'This has been fun' talk

[Le_Regard]

Pixie Dust wrote:Le_Regard wrote:
Seriously though.  Besides YOU why would I even still be here?  Do you see anyone or anything else here of any value at all?

I find value in all life. I see reasons to love everyone, even little rocket man. It's why I sometimes get to be a cool kid.You're not though, are you?

[Pixie Dust]

I'm just a girl being cool is an internal perspective. I find myself super cool, and yet smoking hawt.

[Le_Regard]

Le_Regard wroteixie Dust wrote:
I find value in all life. I see reasons to love everyone, even little rocket man. It's why I sometimes get to be a cool kid.You're not though, are you?Take your last shot, because this is the last thing I'm going to say to you.

I thought glance left was a really cool guy... and I thought rosy was cool once I kind of got over the language barrier. But Julio is stuck in beginners bookland hell, which is actually sad because he's probably really even trying, and you're just as fucked in the head as billy is.

[Pixie Dust]

I'm actually a nobody and this nobody made a huge fool out of a somebody. To be honest, I'm way worse than Billy. My mind is a place very few choose to tread. Billy was a ray of sunshine compared to the places I call home.

<3

Go back to the shallows and let the adults talk.

[Le_Regard]

Pixie Dust wrote:I'm actually a nobody and this nobody made a huge fool out of a somebody. To be honest, I'm way worse than Billy. My mind is a place very few choose to tread. Billy was a ray of sunshine compared to the places I call home.

<3

Go back to the shallows and let the adults talk.lol

[Pixie Dust]

Let Tay Tay go already. She would never want a fool.

[Pixie Dust]

Le_Regard wrote:
Seriously though.  Besides YOU why would I even still be here?  

Seriously though. I don't want you. Let those feelings die.

[Le_Regard]

Pixie Dust wrote:Le_Regard wrote:
Seriously though.  Besides YOU why would I even still be here?  

Seriously though. I don't want you. Let those feelings die.I was recruiting *you*.

https://hermetic.com/crowley/libers/lib33

It's 2018, so get used to the idea. The hippies who couldn't adapt days are over.

The world is becoming hard, but the West is becoming soft. You are in over your head now, like everyone else, and you are going to drown.

[Le_Regard]

Pixie Dust wrote:
Thanks for the support friends  I appreciate it.

Glance, lol, you'll laugh at this... so on my first day with the students I was being myself and kinda weird (because I'm really quirky with students and I was at an elementary school for the last year and you HAVE to be quirky with them).  I brought my quirkiness to middle school and I had half of my classes tell me, "It's okay that you're weird.  I'm weird too."  Students were so quick to jump in and sympathize with me LOL.  My thought was, "Wow, I just wanted to put it out there so that they KNEW that I KNEW that I was weird.  Like, not a big secret."  Instead, I received a lot of validation and support LOL.  I wasn't looking for that but OMG was it great to receive it.  I guess it feels good to have someone who is leading us to be real with us and to be like us in some ways.  It lets our followers (in my case, students) know that I'm not trying to be perfect.  I've noticed how empowering that is for people.... to see someone older, who should have their sh*t together, admit that they're just as human as the rest of 'em.  

Watergaze--yeah, I made this thread to address you because I was trying so hard to reply but waking up at 5 am and getting home at 5 pm doesn't leave enough energy for me to put in the extent of attention I wanted.  Also, I didn't want to disrupt that thread and the discussion.  Also, I figured other people may go away and how nice it could be if people were able to communicate stuff like this openly.  It's also a nice way to push self-care xD Killed five birds with one pebble.  

I'm totally enjoying it.  Minus the adulting aspect that forces me to be a responsible role model.  I mean, that's pushing it.  I accept preventing death to children, that is expected.  But having to be an adult is a bit of a stretch.  I think art was perfect for me--and on Monday my ceramics class is starting with day of the dead skulls so eventually I'm responsible for firing up the kiln and HA HA HA -- the fact that someone allowed me to take responsibility for a very hot device is comical.  

I'm constantly shocked with what people allow me to have control over--and I'm equally shocked that I'm more skilled than many who are given that control.  The fact that I just do what makes sense to me, and most of the time it's me going, "Yeah, f*ck it, that sounds like the best method to use," and that turning out to be better than most--is really a scary thought.  

Anyway, teaching is great.  I don't know how I'm still alive after 30 years with my half-assery ability to be an adult but apparently, I do it better than many xD so what does this say about the human race?!

[Le_Regard]

It doesn't make me happy or anything... but I do actually represent the world-historical school of magick at this time.

http://www.chaosmatrix.org/library/chao ... massc.html

Personally I can't stand you, I am beyond disgusted with this, but for some annoying reason my Holy Guardian Angel thinks your Holy Guardian Angel is cool.  Unless it DRAGS ME BACK HERE AGAIN, I'm really done with you this time -- the personal you, of course.

The Spirits in your head, those are with me even now.

[Pixie Dust]

Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:

Seriously though.  I don't want you.  Let those feelings die.
I was recruiting you!!!

What? Is there pie? Because if there's pie, I'm totes in!

[Pixie Dust]

Le_Regard wrote:
Personally I can't stand you, I am beyond disgusted with this, but for some annoying reason my Holy Guardian Angel thinks your Holy Guardian Angel is cool.  Unless it DRAGS ME BACK HERE AGAIN, I'm really done with you this time -- the personal you, of course.

The Spirits in your head, those are with me even now.

Blah blah blah, acorns. I have enough stalkers in my life that I would appreciate one less. Be that one. I'm support you moving on. God speed!

[Le_Regard]

Pixie Dust wrote:Le_Regard wrote:
I was recruiting you!!!

What? Is there pie? Because if there's pie, I'm totes in!There is pie, and no matter how you slice it goes on forever.

Seriously though, I don't want you either, except in like... a ritual... way? Look at yourself, if you can't stop getting MIXED UP with random people that's all your problem. Don't hate the player, hate the game.

In the future if you want a man to lose interest quick try sending him a real picture.

[Pixie Dust]

I love the people in my life. I know the most loving hippies, psychopath stalkers, and intellectual gurus.

I don't regret any of them, I'm just dismissing the psychopath stalker because I'm done with him.

Go away now

[watergaze]

ugh you two... it seems to me you need a time away from the time away thread. I guess this will need a clean up or loose its functionality as time away thread after all these pages that have nothing to do with time away. I shall cut your chat out of it and put it into 'Let's talk.'

Thread closed until that is done...

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