faulted resistance based conditioning.
forebearance is to stop the world within this course
and to aquiesce to potential energy enough to see a clearer freedom in the habitual assemblages future.
when you pitt your personal power against the world and stop the world
the inevitable is that your energy becomes radicly altered by the collective.
experencing such streams is warriorship and causes massive anguish
expereincing such extremes is to stand your ground in a place most uncomfortable
but over time the habitual/eagle begins to pass by as if you are like a rock in a stream.
except you are potential and the habitual is a resistance based flow.stop in the world like a void in a falling stone.

the base chakra houses the knowledge of the interrelationship of life
and forebearance whilst it is being cultivated
is to expereince the faults in its destiny
as if you are any of the four directions.
is to stalk the resistence in the habitual pattern.
aunties cousins brothers sisters gravestone?
vo

[glance left]

"expereincing such extremes is to stand your ground in a place most uncomfortable
but over time the habitual/eagle begins to pass by as if you are like a rock in a stream."

I think I see what standing firm amidst what comes is like in this context. I get shifted, I admit, but am gaining gravity in this respect. "In time..."

Issue is, do you seek out discomfort? Or simply allow for it when it arrives and cannot be avoided?

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